WaTdAfUxUp?I want to go back to believing in everything…and knowing nothing at all. pathetic isn't something i would normally call myself, but looking back i'm ashamed at how blind i really was. as time goes on our pictures fade and all of our good times seem to drift away its nice when two strangers become best friends, but it's sad when to best friends become strangers. i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i'm out of control and at times i'm hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. - Marilyn Monroe i made it this far without crying a single tear id sure hate to break down here He's the kind of boy with eyes that will make her forget how badly she's been hurt before. let’s run away… name a place. Where the air taste like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh and I’ll bring my sense of humor. And we can waste the days, one week after another. you're just a tad bit more than amazing. And it all comes down to the last person you think about before you fall asleep. Don't make her wait for you, just because you know she will Funny how time changes, but feelings don't. i don't want the stars and the moon just someone to lay under them with it's impossible to find someone that won't bring you pain. so you just have to find the person who is worth it all <3 it's amazing how you feel about him. whenever you're around him, nothing else matters. how your heart stops & you're left breathless. & no matter how many times he breaks your heart, he always seems to put back the pieces so, forget the risk & take the fall. if it's meant to be, it's worth it all. I'm glad we had the times together just to laugh and hangout. It seems like we just got started and then before you knew it, the times we had together was gone. Why do all good things come to an end? Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something, and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you . its not up to me anymore. if you want me in your life, youll find a way to put me there. of course shes gunna say shes happy for you & flash that famous smile. but look into those green eyes & baby, you broke her. people change. even the person you thought you knew the most changes. & even though it hurts to see them go, you have to move on, for the sweet memories are all you have, & things might never be the same. at the end of the day you either focus on what's tearing you apart, or what's holding you together. And I guess I just always thought we'd have that second chance. I've always known what I gave up boy, but seeing you with her brings back things I haven't felt in a long time. It's not that I like you again. I guess I just don't want to see you with anyone else. Or maybe I do still care.. All I know is your one guy I will never forget and one guy I will always hope for another chance with... In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make Promise me I'll never be second best. && she's the type of girl, that will make sure everyone's day is perfect before she can make hers just okay Sometimes I wonder what I'd say to you if you suddenly walked back into my life again. I wonder what I'd say to you after all this time. After you broke my heart & left. But most of all, I wonder what you would say to me. She doesn't let the world know that she likes him. She doesn't change completely around him. She's just her, And she just happens to always be thinking of him. She won't be a slut and try to get him that way. He can fall for her, The real her, If he wants. And if he doesn't. It may hurt her, but then she knows… It was never meant to be. && She'll be there till the very end; wiping all your tears away and being your best friend. The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It's never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It's like, hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn't feel complete. But I think that's what goodbyes are. They're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last. It's a part of life. A part of life I could do without. |