Currently Listening Sharpen Your Teeth By Ugly Casanova see related

I'm A Senior??? CRAZY!

Ehh, so school started yesterday.  I would've update yesterday but I had work at 6 and by the time I got home, I said eff that.  Sry, Xanga World.  I apologize.

Anyway, period by period post?  I think so:
Before School. My locker is by the band room. -.- Far too out of the wayyy. Oh well, I'm by Meghan and Kelson so basically, whatever.

1st; Study.  I have never been so bored during a period in my whole life.  It was horrible.  I sat at one of the round tables with Meghan and Jess Santa Maria.  Eh.  Robinson is the teacher person and she's going to be like an effin hawk, I can just feel it.

Homeroom.  Same homeroom as always, thank god.  <3 Love my homeroom to death, I must admit.  hahah.  We just did the usual first day stuff, like collect those stupid things and whatever.  Assigned seats though, hate it.  No one can beat Irvine as a homeroom teacher.  Amazing, no? 

2nd; Ap Bio.  Dave Kunze already dropped it.  ahah I'm so scared, it's going to be so hard.  We have a test already tomorrow (Friday) and I just want to cry.  I'm going to fail, I know it.  =/  Miller seems nice though, we just have all these crazy rule things.  Like test corrections and journals and essays and all of this.  It makes me miss how chill Piccate was about everything.  Except he sucked as a teacher, but at least he wouldn't fail you.  haha.

3rd; Gym.  Gym's just whatever.  Bobby's in Banca's class but we have the same period.  I sat with Jess, Lexi, and Megan Corey for a bit.  Apparently Gerdes changed the pronunciation of her name bc it used to be Ger. Des.  just like that.  Now she's like it was always like Curtis but with a G.  Huh?? Since when.  Oh well, it's good that I've always just called her G then.  haha.

4th; Journalism.  With my cousin Leah.  Yeah, I know.  We already picked what we're writing for the school paper.  I'm doing CD reviews (Houston Calls, ayyyeee).  Van Winkle is a good teacher, or so I heard and my sister and Jess Shel were basically in love with him so really, how bad can it be? 

5th; Lunch.  Lunch dates with Jess! haha.  We're such lone stars sitting by ourselves at a table. haha.  But Dave's a dick and in my lunch with his amazingly adorable brother (in that loser cute sense) and Steph's there but we don't sit at the same tables anymore.  So whatever.  I do love lunch dates with Jess, even if Faber yells at us to recylce when we didn't even reach the garbage cans yet. haha

6th; English.  I sit in my own back row, ahaha but Jess is diagnoal from me so it's not that bad.  Murphy though.  ah.  We already have a project; greek gods.  Today we went to the library to work on it and Jess and I found the whole thing very entertaining (pronouncing the one, and Hermphrodite!! hahaha  the Virginity stealing lake, lmao).  Talked to Dave, the douchebag, Kaite, and Steph (with Jess) for a little.  hahaha.  I also like to sing Jess Ugly Casanova's Paraiste but I can never remember the lyrics or even the tune.  lmao.

7th; Discrete Math. Meghan sits in front of me, AD sits diagnoaly in front of me, Colleen sits a row over and a few seats back.  haha.  It seems like an okay class.  We're learning about Voting, I shit you not.  Different methods of Voting.  Excuse me?!?!?  haha.  Had 1 problem in homework, yes I'm still serious. 

8th; Sociology.  Mr Duran is a mucho attractive man.  haha.  Steph sits two seats behind me and I don't really talk to anyone though.  We were talking about gangs and Nacirema really.  Going slow but it's boring and I don't like to have half a period of doing nothing when I don't really talk to anyone.  =[  We have to think of two tv shows we watched when we were little and the lessons we learned.  I'm drawing a blank.  Does Hey Arnoald teach lessons?  And does South Park count?  I've been watching it for years, I've learned plenty of lessons. haha.

