life is so confusing, you never know which path your supposed to follow and which one your not, which one is the wronge path and am i walking down it, who in your life is lieing and whos telling the truth? but the real question is who cares and who doesnt?

it seems as though i find myself in this exact situation alot more than i should and i hate sitting here wondering if his words were expressing his heart or the pint of jack he consumed that night...... as the words came out, the butterflys in my stomache told me he meant every word that came from his lips, and as time goes on, as i sit here caring on with my life and he carrys on with his, the time still hasnt came when i answer the phone and i hear his voice on the other end saying...im sorry, i love you, im ready to try this again.... i said i wouldnt miss you, i told myself the feelings wouldnt come back, time heals every wound..how much time heals a broken heart?

well it was a long night last night...i thought joey got hit by a car, he didnt but james did which is just as bad... but luckily he wasnt hurt to bad....THANK GOD!! well i talked to luke yesterday, i was having a shitty day and he was to so he came over for like an hour, my mom was glad to see him and so was my sister!  it was good to hang with him but its not like it was...now he is talking to karsons ex and i thought they were bout to hook up but i guess not, he says he doesnt want to date someone that he cant see all the time, so i dont realy know how to feel about that...but either way that was my exciting day..erin came over after drivers ed, i stated segment 2 yesterday so i can get my liscence like in a week maybe 2...which is cool i guess... chelsea still hasnt had the baby, she is getting realy excited though.. i am too but i am ganna go do my work now...so leave me some comments or something

i desided im not ganna commit myself to anyone for a while..unless someone comes and sweeps me off my feet...but i dont want to get screwed over ne more and i think it will be fun to be single...i mean i not single very often so im ganna live it up while i can!

hey hey hey so nobody seems to want to leave comments on my xanga...fuck u guys! im sitting in parenting right now, so i figured id update while i was near a computer...nothing new is realy happening right now, i start segment 2 today, its ganna be soo gay!! but wut e ver and on friday i think im going out to dewitt again with aubry..im not sure yet...umm lets see...chealsea should have the baby ne time now...im realy excited! i wish i had more to talk about but everything on my mind is kinda scatterd all over the place soo...o0o exciting news!! i got 100% on 2 of my algebra2 quizes!!! YAY!!

ps i dont know who atreyucurse is...so someone please let me know!!

well i had a mental breakdown today, just alot of stupid shit that got to me, so im having a girls night with cara and savannah, luke just lied to me, which realy pissed me off...ugh its stupid but what ever either way just wanted to make a post even though i dont think ne one even reads mine ne more...if u still read my xanga.. comment me

question of the day~ how do you know what true happeiness is? and when u do know, how do u meassure it?