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Name: Jonathan
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 3/28/1985
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Saturday, May 17, 2003


              (Nothing to talk about)




No more walls
Evolve in order it evade extinction the theory of Evolution specifically the theory of natural selection by Darwin. Sheds insight into how ALL-living Organisms must evolve in order to evade extinction. I what ways does this apply to human existence and to a more specific extent my own. Because of this very theory I’ve closed all doors into my heart mind and soul for no one need to know how I work for the very work of life is one death why must ones death lead to the creation or Feelings within another being when in fact its your own life you control but when in fact you were never in control of anything or anyone. such as love why does it confine you to your own lonesome self why does it destroy everything you become relentlessly inflecting me with the impulses of pain why must I endure the Suffering and Lonesomeness to be better? Is it because I’m capable? Or willing I put my self to my limits not for the benefit of my self but in the contrary the benefit of others self-sacrifice is only a minimal amount to pay for but yet for anyone's self evaluation of me I’ve paid the price of my heart on too accounts love again? Perceivable? Impossible? The paradox out of this is that who should I love can I trust may I live or shall I guard my self with this quotation "never again" for shall the wounds of my inner soul and hart will bleed a life time Is it that I bleed my blood or the blood of thousands that feel as do I until I trust my feelings and the integrity of my love I shall "wall my self in"(mentally) I owe much thanks to jade for she has no fear in helping me for why I trust her have I not learned my lesson? Why is jade not like every girl I’ve Known she is more then something different she is something rare I show deep apperation for her I owe her more then she takes acknowledgment for she more then she will ever perceive to be