Zacky Voo, my forever love <3

"The parasites are excited when you're dead,
Eyes bulging, entering your head.
And all your thoughts, yeah, they rot.
God and satan gamble when you're dead.
Beams of light one's sprite the other's bourbon instead.
And all your thoughts, yeah, they rot."
-Paraistes by Ugly Casanova <3

4 Years And A Day

My goddd, it's been four years and a day since I first started this xanga.  That's absolutely insane (kinda pathetic, no?).  Hahaha, so aside from the usual random Courtney facts, I figured I'd post my first ever xanga post over again.  With more insight (all in bold ()).  haha:

Hey.  Um, yeah so.  Alrite. (i hate myself for typing that)  Well, I guess this is mi (>.<) xanga!  Welx (lol Lyanne)! (i have no recollection of that ever happening, i must have blocked it out of memory for good reason)    (hahah, gay) So, hey to everyone and wuz up to mi friends.  (i was a wigger back in the day) Well, summers almost over, then its school.  NOO!  But at least i get to see mi fellaz and bellaz (i cannot believe at one time i thought i was cool...) which is really cool.  i havent seen most of ya (southern now?) since the last day of skewl which isnt very good.  hehe.  anyway, well, rite now mi life is pretty borin so i really have nothin to rite. (good god, i need to be punched in the face for all of this shit.  that would be so 'kewl 4 mi self') but i like this thing, its pretty cool.  but dont count on me to update all the time.  (haha, true) i forget, which reminds me i got to check mi issues on nationstates.net.  (LMAO! jess, do you remember nationstates??  omg, i totally forgot up until now) which is fun to do, cuz then i get to make everythin up mi self.  yay!  (zomg!!1!!!one!!seventeen!) anyway, i got the blink 182 cd from 1997 (dude ranch) (it's a lovely cd, <3), and i got wakefield today (american made) (hardly ever listen to it.  hahah).  their both really good.  (actually, no they're not.  that was a lie.  only newer wakefield is good.  fer sure) im all about the music.  i love music.  (no shit.) well, anyway, im pretty bored and i wonder if any ones on to talk to.  let me check.  nope!  (cool kid) oh well, ppl are on but no one i feel like talkin to.  well, i should go... guess ill rite l8er, so  (who the eff says such sentences. l8er?  god!)            L8ER!   © (apparently, this post is copyrighted.  bc there's been tons of people stealing my first post?  no, i'm just semi-retarted)

