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Name: Justin Diaz
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: New York City
Birthday: 8/2/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: What do I like? I like alotta things: boyz, anime, manga, yaoi, horror flickz, suspense flickz, my friendz, my family (sometimez), books, writing, reading, English class, Fencing class, shoez, sneakerz, pantz, shirtz, sleeping, taking showerz, my BEST friendz, Kia and Vinny; and...heh, I'll write more when it comes to my mind. (^-^)
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Member Since: 3/29/2005

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

So, yeah. how 'bout that report card tomorrow. And how 'bout that Parent/Teacher Night on Thursday? Who's ready for those? I sure am not. Ha ha ha ha ha... This is NOT a laughing matter, do you understand?!


Monday, October 23, 2006

Forbidden Love

So there's someone that I like, and he doesn't know. I plan on talking to him today through a letter, but I'm hesitant about it. There are so many "what if's."

*sigh*

I'm hopeless...

I know I haven't been writing in Xanga for a while, but I'm back... for now. At least, until my friend Tanya stops hassling me to return to Xanga. LMAO!

EDITED AT 1:17 pm

So I finished the letter. It's almost a page. Blah! I dnno if I'm gonna give it to him.


Thursday, July 13, 2006

Tanty and Riley

Tanty
She holds on to her last breath,
Fading away.
Her eyes open one last time,
Pleading.
Her body frail in comparison to
The big bed and blank white sheets.
The white room & buzzing machinery,
Envelop her.
I cannot bear to see the change,
The twinkling stars in her eyes
Are gone.
The lively woman I once knew
Is gone.
I am not able to say goodbye.
But I realize I must show my love
To the woman who has watched me grow.
Slowly her soul runs off to
A happy place, without pain.
The grimace on her face flies away,
And before it is too late I say,
I love you.

Riley
Left, they say,
Gone, they say,
Another one bites the dust, they say.
But he wasn’t even 20 yet,
And still his life was taken away.

What, we ask,
Why, we ask,
Was it fair to take his life, we ask.
But fate will always carry on,
Regardless of its task.

Go, I scream,
Leave, I scream,
I don’t want people near me, I scream.
But people don’t understand,
I need to be alone to dream.

Silence is there,
Tears are there,
The hundreds of sad faces are there.
But it won’t fill the gaping hole,
In me, they don’t see through my stare.

Riley, I read,
Died, I read,
Quietly, the rest of the stone, I read.
But still it won’t bring him back,
I have to be strong in the life I led.



Tuesday, July 11, 2006

To Nicholas

Love to hate

I am
That rotten thing you hide
Behind a veil of lies
Like a diamond
In the hands of a twisted madman

I am
The cumbersome object
You like to loathe
Albeit from a distance
'Cause coming closer is a danger

I am
Something useless
With a market value
Far exceeding that of
The world's biggest corporations

You hate me, you fear me
You obviously despise me
You need me, you have me
You would happily destroy me

Forever more,
Sincerely yours
I am,
Your love

To Adam

A stupid teenage crush
Was what this was meant to be.
"Does he like her? Does she like him?"
"What are his feelings for me?"

So then you came along
And took me roughly by the hand
We did lots of usual teenage things
Like kissing on the sand.

But little did I know
There was a large gap you could fill.
But not just anyone, only you
And now you always will.

My gift from me to you,
Is a small imaginary box.
It contains my heart and soul -
Which only your smile unlocks.

So take your gift from me,
Keep it, take care of it too.
There's only one reason for my gift giving
And that's because I love you.


Friday, July 07, 2006

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Sakura
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Itachi Kissing Sasuke
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Ed Straddling Al
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Kitty Edward
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Degrassi It Goes There
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Degrassi cast
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Dlyan and Marco, and Spinner
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Weird Panda Dance
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Dylan and Marco
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