| So since this is my new Xanga, I decided to bitch to my hearts content. Because I have a lot of round-about bitching. Ha ha.
First off, I hung out with a bunch of old and new friends a like yesterday. And so ya'll know, I'm trying to let my gay side take over. I'm bisexual and I just can't stand the male race much longer. I mean, they make uber good friends, I just don't think I could handle dating one one more time. And I know this sounds really ridiculous but I think I might just try one last time. Because yesterday I re-met someone and he's much nicer than when I first met him. So, I decided since he hasn't gone to a dance in forever, I'd take him to one of the Turn-Abouts. Ha ha. So yeah, I think I might have given him the wrong impression. But I mean, he was just so damn nice and all. Ugh, what the hell am I doing?
Second of all, I feel terrible. My littlest sister is basically dying of a rare brain tumor. We can't treat her properly because the medicine would be too strong for her since this tumor's usually found only in adults. And I just can't stand to see her in so much pain and all that jazz. However, something good has happened. My mom and dad and her are heading out to the hospital to start a new, experimental treatment. I just pray it helps instead of hurts.
Thirdly, why the hell do people cause so much drama? Sure somethings do just cause drama all in themselves. But some people just totally make things worse than they are. I know I even do that once in a while, but I'm getting better at not doing so. But honestly, everyone has a bad life now and then, and no one wants to hear why yours is sooooo much worse than theirs. Because chances are, you don't really know what's going on in their life. So just cut the drama and deal with some of the shit you're going through by yourself.
Fourth...I don't mind helping people with their problems, I really don't. And I don't expect anything from anyone no matter what it is I do. I lend you some money, I don't expect you to pay it back. Honestly, it doesn't bother me. If you call me at three in the morning to cry about something that just happened, I don't expect you to listen to me complain and bitch. I just don't. What I do expect is at least a thank you. Because giving is so much better than receiving. It really is. I give up a lot of time to people, just listening to them. I know it makes you feel better, and you know it makes you feel better. And sometimes I'm not always in "the know" and I think that even makes it better, because I don't have an oppinion. Trust me, I won't squeal on ya. Even if you're doing something you shouldn't be.
Well, I had other stuff to bitch about but I can't think about it...so there.
Brey
I do have something else I want to post. Just some song lyrics I absolutally love.
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
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