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Sunday, April 20, 2008

  • Spring 1530AD Japan, Mutsu (north east end)

    Footsteps crisply sounded hurriedly through the hardwood floor hallway. Daimyo Uesugi Tomooki heard the messenger come to the door before the door opened. The room was elegant; the walls, which had a pattern of bamboo and tiger placed before an open scene of a cherry tree, were framed in hardwood with gold intersections. Shibata Yoshitsugu slid the door open and bowed low to Uesugi before stepping in. His kimono was rugged and torn, though it appeared to have some extravagant design, new and clean, no more than a few hours ago. "Hatamoto Shibata," inquired Uesugi, "what issue is so important that you come into my room so unpresentable?"
    Shibata looked pale as a ghost, his skin glistened in sweat, and, as Uesugi only just noticed, his left arm was bleeding; "Lord, I bring news of Lord Imagawa: He is not to be trusted." Shibata's head was low to the ground, bowing, his breath still short and he heaved to catch it again. "Shibata, what is this?" Uesugi was surprised, "Lord Imagawa has been our trusted ally for years, his son took my niece, our clans are tied!" Shibata raised his head still expressing peril in his eyes, "Lord Uesugi, this morning my caravan was ambushed just outside of the border, returning from a peace treaty mission... as you have commanded, we brought gifts--and they were gladly accepted, but we were ambushed by armored men bearing the Imagawa banner.
    "We lost more than twenty samurai, perhaps less than fifty. Our caravan was overwhelmed by their readiness for a battle, and we were forced to flee... Lord, if you wish, I have the head of one of the commanders of the enemy. Hatamoto Yamayoshi Mitsuhara confirmed that he was an Imagawa captain." Lord Uesugi nodded and Shibata signaled to a waiting servant, who brought a basket, presenting it before Lord Uesugi, the top was removed and a head lay inside, fresh, not yet smelling of rot.
    Lord Uesugi stood up and walked to the window, showing the cherry blossoms nearly full, still blooming, he let out a sigh and "Commander Shibata, give the order; all defenses are to be built up, put up barricades on all major highways across every border, regardless of alliance. Double training of foot soldiers in all provinces.." Shibata bowed low again and asked, "My lord, what of a retaliation to the ambush?"
    "There will be no retaliation as of the moment, commander," said Lord Uesugi, his brow wrinkled an his eyes closed shut, "wait, commander Shibata, one more command; send a messenger to the Imagawa clan, with inquiries of their ambush, for now, we will not retaliate so whimsically."

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

  • God's Perks in “The Book of Job”

    Job suffered many hardships that would cause many to commit suicide; death of his family, sickness, financial destruction, the end of life as he knew it, yet he still loved and worshiped God. This book in the Bible, the Book of Job, tells of a man suffering. Job loved God, but so many people who claim to love God will think of themselves as unblessed because of their misfortunes or lack of wealth. Do Christians love God for His perks, or for His love?

    Job's wife and his friends show the side of man that loves God only because He blesses them with great things; servants, farmland, wealth, and plenty of children—these days we consider blessings to be a nice car, a big house, a good job, a beautiful wife or husband, children (if you consider those blessings), or impressive skills. Job of the Bible cursed the day that his misfortune happened to him, but he was never with fault in his worship to God, the one Who knew all and had a master plan. This same issue can easily be translated to love between two people; one can marry someone, say they love her, but when times get rough they can't manage to forgive or work it out, like one would if their love wasn't ankle deep. This kind of love is something that a Christian should know well. This said, why don't Christians love each other as they were taught? Paul gives a clear picture of Godly love in 1st Corinthians 13:4-8A: “Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails; [...]”

    We who worship God tend to set in our minds expectations for God, like a genie, so that He will give us blessings when we ask for them. This expectation that we set in our minds can be completely different from other people's expectations. Some may be expecting to be blessed with a big house and recognition of some commercially profitable talent, while others want simpler things—a spouse, a farm, and very little more. but the simpler things shouldn't be considered more likely just because they are simple. Humans have these expectations of our blessings in our heads, and we consider them, as long as they're reasonable, to be reality because God intends to bless us. The intention of the blessings from God is that we use them to glorify Him, or rather, let it be a tool to help us serve God.