Random Facts About Courtney Andatooo:
1. I always have really good ideas for what to type on these things up and then I start and automatically draw a blank.  Can you tell?  lmao.
2. I've changed my style alot over the years.  Esp since the 8th grade till now.
3. My personality is exactly the same though: loud, obnoxious, funny (or so I think), caring, and childish.  It'll stay that way forever.
4. I lovelovelovelove doing makeup but I try to keep it relatively simple for school.
5. I love robots, leopard print, and drag queens.  Don't tell me that that's such 'scene' things to like.  I've liked them for basically forever.  And I say FUCK YOUR SCENE.  ayoo.
6. I find the most random guys attractive, I no longer have a type or 'ideal guy'.
7. November 4th, Tony's coming back to me!
8. I sing songs totally off key but will sing you any song that's stuck in my head.
9. ^^ You'll hate me for that.
10. My favorite bands go as follows: Mest, The Movelife, Goldfinger, The Smiths, and Saves The Day
11. They're closely followed by Tegan & Sara, Mayday Parade, and Death Cab For Cutie
12. My band on Guitar Hero is called Banana (yes, I chose that name personally) and can only beat songs on Easy. 
13. I used to want to write for a Music Magazine in the 8th grade (maybe 7th?), for about 2 weeks.
14. I got my first ever black eye when I was 4 =D
145. I cheat when I play solitare.  But I do love playing.
16. My favorite game of all time is the boardgame version of Telephone Tag.  You're jealous, I know
17. The only thing I ever tried to by from Ebay was pokemon cards when I was little, and cried bc I bid on them and lost.
18. I also cried whenever I trade with anyone and demanded my cards back.  Thusly, no one ever traded with me.
19. I talk to my teachers Dallessio and Clifford like they're my mom and older sister. hahah
20. I have no clue what I'm doing about college.
21. I don't have my permit.  ahahhaha
22. I'm kickass at fixing computers.  But even better at breaking them.
23. I give my boss the worst attitude ever and yet, he still jokes around with me.
24. Idk why I do it, I don't hate him all that much.  LOL
25. My favorite website is still asofterworld.com.  Followed by postsecret.com
26. My favorite tv shows are What Not To Wear, South Park, and Home Improvement.  Oh, and Sabrina The Teenage Witch, of course
27. I lovelovelove the Ginger Kid South Park episode, it makes me die laughing every time.  And Goth Stan is my favorite <3
28. Family Guy just doesn't compare, but I still watch that too.
29. I'm saving up for a Chi Straightner.
30. And Ugg Moccasins.
31. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to handwriting, drawing, and the like.
32. Plus, if you draw on my paper I'll most likely bitch at you.
33. I have weird petpeeves.
34. I lose my cellphone at least once a day and it always ends up being at the bottom of my blackhole like purse.
35. I always have the same conversation with AD, "Did you get a hair cut?".  "No." "Oh, are you sure?  I think you did." "I didn't get a fucking hair cut." "Ok. *pause* So, did you get a hair cut?" "You just asked that, idiot." "No I didn't *confused look* What are you talking about?  *to the person sitting next to me* What the hell is he talking about??" ahahaha I LOVE IT!
36. I really don't like Kat Von D, but my sister is obsessed with her.
37. I pretty much find Morrissey to be my soul mate.  He'll come around eventually, I'm sure.
38.  George Clooney? Hell yes.
39. Backbones and ribs?  NONONONO
40. I'm unusually squeemish =D
41. Mayday Parade makes me dancedancedance.
42. ^^Except I look very white when I dance.
43. I've never had a proper tan in my life.
44. If you can't pronounce my last name, there is something terribly wrong with you.
45. If you can't pronounce my first name, don't even bother talking to me.
46. Jess Shel's car is absolutely amazing.
47. But not as amazing as Jess's mom's old car (which is now Jess') which is my all time favorite car.
48. My 'bf' works at Hot Topic.  No, you probably don't understand that.  Oh, my giffel works there too.
49. I hate the new Hot Topic.  Ehhh.
50. I like being only 5'2" but I wish I was thinner.  But then again, so does everyone.
51. I love myself more than I love you.  hahahaha.  I kid.

Currently Listening ...And Out Come the Wolves By Rancid see related

The Newest Teen Sensation

Morrissey! <3333

I haven't updated in a really long time- and by really long time I mean almost a week.  I've just been super busy lately, totally neglecting xanga.  It's a shame.  It just feels like I have no time for little things anymore; like updating xanga or even doing my nails. Like see, I started this post about a half hour ago, if not earlier and only got up to here bc I got distracted by downloading music (namely the Postal Service, Death Cab, and the Wombats, ftw).

Anyway, this week has basically been working and getting ready for school (so much fucking Ap Bio hw, srsly I never thought I'd finish).  On Tuesday I went with my mom before work to do a little shopping.  We just went to a few stores bc my dad was bitching that I could do more on Friday when he got paid, so whatever.  haha.  I bought: a pair of Seven7 (no, sadly not the other kind) straightleg dark-ish blue jeans, black stretch skinny pants, a brown striped twist tank top, and a black button cropped cardigan from Sears, Vigoss medium blue straightleg skinny jeans, a black with black laced front tunic top, and a black/leopard print shirt that ties in the black from JcPenny, and socks, gray leggings, a gray tank top with lace on the bottom, and a black halfbutton down t-shirt from Khols.

Work on Wednesday was so filled with drama- it was crazy.  Everyone was so pissed off at everyone else and no one wanted to deal with anyone's shit, basically.  It was entertaining though- even if I was pretty involved.  I love drama every once in a while, as anyone who knows me knows.  hahaha.  It made truck night so much more interesting.  Thursday I actually don't really know what happened.  haha.  Oh well.

