The other night, a prayer was answered for me... I was wanting to be close with God, I was wanting to be Saved! I went to my Church's event called Judgement House... And it all came together there.

That Church is amazing! I love it there! The environment is just soo.. friendly! The first day I walked in I got a whole bunch of, "Hey! My name's so and so, how're you?!" And I'd get hugs and such. Now some of my best friends are from that church. I even have people who are like brothers to me. Like they're that protective of me and I'm that protective of them. I love that feeling!

So basically to sum it all up:
God is Amazing! I'm glad I'm with him now. My Church is amazing. My friends are amazing. My family is amazing.

I have FINALLY found my friends of whom I've known for years yet are finally irreplaceable. It'd be soo hard to live without them.

Sometimes I feel as if I'm a HUGE screw up... I mean with Spenser I have screwed up like 3 times! They all could've been badly.. He says I'm not a screw up, but yeah...

Today, he was going to surprise me by showing up at my house. But it was like 6 something so I was like, I thought we were going to hang out today, so I was a little mad and then he goes, I was going to surprise you!! Ugh..

I mean, it all ended okay. He came over later, we ate pizza and watched The Wedding Date, but I still am soo stupid...

Gosh... He's the best guy I've ever dated.. I don't want to screw up to where next time I'll lose him...