and there I go again, believing in something that is probably never going to happen...</3 don't talk to me, don't smile at me, don't even look at me... because im not going to let myself fall for you again x3 I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes, That I'm incapable of sitting still, That I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike.Someone who realizes that half of the decisions I make, are usually ones I regret. And I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way. Sometimes we need to hold our heads up high, blink away the tears, & just say goodbye. today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you. every song i heard some how related to you. i hate days like today because they remind me of the one thing i don't have. one day, you're going to need me more than you know & I'm not going to care. one day, you're going to regret ever letting me go. cause boy, I know you're going to & I know I'm going to enjoy watching you fall the way I could never get up. for all the times you made my world go round & stop on your command, I'm going to make you choke so hard, you'll feel same agonizing pain I'm feeling. cause I swore to myself I'm going to get over you & I love proving myself right. You know what? I am crazy. You know what else? I don't give a fuck. I'd rather fight with you Than make love with anyone else --The Wedding Date Never give up without trying, never go down without a fight If you want me baby h e r e I a m if you want to be mine tell me don't wait until it's too late people say .. "why do you like him?" but i honestly don't know. There’s just something that won't let me let go she stares at her bedroom walls & wonders if she'll ever fall in love even though i've stopped liking you, everytime someone mentions your name, my head turns right towards them. its like everytime i hear it, i think of all that we could've had & all that could've happened that didnt because of reality. when in the end, i never really stopped liking you RULE NUMBER ONE OF LOVE: you can never be "just friends" with someone that you`re in love with. the nice ones are ugly. the cute ones are mean. and the nice and cute ones are gay. Your heart decides who it likes & who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least expect it, or even if you don't want it to. It loves who it wants to & there's nothing you can do about it. look me in the eyes & tell me you don't care. I'm the type of girl who tries not to like you.. but ends up falling for you even harder eventually one of the two things will happen. he'll finally ;; realize you're ' worth it or you'll finally realize that he isn't. I don't think of it as a 'you had to be there' thing, its more like a 'You have to be retarded like us' thing! sooo theres this boy and the way he laughs makes me smile... the way he talk sgives me butterflies and... just everything about him makes me happy
It's funny how you love him one minute. And hate everything about him the next. doesn`t it suck ... when he knows just how you feel- about him and he doesn`t do a thinq about it cause he just doesn't care |