Friday I went shopping at the mall with my mom again.  haha.  I bought: a plain red tank top, a plain yellow tank top, a black, gold, and silver long shirt that is pretty much open in the front, a black top with a huge elastic band around the bottom that goes almost 1/4 of the way up, a black and royal blue zebra-ish print short, short sleeved shirt, and a gray/dark gray zebra print cardigan from Forever 21, short sleeved gray zip-up sweater, a 3/4 sleeved gray and pink starfish(haha) hoodie from Aeropostale, a pink-ish red tank top with polka dots on the top, a sleeveless navy and off-white cardigan, and a super huge short sleeved sweatshirt dress from Old Navy.  I personally bought myself the most amazing boots ever from Macy's.  They're brown fringe boots!!  ahahahah.  I lovelovelovelove them so much! hahahah lmaooooo.  So gorg.  And they only cost me $55 too.  Much cheaper than I had originally anticipated.

Saturday was shopping day 3 bc I still needed to get shampoo and whattnot and had cashed in a few of my paychecks so I could get myself some things that I wanted.  My mom took me to Target in the morning where I bought tons of pens and pencils, a notebook and folder, and shit for school along with tampons, pads, makeup (I'm in love with Rimmel makeup, so amazing), shampoo, and bras/unders.  Then we went to Pathmark and I got deoderant.  hahhaa.  At 2, my dad dropped me and Meghan off at the mall and we hung around there for a few hours.  I only bought myself hot pink 'Drop Dead' leopard print flats from Hot Topic and we had lunch at McDonalds. lmao

After the mall, we went to the Mandees in town and I bought myself gray boots that have a strap going around them and a pair of black biker-ish boots.  hhahaha.  love themmmm.  I also bought a really sexy black purse, a white flat wallet, and a sleeveless black/dark blue animal print cardigan.  hahaha.  Then we went to Payless and I bought a pair of green 'Captain Boat' shoes and purple/gray/black argyle flats.  haha  Bought Monster and candy at CVS and just hung around town until we met up with Dave around 8-ish.  Ended the night on a bad note though bc Dave is a douchebag and I really can't stand him anymore.  SUCH A DICK!  Got home around 11:25.

Sunday was my uncle's 'Going Away' party at my gmas house bc he's moving to MA, except I had work at 4 so I left early.  It was alright, talked mostly to Leah- we have 4th per together and she's only a sophomore.  hahaha.  Bobby drove me home to give me back my keys.  ahha.  Monday was a boring day too.  Worked mad early 12-4 but it was ok.  Had nothing at all to do in the store all day.  so sweet.

Today is the last day of summer!  aljdflskdjffjk Tomorrow is starts senior year.  It's so terrifying.  ladj UGH!

"Will someone be a witness
Please tell me that he's crazy
But he's not and they know that
And they can't get him cause he's not crazy
Beat lock him knock him take him away his authority
Hit 'em, ship 'em, club 'em submitted conformity"
-Junkie Man by Rancid

My House Smells Like Flowers =]

