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| xanga has gotten harder to use. what the hell are all of these options. cant figure it all out.
there is a bomb threat at school. its 1am and supposedly there was someone who called saying there was a bomb in a honda in the parking lot.. now we all have to evacuate... this sucks ass. and im in the middle of a project.
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| too trusting of people?when you meet people initially, everyone has guards up. we all size people up. We ask, "can i trust her? can i trust him?" even from an employers point of view, the question of trust is an issue. when you hire someone, there is no way to know that she or he may be working in order to learn the tricks of the trade and start his own business just like yours or even worse...take your clients away while starting his own business. but you take that chance anyways. because it would be a highly repressive way to live if you were always inhibited and reluctant by fear or skepticism.
but perhaps being influenced by fear and skepticism is quite a good thing... in this beginning of the century(well...maybe all throughout time because there will always be deceit that comes with money), one cant live without getting hurt because there is such an abundance of shit that just happens. blame it on technology, media, politics, whatever... (since all of these things create so much more options and opportunity for an individual's self gain) its the self drive that makes people just go after what they want (even though its impulse, greed, human's desires) at all costs perhaps without any regards in caring about human relationships, kindness, courteousness, and sincerity. All of which goes out the window. So maybe we should become wiser this time around and really protect ourselves. Perhaps to the extreme of moving to the mountains and living the life of a hermit.
Practically speaking though, of course in business, there are lawful ways to protect your own business so hopefully, one can avoid living a life of solitude in order to protect himself..
But when if it comes to dating, one should get smarter and wiser to decipher and filter out who to trust and who not to trust. But if one cant do that, perhaps it is safe to say that that person will live eternally with poor judgement and always being dissappointed in people. what a sad way to live.. maybe thats the artist way--
for those of you optimists or people who want betterment in their lives will not be satisfied with those last words.. okay... a real solution is time. TIME IS TELLING. the longer you know the person, safe to trust them a bit more. (btw, a 2 month rule is a telling "sign" that you could trust the guy according to my ex bf who is 34 years old) if you could do that... you have a gift. if youre impulsive and not thinking before you act, sorry.. this wont work for you.
So if youre the impulsive type, you just need to stay home. like if youre the type to look at eye candy and dive for it... stay home!!! if youre the type to resist eye candy for 2 months, and eye candy is still around, youre good to go!
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| it is really difficult to make statements even though we can click delete I really can't help it think this weblog will be posted and will declare these words have been typed up by me. unless u rant and rant and just type mindless, unconscious bladi da and sooner or later, the accumulation of words will formulate some kinda psychosis of meaning related to life, or not.. it could end up being a bunch of mumbo jumbo and i dont even know why i decided to start this in the first place.
i wish i had things to write in this thing... c ya
oh not bragging or anything but actually ashamed, i have taken up a habitual tendency that will increase my chances of getting cancer by 30% accrding to the John Tesh radio show... ahk, this makes me want to quit .. good...
on latest updates: i have an art show reception saturday, mar. 8. 8-10pm. Grad studios, saturday, 950 s. raymond. if u want an invite, go on facebook or leave ur email and ill send u a formal invite. but since lots of u live taiju- out of state, u cant come anyway...
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| dude! 2 issuesi dont know what the hell this new updated xanga template is. I dnt like it. its stupid. it took me many clicks to find this entry page... which totaly sucks cuz i expect everything to be handed to me fast sinc we are in this super fast information highway age...........................................
dating SUCKS! hahaha not that i went on sooo many dates... on the contrary- few.. im thinking about askin friends to set me up.. good idea? bad idea?
and i love this part.. i'm on valium! yay
and my lump in my throat is not a tumor. its just acid reflux and anxiety/stress... yay
oooh.. this past 2 weeks, i ve met se7en, jinu from jinusean, macy gray, juliette lewis, and Jason Womack- bass player in Juliette and the Licks, elizabeth reaser from greys anatomy- the girl who gets admitted and needs face construction.
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| Wild At Heart 1990
Wizard of oz. wicked witch of the west. the good witch.. love me tender song ... hitting rock bottom-literal metaphor of gang jump. love story. witches or sorcerors magic globe...
the movie Con Air by Cameron Poe .. in 1997 based slightly off of- daddy in jail. comin back with the stuffed animal
where else have we seen nicholas cage in snake skin jacket???
lots of guts, blood, death, killing, head chopping
Eraserhead 1977- released 1979
UCLA masters project. -
lots of alien guts
blood
b w--- similarities... the singing lady motiff of the dream scape..
alien model --- ET 1982 skinny neck, long neck.. largely shaped head just like the alien baby
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