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Thursday, March 06, 2008

WaTdAfUxUp?

I want to go back to believing in everything…and knowing nothing at all.

 

pathetic isn't something i would normally call myself,
but looking back i'm ashamed at how blind i really was.

 

as time goes on our pictures fade
and all of our good times seem to drift away

 

its nice when two strangers become best friends, but it's sad when to best friends become strangers.

 

i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i'm out of control and at times i'm hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. - Marilyn Monroe

 

i made it this far without crying a single tear
id sure hate to break down here

 

He's the kind of boy with eyes that will make her forget
 how badly she's been  hurt before.

let’s run away… name a place.
Where the air taste like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning.
You bring your laugh and I’ll bring my sense of humor.
And we can waste the days, one week after another.

 

you're just a tad bit more than amazing.

 

And it all comes down to the last person
you think about before you fall asleep.

 

Don't make her wait for you, just
because you know she will

 

Funny how time changes,
but feelings don't.

 

i don't want the stars and the moon just someone to lay under them with

 

it's impossible to find someone that won't bring you pain. so you just have to find the person who is worth it all <3

 

it's amazing how you feel about him.
whenever you're around him, nothing
else matters. how your heart stops &
you're left breathless. & no matter how
many times he breaks your heart, he
always seems to put back the pieces

 

so, forget the risk & take the fall. if it's meant to be, it's worth it all.

 

I'm glad we had the times together just to laugh and hangout. It seems like we just got started and then before you knew it, the times we had together was gone. Why do all good things come to an end?

 

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something, and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you

 

 

 

. its not up to me anymore.
if you want me in your life,
youll find a way to put me there.

 

of course shes gunna say shes happy
for you & flash that famous smile.
but look into those green eyes & baby,
you broke her.

 

people change. even the person you thought you knew the most changes. & even though it hurts to see them go, you have to move on, for the sweet memories are all you have, & things might never be the same.

 

at the end of the day
you either focus on what's tearing you apart, or what's holding you together.

 

And I guess I just always thought we'd have that second chance. I've always known what I gave up boy, but seeing you with her brings back things I haven't felt in a long time. It's not that I like you again. I guess I just don't want to see you with anyone else. Or maybe I do still care.. All I know is your one guy I will never forget and one guy I will always hope for another chance with...

 

In the end, we only regret the chances we
didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to
have and the decisions we waited too long to make

 

 

Promise me I'll never be second best.

 

&& she's the type of girl, that will make
sure everyone's day is perfect before she can
make hers just okay

 

Sometimes I wonder what I'd say to you if you suddenly walked back into my life again. I wonder what I'd say to you after all this time. After you broke my heart & left. But most of all, I wonder what you would say to me.

 

She doesn't let the world know that she likes him.
She doesn't change completely around him.
She's just her,
And she just happens to always be thinking of him.
She won't be a slut and try to get him that way.
He can fall for her,
The real her, If he wants.
And if he doesn't.
It may hurt her,
but then she knows…

It was never meant to be.

 

&& She'll be there till the very end;
wiping all your tears away and being your best friend.

 

The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye.

It's never been easy for me.

I mean, how do you approach  the concept of goodbye?

Goodbyes are all different.

Some are for a day,

some are for a month.

But others are forever.

And the concept of forever is hard to accept.

It's like, hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye.

It doesn't feel complete.

But I think that's what goodbyes are.

They're incomplete and

you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last.

It's a part of life.

A part of life I could do without.

 


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Sometimes, not too often but sometimes..I get hit with the memory of how much you meant to me just when I thought that I was finally okay with forgetting.

 

So This is how the Story Ends
     ii Guess We'll {Just Be Friends}

 

The most terrible pain of all can come from love,
yet no one wants to live without it

when you look in your rearview mirror,
i hope you see me & all the stuff we
did when we were back there; together

 

You know I only kiss him to make you jealous.

I should feel guilty, but I don't feel anything

for anyone but you.

 

It's kinda funny, but it's kinda sad how your name

is the only name I ever listen for.

