Gah i havent posted in forever.

Besides that. . . im starting to fast again and what not. this weekend and yesterday well . . lets not even talk about that. but today i didnt eat breakfast and i dont plan on eating lunch. that is if i can resist the urge to nibbling on my friends food. . i wish she were greedy w// her food. im like 130 right now. im happy. oh so happy. but i want to be 113 which is a lonnnnng way from 130. blah. weve been watching movies about eating disorders and talking about it in health. its orgasmic. tete. people are like why dont they just give her some food to eat. fucking douchebags. if it were that easy then why the hell would she have the problem in the first place? they piss me off oh so much. i checked out a book from the library last night. . called "wasted:a memoir of anorexia . . . " and blah i cant remember the rest. i want to read it so fucking bad right now but i didnt have time to go in my room and grab it before i left to go to  this hellhole aka school.

Sarah

Hello my lovelies..

Gaa, where do i start?! for about month now..maybe longer i havent been doing well with my eating habits at all. i just eat and eat and Eat!! i eat out of boredness and binge all the fuckin time. yesterday i had a chip. !! i was proud of myself. but its probably only because iwas sick and had no appetite. today i was trying not to eat nething. but i had a cookie, 2 peices of a cookie, hot chocolate, coke, and a chili dog piled w/ cheese. so as u can see.. i suck!! ill never be skinny. ive gained like 6 lbs since school started. im 135ish. . fat is hanging over my jeans and my things are humongous!! im gross looking. every1 says im not fat and that they like me the way i am but i dont!! but i should stop dreaming because like i said . . ill never be skinny!!

Sarah

Yesterday: uh i ended up eating DINNER. nO! i had sum chili which has like 200 calories.! well 220 was a lot better then todays intake

Oh Shit

B:Water-0,gum-5

L:Water-0,gum-5,POPTARTS-410!!!!

D:Double hamburger w/mustard n ketchup and Med.Fry

S:Crystal lite-10

OKAY i really suck now. WHY?!?! did i have to eat that mcdonalds?! i dont even want to know the calorie intake of that meal. and on top of that. i was scarfing down my mom and sisters left over fries and ate the rest of my sisters burger. i was starving! i dont know why. i go all day at school w/o eating and im not that damn hungry so when i decide to actually eat sumthing for lunch i fuckin pig out!!

Shoot ME!

Hey Girls!!

Heres my intake

B:gum-5,water-0,crystal lite-5

L:gum-5,water-0

D:nothing yet...

S:gum:5

Total-20!!! hip hip horray!

Well uh i wont be able to update everyday or comment cuz my computer is BROKE! im at the library. thissux balls!!

Sarah

Current Weight:131, NOOO!!! bad. im up a pound!

Intake:too much stuff to even remember. . god i suck

Hey Look its ME!

Me,being a dork and showing of my FAT!

My legs look pretty thin,actually. Yay. but my face looks..HorRibLe!

COmmmmmmeeeennntt

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