    By human reasoning, what God did was evil because a human doing the same thing would be labeled evil. “How can a god so loving allow this suffering?” The justification of the acts of God comes up when disasters hit nations and people. God has a much more in depth concept of sin: Sin is an act against God, so how can God do something against Himself? In 2 Corinthians 5:21A it says, in reference to Christ, “He made Him who knew no sin [...].” Thus, God cannot sin.

    When Job's friends come to him they adopt a certain belief that when bad things happen it is because that person sinned. In John 9:1-7, however, it tells of a situation when Jesus was presented with a blind man by the people and when they asked Jesus, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus explains to them that neither he or his parents sinned, and he said, “but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life.” Having said this, Jesus healed the man of his blindness so that the people could witness it. This is proof that God does not make bad things happen to people just because they sinned, though He has used unfortunate events to punish people who have sinned, He does not make bad things happen to people because their parents sinned. Instead; God does things that may inconvenience people, and that some may call “bad,” but He will use those things to glorify Himself.

    God wants us to be happy, for He loves us, He is glad when we have good things. For some people he chooses not to bless them with riches, He instead blesses them with things that they wouldn't rather have over a Porsche, or a new house. What Christians need to remember is that they do not deserve blessings, but God blesses us with things according to His plan and not ours. Suffering can be viewed as a bad thing, but all too often it sets the stage for something greater, that nobody other than God could have foreseen. Job was chosen to be used to make an example to Satan, the fallen angels, the heavenly angels, and to us humans who read The Book of Job, that God is all powerful and He uses bad things for his Glory. Job still worshiped God because he trusted that God had a plan. God has no lesson to explain to Job because his lesson is the absence of His commentary itself: The Book of Job would not have given the message it has shared for so many years if God explained all of Job's misfortunes to him.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

  • Silver Medal, Empty Success

    I'm holding a silver medal in my hand right now. I won it today at the Professor Wally Jay Aloha Invitational, Alameda High Bay Isle Judo Tournament (white belt, 160lb - 180lb division, I weighed in at 167lbs).

    I went to win, I came home beating myself up at how I won. I don't think I don't deserve the medal, I would only think that if I got gold. The thing about it is, I feel like the only reason I won any of my matches was from whimsical chance movements that just so happened to make me win. I was beat by a white belt who knew his material, he executed his moves perfectly and he knew exactly what he was doing. I beat the other guy in the last-three-round-up not by executing the moves I've been practicing for the last two weeks second to my bible, it was more like... doing things that I knew were Judo moves, but they weren't what I wanted to do, and I never even practiced the moves very thoroughly. It makes me feel more like I lost rather than beat someone--big deal for winning a silver medal for simply winning two matches when I lost two matches as well.
    I think I would have known I deserved it if I got bronze... then I can beat myself up about how I lost--not how I won in a serendipitous whimsical random movement that was only because my opponent didn't execute his throw properly.
    It was the first throw I did competition style; I've never thrown someone in class when we went 100%, it's kinda difficult. the throw I used was something I never used before, I just did it. When I heard the ringing "IPPON!" ("Score!") I looked up and thought first, "I don't remember him throwing me--I didn't throw him, did I?" It's kinda funny when you do something, apparently amazing to others, and they want you to be proud of yourself, but all you can do is criticize yourself, knowing that you made so many mistakes, that you might have done better if you didn't waste so much energy burning out your muscles in the first two matches when you should have executed effortless moves like you had practiced and had down perfect for the last month, at least.

    Obviously, I threw my opponent, and there is no one else to give the medal to but the one who won by dumb luck--after all, "an idiot will drag you down to his own level and beat you with experience," goes the saying.

    Now I need to concentrate on where I know I need improvement, and I know how I can train better.

    Ja ne,
    ~Jake

Saturday, April 05, 2008

  • Making up a myth

    Brian: "How is that your hair right here **refers to beard** is red, and your hair right here **refers to scalp** is brown?"

    Me: "Celtic blood, I guess."

    Eli: "You dyed your hair with Celtic blood?? ... That's so cool! ... What were we saying before about tempering a sword in blood?"

    Me: "Yeah, just, what's the big deal if you temper a sword in blood... Blood of what, it's not that hard to come by blood; if you lose your uber cool mythical blood tempered sword, just go out and get a barrel of blood and temper another sword."

    Eli: "Ah, yes, but what if it was a no-shave-February-blood-dyed-beard-tempered-in-the-blood-of-the-man-with-the-Celtic-blood-dyed-beard!

    Me: "..."

    Brian: "..."


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