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping
that you toss & turn from side to side
That it's my face that you've been seeing
in your dreams at night

 

she's the type of girl that can be
so hurt but can still look at you
& smile. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day even
if she cant brighten her own


I sit here crying and you know what I'm realizing? That it's okay to cry. Because I lost someone I really cared about. Someone that I'm not too sure I'll ever get back...you. And even though I know you're not crying over me, I still can't let go. Because I love you. I’m not sure how, but I do

 

THERE iS ALWAYSz G0iNG T0 BE THAT 0NE
AWKWARD M0MENT WHEN Y0UU WALK BY THAT
PERS0N && REMEMBER ALL THAT Y0UU 0NCE HAD


You know I used to spend everyday thinking
about you and dreaming about you, and every time
you walked by I lost myself, do you know what
that feels like? And you couldn't possibly know
what it feels like to have that person not have the
same feelings back. Look, I'm sorry if you miss the
way I looked at you, but I don't miss the way you
never looked at me.

The problem with love is
that you can love who you want,
and so can he

 

If you can look into my eyes and tell me you never loved me then i will walk away and never speak of it again

 

maybe that feeling in my stomach when i
see you isn't telling me that i like you
maybe it`s telling me to run way before
i get too caught up in another heartache

 

But the truth is, I hide because i want to be found...
I walk away because I want to see who will follow me...
&& I let my heart be broken... to see who will fix it in the end
 

...as you slowly left her heart...

 

your lookin for the happily ever after ;; im lookin for the story <3

 

every penny in a well ; every broken wishbone
every 11:11 on a clock ; every finger crossed, every
turn of a necklace pendant ; every star in the sky;
every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle - every
wish i could make .. will never give me you <3

 

i want to hate you so bad, but i just can`t ..

 

I'm afraid...
because he doesn't need me as much as I need him

 

i dont want to look for someone..
i want someone to find  me  *

 

It's hard enough when the one you love
doesn't love you back .. but it is even harder
to watch him love someone else. <|3

 

I Just Want You To Know
That I've Been Fighting To Let You Go
Some Days I Make It Through
And Then Theres Nights That Never End
I Wish That I Could Believe
That Theres A Day You'll Come Back To Me
But Still I Have To Say
I Would Do It All Again
Just Want You To Know..<3

 

just once.. i want to be hard to
leave i want someone to stay up
all night ( thinking ) about me.


Friday, September 23, 2005

i regret every word that i said
to ever make him feel like he
was something special.. *

 

i`m living it up *      going
aBsOlUteLy ____ CrAzY
havin` my fun * `cuz for now
i`m nObOdY's ____ bAbY !

 

a lot of laughs, a lot of tears
spillin` dreams with the fears
talking` 24 hours on the phone,
each others houses our second homes
something so precious it could never break or bend
that`s why I call youu my BEST FRiENDS

 

tell her shes gorgeous
kiss
her like shes famous

 

life is full of secrets and lies,
so when you get screwed over
don't be surprised

 

Love is when you miss him
even before he leaves when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name
sends chills down your spine
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes

 

& im slowly getting attached to you...

 

CAUSE HE SAYS THE SWEETEST
THiNGS THAT PUT THE PiNK iN MY CHEEKS

 

U dOnT hAvE 2 TeLL mE eVeRyThiiNg bUt Y wOuLdNt Yu WaNt 2?
~~tHe LiiTtLe BLaCk bOoK

 

And you're the only one who Makes me come running

 

You know that I tried a thousand times
To win your love but it's never enough

 

...S.U.G.A.R..M.Y..H.E.A.R.T..I.S..Y.0.U.R.S...

 

She closes her eyes,
as her makeup runs ..
He got the best of her

 

and i sit & listen to everyone elses love stories
& im thinkin to myself "wheres mine?"...

 

dEAR bOY. .
ii JUST WANT3D T0 L3T Y0U
KN0W Y0U ARE AMAZiiNG!
ii`m S0 LUCKY T0 HAVE Y0U
iiN Mii LiiFE. . PLEASE
D0NT
G0 . . STAY WiiTH ME    `  <3

 

Which hurts more..
Thinking you should hate him?
Or knowing that you can't?

