| hey yall! hows it goin? well sry i havent updated in a while i have my other xanga now so i wont be on this one as much!! anyways..so hows life?? mine is okay ive definently had better days pretty much better weeks i think! this whole kyle thing is crazy man im right in the middle of it too i mean i would do anything for him because i love him with everything that i have! but it just hurts because every time he calls me its always about her! i know he loves her but hes crying on the phone to me because she wont answer the phone! i mean i know how he feels because he ignored me but now he knows how i feel! ugh anyways...so i guess i will just go now i dont have much to say! i havent hung out with chelsea this whole weekend its weird! but oh well i just wanted to be layed back anyways because im tired i wanted to sleep in this weekend because my body isnt used to waking up early yet! lol anyways..so read my other xanga for more updates ill just do this one randomly!! i love yall!! good!! !~!KyNdAl!~! |
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| hey yall! hows it goin? well this is really short but my new xanga site is: www.xanga.com/xox_brown_eyed_sweetii_xox so check it out im still keeping this one so u can leave comments on this one or that one but just subscribe to that one now!! and i know im not sweet all the time but i can be!! lol i love you bye!!  |
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| HELLO! hows it goin? HAPPY NEW YEAR!! woohoo 06' lol jk! anyways..so how was yalls new years ever?? mine was boring at first we went to some dudes house name Chase and it was like in the ghetto and Chelsea's boyfriend Stephen was with us and we were like freaking out so we left because I didn't want to get myself killed at almost 18! soo..then we went to this dudes house his name is Drew and there were some really hott guys there!! omg i think i fell in love with both of them lol..anyways..so at 12 Chelsea and Stephen were saying me and Matt should kiss man I wish I really would have now because he was sooo sexy!! lol and he goes to Evangel!! woohoo lol actually I used to go to Evangel but anyways..so I met his brother Drew when we went to Columbia Cafe and I knew him from somewhere and then I remembered when I knew him from Evangel! so then we went back to his house and chilled then went to the boardwalk to eat at the buffalo wild wings place I think??? but yeah it was awesome it was like we had the whole boardwalk to ourselves lol I wish it was like that everytime I go! then we went back to his house till like 330 and then left soo that Matt guy is really hott and I'm going to get his # so we can hang out but there was another guy named JP and he was sexy too and I talked to him and I think I had more in common with him than Matt but I donno I think I would choose Matt over him but I'm just not sure if I could date both of them I think I would! lol anyways...I'm so glad Chelsea is back tho it was soo boring without her here!! soo anyways...yeah so my night was pretty good when I met those hotties lol I just wish I would have kissed Matt now dang it! but oh well I'll update lata!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! PEACE!! |
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| hey yall hows it goin?? pretty good here i guess! i really hate drama ya know?? it's so stupid there should be no such thing as drama but i really dont care anymore i dont care what people think about me anymore its stupid im not letting that get to me and let people bring me down anymore! so i really thought i could trust a friend of mine atleast who i thought was one of my best friends! but he teamed up with someone else and im not saying any names in this so other shit and drama wont start! so...they played a joke on me which is so immature to me because i would never do that to him because i think thats just wrong and i was going to hang out with him today because its his birthday but nevermind for that note! i always thought i could trust him i thought i found someone who wouldnt go behind my back and do something like its happened with me before but im always wrong! oh well i will never trust anyone again with anything in my life i will just keep it all inside of me and when i explode i guess i just will! i really thought i could trust this person i really thought he was a true friend for over a year now i know we got in arguments we all do but i never thought he would do this to me! but whatever i guess thats just what he wanted but i will always be here for him no matter what he says i couldnt do that to him but oh well he wont listen to me anymore i dont think he ever cared about our friendship! but anyways..yeah i guess it just hurts it feels like since me and kyle broke up it feels like the whole world goes against me but i cant change anything im just being myself i guess! but we also talked about dating at one point and we wanted to when we were both single and we started hanging out when that happened but then again i didnt because i didnt want to mess up our friendship but obviously he didnt want to be friends he just wanted sex and stuff but i never would do that with him! but oh well i guess everything happens for a reason i cant change things so i guess ill just be sad about it missing his friendship and everything we have done together in the past but ill just have to accept that and move on with my life! i thought we got over this stuff i thought we worked it all out but obviously im wrong! but im gunna go now my life is always drama and thats what southwood is it never stops at southwood! but oh well ill just update when i feel like it! and chelsea comes in tomorrow im excited about that one thing and thats all there is to look forward to in my life i guess i dont have anybody special and i guess i never will! but ill do this crap lata! PEACE! |
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| hey yall!! hows it goin?? pretty good here!! anyways..sooo i had a pretty good day today! i didnt just sit around and sleep all day lol..anyways...soo i got to hang out with some friends of mine that i havent hung out with in sooo long since i moved over a year ago!! but anyways...that was cool! soooo we went to the mall and everything that was cool i love the mall lol i want to own one and just but a big bed in the center of it so i can just wake up to it and not have to pay anything lol...that would be awesome! lol anyways..then we went to nickys and her friend adam came to the mall with us and to eat with his son who is just so cute! lol anyways...so its been so awesome sleeping late and i dont have to wake up and worry about school and crap! its so cool lol but oh well anyways! i did go to the mall and i ran into my friend courtney wren she is so cute and short lol i love her tho!! but anyways..i guess im gunna go now watch tv and be lazy like always soo i guess ill update lata!! bye!! |
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