emmmkay bitches.

wether anyone reads this or not..i guess ill keep it open just for venting reasons!! ha. i just wanted to say that i love you all!! heres some shouts to special peopel

DICEY:::: bitch you have GOT to be the best ever. what would i be w/o you

Evann::man..who could ask for anyone sweeter?

Kristen::::YA GA...can i have your shoe!

anyone else....

TANYA:::your my russian shit! i love you to the end!!

well just to let you know i LOVE MY FRIENDS and id be NOTHING w/o them!

*love yall*

im shutting down my site....okay?

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WELL..im just about confused as to what to do withmyself..i figured id update one final time before i shut down this site because its pointless no one ever leave comments or anything, so i see no need in continuing this, well anyways to get the post....

Lately its been like no one care anymore. i try to go talk to my close friends and no one gives me the time a day, and when i ask them about it they all tell me ive changed and that im self centered, or that i think im to good for them. or that all i do is rag on people. well to answer a few of the comments... number one: ive changed..yes probably, but doesn't everyone?? and you should accept me for who i am..your my "friends" right? no im not self centered, ive just got alot going on in my life, that NO ONE knows about, i haven't told anyone and i dont plan on it, i just really need some support from you guys, but im not seeing it. an no im not better than anyone, i dont even deserve to be yalls friends, you guys are so awesome, and have always been there for me..im not going to ever put myself before you guys, you guys mean EVERYTHING to me. and about the ragging...its because thats all peopel ahve done to me lately..is put me down. so what else is there to talk about? i mean...if i got a little respect here n there i would prlly talk about something a little more pleasant. sorry just thought id clear some things up. my friends mean the world to me, and you guys aren't giving me the time to tell you guys this. you keep shoving me to the side, and making me feel that everything just doesn't matter any more all of the friend ships i have built up..are gone. i feel totaly idiotic walking down the halls and seeing my "BEST FRIENDS" together having a good time, and thinking "well that WAS" me..but they dont care anymore..so now its like..why even bother trying...

does anyone have any suggestions?

okay well i decided to update, since i wont be here all weekend!! well to start off with..im goin to be at my grandparents cuz my parents decided that myrtle beach was better than 304 whixley lane! hehe...well it prlly is! anyways, so hows every ones life going? mine..okay...could be better but im not going to complain, well anyways, school sucks..but whats new? well..obviously nothing, people are rude and have no respect...but thats not goin to change so i shouldn't worry! marching band is almost over, so i wont have any more drum line moments...i swear, the drum line are just about the most halarious people i have ever seen! im gunna hate to see the seniors leave! the band halloween masqurade ball is saturday..i dont think im goin to go..just cuz im tired of not being at home! and its just...grr. anyways, im gunna be really upset when marching band ends cuz its really going to mean i have ABSOLUTELY no life what-so-ever after that...cuz then ill just come home like every other normal kid and just sit and stare at my walls till my parents get home...but hey...thats better than some things...anyways...well i have nothing else to say...accept for people are extreamly annoying and need to get over themselves....grrr...well.. love to you all..and extra love to taty and dicey!!

*kirsti*

call the cell if u wanna talk to me this weekend..thatll be the only way you can reach me cuz i dont have internet privlages over there... so yeah...

AHH...lets do this thing..

well anyways...to put it plain and simple..im super-dee-

dooper pissed.... reasons? well first off im extreamly

tired from the longest 2 friggan days of my life! and im

sooo tired so thats already putting me in a bad mood,

and then on top of that my parents come and wake me

up at like 1030 by rampaging into my room and picking

up all of my clothes to go get them cleaned..and that

ticked me off cuz they were REALLY loud, and

anyways, so then my mom comes in and was like "kirsten

you can't go out w/ your friends tonight like u had

planned unless your room in spotless, your dressers

have been sorted through and uve taken all the clothes

you DONT want out, and cleaned your closet...so not im

"""grounded""" untill my rooms clean..and im really not

supposed to be on the internet..but they are out

cleaning them..so yeah..anyways... so i guess ill talk to u

guy later..cuz i gotta go CLEAN!! grrr

anyways..dicey ill try to get my stuff done so dont

worry about me not goin out w/ yall tonight, btw..who

alls goin??

*kirsti*

anyways, nothing new to talk about, accept for the fact that ive lost alot of sleep and i went to bed at 830 last nite!!i kno im a freak!! it was awesome tho, i felt so well rested all day today tho, and i was in such a better mood it was crrrazy! kan u belive that tho...8 friggan 30...anyways! i got a 105 on my math test! so im like yippie! go me! anyways, i sat in math today for 3 1/2 hours, and i talked to tiffany pagett for a while, shes awesome, lol shes so funny, we were talkin about peopel sayin "i love you" to you and ur always like..okay well ..."thanks" lol so we were like "tiffany i love yoU!!" and shes like" ugh...thanks..." and then shes like "kirsten...i love you!" and im like "oh...well....thanks" sorry it was one of those u have to be there things, anyways, and she got an early dismissal today her Bf got her out..how lucky, lol i wish i was dating and upper classman! lol and cameron was just giving out random hugs today in band, so i was just standing there talking to him and he just hugs me, and i was like...ugh...thanks? lol anyways..it was a little wierd...with him being my best friend and all....lol it was wierd. anyways, i have band of course tomorrow, and then a game friday, and then a competition saturday but its all good! anyways, i guess im goin to go, so leave me love if u heart me!!

i love dicey so much! muah babe!

*kirsti*