1. Have you ever been to North Dakota?
no.  and i doubt i ever will.  sry north dakota.
2. Do you want to see the movie 'The House Bunny'?
possibly.  anna faris is amazing.
3. How many bars of battery do you currently have on your cell phone?
well, the last time i checked, i had none.  hahah.  so i'm currently charging it.
4. What color was the last bra you bought?
a dark pink one and a gray/blue/sparkly one.
5. Would you rather shop at Aeropostale or Hot Topic?
hmm, both are good.  but i prefer forever 21.
6. Does anyone know the password to your email address?
no. 
7. What's a color you never wear, if there is one?
uh...i have no clue.  lately, i've been wearing every color.  but it's mostly black, still.  haha
8. Where do you buy your shoes?
oh god, all over.
9. How much was your last cell phone bill?
idk.  i think over 100 bucks, but that's bc everyone's phone is on the same bill.
10. Have you ever done yoga?
no. =/  i have a book on all these poses though, i should start.
11. Does your car, or your parent's car have a navigational system?
no but my sister is getting one.
12. Do you 'fake-bake'?
can't say that i do.
13. Have you ever dated someone in a band?
oh god! hahah
14. Do you ever wear hats?
gross,  no.
15. Do you want any tattoos? If so, where?
i'm getting my last name tattooed on my right wrist in script [that's going to be my first one, me and my sister are getting it done together], a blue sparrow on my left one, 'so automatic' on the inside of my lip, a little star behind my right ear, brass knuckles on my left hip, and tons more that i don't know yet.  haha!
16. Have you ever went water skiing, knee-boarding, or tubing?
uh.  no.  but i did go jetskiing, and it sucks bc i suck.
17. When's the last time you wore a dress?
sometime when i was on vacation.
18. If you are on messenger right now, how many people are online?
82. but i have an away message on, i don't feel like talking
19. Do you wear sunglasses while driving?
if i were to drive i would.  but i don't.
20. Are any of your friends lifeguards?
my cousin is.  he sucks. 
21. When's the last time it rained?
i have no clue actually.  haha
22. Which one of your friends is best at Guitar Hero?
meghan's mom.  hahah
23. Do you shut off your computer at night?
mhmm.
23. What woke you up yesterday morning?
my house phone.
24. Have you ever had to go to the school nurse?
of course.
25. What's the worst abuse you've done to your phone?
dropped it plenty of times.  my old one my cat chewed it and it had all these huge scratches in it.  i miss that phone =[  maybe i'll start using it again. hah
26. What ever happened with you and your first boyfriend?
ahaha.  wow.
27. Have you seen your best friend's mom in her underwear?
....no.
28. How many fans are in your house?
2 ceiling and 3 regular- 2 of those are in my room.  hahah
29. Do little kids annoy you?
very much so.
30. How many funerals have you been to?
two.  but way too many wakes.
31. How old do you think you'll be when you have your first child, if you have any?
never?  or maybe late 20's.
32. Who do you think will be the next person to call you?
my grandma but she'll be calling to speak to my mom but i'll answer the phone.  haha
33. Do you tend to type with proper punctuation?
sometimes.
34. When do you plan on moving out of your parent's house?
when i go to college.
35. Are you a risk taker?
it depends.
36. What's your favorite Bath & Body Work's scent, if you shop there?
japanese cherry blossom.  is that what it's called?  idk, but it's something like that. fuck me.
37. Have you ever had acne?
oh yes.  =[
38. What's the last thing you baked?
i used the microwave to heat up stuffed shells. =]
39. What does the 4th text message in your inbox say, and who's it from?
idk.  i haven't checked my phone all day.  but maybe i'll do that now.
40. How many people have you kissed with the letter 'A' as the first letter in their name?
none?  ermm....yeah, i think none.
41. What's your favorite song at the moment?
jesus christ- brand new.  or autographs and apologies- motion city soundtrack
42. Do you always wear a belt?
no.
43. If you have siblings, who do you think will be married first, you or them?
my sister.
44. Do you think anyone out there loves you?
boris yeltstin?  that was gay, i'm terribly sorry.
45. Do you go to church?
yes. sadly.
46. Can you run a mile?
barely.  haha!  i suck.
47. How badly do you need money?
i have $150 on me but i still need another $100 for shit.
48. Do you use an alarm clock?
my  phone.
49. Have you ever shopped at 'Deb'?
never been there.
50. What's your favorite thing about your boyfriend/crush?
no crush= no favorite thing.  except if you consider ryan a crush, in which case my favorite thing is his laugh!  ahahaha.

This Song Takes My Breath Away <3

"Jesus Christ"
Brand New

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone I could save
If they don't put me away
Well, it'll be a miracle
Do you believe you're missing out
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
The night's hard to get through
And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won't know anyone
Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.
Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?
Do I divide and pull apart?
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
And this ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?
I know you're coming in the night like a thief
(So throw your tongue in mine)
But I've had some time, oh Lord, to hone my lying technique
(I know it's so hard breathing in alone)
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
(And you were right, I know I said you were wrong)
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up
(I always said you were wrong)
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine

It makes me cry, literally, it does.  So gorg.
Oh and check out Lights, Camera, Action by A Cursive Memory- if you can find it that is.