| This semester is finally over. The second half of the semester has been SHIT. Can't think of a better word to describe it. I just lost all the concentration and will to even open the text book... Anyhow, I will be going back to HONG KONG next month. Only Eunice knows my exact arrival date lol. Going to give some people a BIG surprise!! Haven't been back for almost 3 years, absolutely anticipating this sweet-ass Summer vacation, despite the fact that I will be taking distant ed. on the side.. but who cares! IM COMING BACK!
Just a little update, seeing that I've disappeared for a long while. I'm still up and running. Exams have been a bitch, but I survived it thankfully. As for my 'break up' with Arnie, I know I havent talked much about it, even to my closest bunch. I guess I was too emotionally weak to explain the whole situation.. I'm sorry that I've left you guys out in the dark.. just wanted to play 'chi bai' and gather up my own thoughts and feelings. But honestly, I've picked myself up.. or what you may call 'closure'. Although it has ended in a pretty ugly fashion, but what can I say. I can only blame myself for thinking too much into it. Atleast everything's finalised, and that I never regretted on making this decision in the first place. So I guess I've grown out of it, in a sense that I figured what I really want and what Im really looking for in a relationship. I know this sounds funny seeing that Im still young.. but when exactly are you 'old enough' to settle down, or atleast feel obligated to settle down? There isn't a designated cross-over age or anything.. it all depends on 'when' you want to settle down, and whether you're mentally ready for that. For me personally, the time is now...
So to speak, after this long healing process (not actually referring to the duration, but more of the emotional roller coaster), Im content with what I have now and what I've found... my special someone who supported me throughout this whole time, and showed the utmost amount of care and respect when I was most vulnerable. I don't know if you'd ever read it, but I can say that being with 'you' is more than just appreciation...
Lol. Okay. Everything's a little vague.. guess you'll just have to wait till Im willing to disclose more haha! Nah.. there are just some things that are better left unsaid...
PS:: My kar jei Amanda's kasci xanga crashed, so please add her on her new xanga site:
http://www.xanga.com/ngamanda |