 

iM N0T THE GiRL WH0 RUNS UP T0 Y0U WHEN
i SEE Y0U && iM N0T THE GiRL WH0 JUMPS`@
EVRY M0MENT T0 TALK T0 YOU; 'BUT i AM THE
GiRL WH0 KEEPS iT ALL iNSiDE'& REGRETS iT
LATER. <3 Y0U STiLL GiVE ME BUTTERFLiES

 

S0METiMES I wonder..
what is it about you that makes
me try so hard. <|3

 

there's always a little bit of whore in every
girl. when it comes to that one guy .. <3

 

Last night i had a dream that i went to
the beach & fell in love.. & i woke up this
morning & there was sand in my
shoes &
a sea shell in my pocket <3

 

iN THE END, i HOPE YOU`RE WORTH iT.

 

i'm not asking for forever ...i`m just askin fOr a chancE <3

& her heart finally told her..--» to stop wasting her time

- - - - - - xOOx - - - - - -

tHEYR hALF mY SOUl

AND hALf mY hEARt .

witHOUt mY GiRLS -

[x] ' i'D fALL APARt

- - - - - - xOOx - - - - -

 

 

 


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

"Behind this smile is everything that you’ll never understand."

"she'd do anything to be the sparkle in his eyes
she would suffer she would fight &
compromise. she's been wishin up the stars
that shine so bright for answers to questions
that will haunt her tonight"

"i have a habit of falling too hard and
falling too fast, and getting my hopes up
for something i know wont last."

 

"&& it's kinda sad that after all this
you can just walk out of my life;; like you
were never there in the first place.."

 

"i wanted a perfect ending. now i’ve learned the hard way,
that some poems don’t rhyme, & some stories have no clear
beginning, middle, or end. life is about not knowing, having to
change, taking the moment & making the best of it… without
knowing what will happen next."

 

"You could see it in her eyes,
She loved him and it was killing her."

 

"Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's falling behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her fate. She's falling from grace. She's all over the place."

 

"and the thing that hurts me the most is that your still my everything. your still the first person i think of before i close my eyes. and you'll always be the first person i think of when i wake up. when i see you.i will always get butterflies. and sometimes even tears in my eyes. I guess the worst of everything is that i could never let you go. and believe me I've tried.."

 

"& all I need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms
look me in the eyes & tell me you wont ever give up."

 

.I was outside barefoot.
The only thing I could feel was my heart
beating and the rain pouring down on me.
All I ever think about is you...

 

be careful --> <3 <-- it's fragile

 

All I want is *one* chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me, one chance to spend the day with you && to show you how we're so alike. one kiss to prove we're more than just friends... && one night to hold you tight.

 

if you're not willing to
[ risk it all` ]
then you don't want
it bad enough ...

 

M a y b e . i m . s c a r e d . t o
s a y . i m . f a l l i n g . f o r   y o u

 

if i don't mean a thing to you
then why do you turn away
whenever i look your way..<3


Monday, July 25, 2005

He has my heart in his hands but no idea that he's holding it

I don't understand by the way you look at me, why we can't be together

I tell him everything, I mean *everything* so why can't I tell him that he's everything to me?

It’s a chapter in a guy’s life...but in a girl’s, it’s the whole book

Kiss me like an overdramatic actor who’s starving for work with one last chance to make it happen

Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in

Don’t call me obsessed, I’m just afraid of losing the best thing that ever happened to me

Everyone keeps giving me reasons why I should just let go, but no one realizes the one reason I’m still holding on

 

 

To love someone is to give them the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to

Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing

 

Today’s memories are tomorrow’s tears

 

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale

 

why     dont     we     hit     restart
and pause it at our favorite parts;;
      we'll     skip     the     goodbyes

 

Take chances. Be young. Go C r a z y.
Drive fast. Kiss slow. No regrets.

 

A wise girl kisses but never loves
listens but doesn't believe,
& leaves before she is left.   -- Sex in the City

 

 

i want to be everything you need;
every sight you see. making you go c r a z y;
slightly your disease.
a love without a cure;
no uncertanties for sure.
the closest thing to alcohol; that calls you back for more.

when you dont get what you want;
just know theres something b e t t e r on the way*

 

you can't be old & wise
if you were never young & crazy*

 

One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to

walk away or try harder

 

 

and on the side i wrote;
getting over the
three leaf clover
i thought was four.



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