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Thursday, December 12, 2002

Thu, 12 Dec 2002 20:27:26 GMT

one of my best friends. Matty thank you so much hun for always being there for me when I needed you the most. Its the Trio 4 eva... Love you huns

matty again with my BFF... sunni.... thanks to me because I am the one who got these two together and now I have never seen them happier. I dont know what I would do without these guys in my life.... love you both

Kinda an odd pic....it didnt come out a good as we hoped it would, but this is me and my BFF sunni....

just thought I would share some pics with everyone!!! Hope you like....this pic above was taken very late at night so we are not looking our best!!!! Oh well

~Heather

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Tue, 26 Nov 2002 08:43:42 GMT

This is my kind of love, and only if someone could care for me the way I care about them.... I wouldn't call it love....because its not...but a deep caring feeling about someone!

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Tue, 26 Nov 2002 08:38:50 GMT

Hey everyone! I dont think a lot of ppl get on here anymore sO Im not going to write a lot, just to let the ppl that do come on here a little about whats going on in my life right now.....

I am finally a senior in school and the year is almost half way over already.... I am going off to school in the fall of 03 and I am planning on going to Cazenovia College....for those of you who dont know its in NY and its a private school...its not a suny or community college..... I really like it a lot there and I am hoping that I get accepted.... I will find out soon, at the end of december/begining of january.....

Field hockey is over with and we ended with a good season all though out record isnt good but I am going to miss those girl to death.... I cried on my senior night because I have played with those girls for at least 7 years and now I am leaving them all to play for a college...... #13 4 EVA

Cheerleading is starting and we have a really good squad this year, 9 girls and a mascott....I am really excited for this year, I am playing with 7 other girls that have never cheered before because its a whole new squad and I am really excited about that.... We are starting to stunt and I am going up as fly....its the person who is on top of the stunt....the person that goes up.....well thats ME.... which is also exciting because I am doing cheerleading while I go to college too.....

Work is going good too, I have been working a lot and I like it because I get more money now but I might be taking on a second job because I need more $$$$. I might start working at this place called Maxwells, its a ice cream chocolate shop that was just put in our town....

There is a special someone in my life right now, his name is jamie... We are not together or anything but I care for him a lot and to me he is a part of my life because well he just is....He is so awesome and the sweetest guy ever... he goes to college at Suny Morrisville.....We dont get to see each other as much as I would like to but once I go off to college I will get to see him as much as I want and stay with him too.... I dont really get to stay with him because I am living at home and my rents wont let me.....

You all might know Mamasbaby....aka Kelly to me....well we arent talking anymore because she went off and got married and now her "husband" comes before the person thats always been there through thick and thin with her....HER BEST FRIEND....ME!!!!!!!! so I finally told her how I felt and now she isnt talking to me....and it sucks but if thats the way she wants to be and until she can admit what she did to me was wrong then I am not going to talk to her.....

Well everyone.....thats about it so Ill stop for now.....Ill write again later....Im sure there will be mroe drama in my life soon....there always is!!!!!

Friday, October 04, 2002

Fri, 04 Oct 2002 11:06:56 GMT

WOW Its been a long time since I have wrote on here and Im really sorry. I am not sure if I am going to keep writting because no one responds to what I write anymore and I think that people dont even check my site anymore!!! Am I that boring?????

Well I have been really busy lately... I am play FH this year and I have been applying to college and with school ad work, there is just no time to write on here anymore....

College things are really hard right now but I am going to Oneonta if I get accepted and I am almost positive that I am going to. I am playing Field Hockey when I go to college and they are building a team so I can get on!!!!! Just incase anyone wants to know I am going for early childhood education which is birth to 1st grade.... I love working with kids.....

Well I am going to cut this short cause there are some things that I need to do so Ill write back later and check into my site to see if anyone is writting and reading my things on this page

PEACE BABY

HEATHER

AKA CHEECH

LOVE ANGELBOMBABY~SHES MY BF!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 07, 2002

Sun, 07 Jul 2002 17:43:39 GMT

Hey everyone! I am so sorry that I havent wrote in this in so long but I have been really busy. I have been working and chilln with my friends and having the best summer right now. I went up and spent a week with Kelly (mamasbaby) and it was so much fun, we had a blast in everything we did and everything was, well an adventure. And then I went the 4th of July with a bunch of friends to go see Fireworks and hang out all night and just hanging out with everyone else, and its been a blast.

But I am not sure what else to write so Ill write back later! Love ME

Thursday, June 20, 2002

Thu, 20 Jun 2002 22:57:27 GMT

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! I AM 17 :)

Today I hung out with my best friend amanda, and then I went over to my rents house and they gave me money and I sister bought me some things to and then I went to spend the day with my bf. but I have to go I will write later!

Friday, May 31, 2002

Fri, 31 May 2002 11:48:08 GMT

Hey everyone! I am so sorry that I havent wrote in so long! There have been so many things going on right now. I might as well tell all my friends on here cause I need to get it all out! You see I just moved outta my house cause I felt like I needed to right now and today is the deadline that I have to give them a striaght answer whether or not I am moving back in or not. I am going to tell them that right now I feel that I need to stay with my friend right now until things change at my house. They keep on telling me that things are going to change but I have the weird feeling that they arent because I have talked to them before about it and yes it changes for about a week and then it goes back to the way it used to be and I am sick of it! I like living with amanda, I am not sure why but I do. Maybe its because I dont have a parents on my butt all the time telling me what to do or maybe its because I get to do more things there then I did at home. I like to be able to go out after school and ride around town with amanda and do nothing but just hang out and have fun but when I was living home I never got to do that, right after school I had to go on the bus and come right home and I hated it. I mean just because I moved out it doesnt mean that I am out ramming the roads all the time because Im not! This is really hard time for me right now and I am not sure how to deal with it but I am taking it day by day and I just hope that my rents can deal with it but I did not do this is hurt them or make the mad at me but I know they are and I am SO SORRY but this is what I felt I had to do to be happy and thats what I am right now! Well Im out and I will talk to you all later! LOL I JUST SAID YOU ALL!!!!!!

~*Peace and TONS of Love*~

HEATHER

Wednesday, April 17, 2002

Wed, 17 Apr 2002 17:49:20 GMT

Hey everyone! There is somethings new right now thatI wanna share with everyone. I am on spring break right now and I am having so much fun! Monday was the first day of break and I went prom dress shopping with amanda and finally got a dress! It so pretty. Its a baby pink with tiny white roses on it. It was thin straps and the back is really low with 2 thin straps that tie. It was kinda expensive but I really like it so it was worth the money. Then after we got back KELLY showed up at my house, and I was so surprised. We went to a pizza place here and got something to eat and then came back to my house. She couldnt stay long cause chris had to be to work at 6:30 but oh well it was still awesome to see her cause I havent seen her in forever! The later that night amanda, scott, max, and I all went swimming and played a little bball!

If you guys dont know max is a kid that lives like the town right next to me. We are going to prom together so we have been hanging out. We have so much fun together, he is a blast to hang out with.

The yesterday we all went to see a movie, The Panic Room, and after that was done we went over to the park to hang out for a couple minutes. Then we all went to get something to eat at a pizza place. I was wicked tired when we left so max gave me his hoody and he put it on his shoulder and let me put my head down. He said that if I fell asleep that he would just wake me up. We finally got to his house and he gave me a hug and told me he would call me soon.

Today I layed out in the sun all day and got a tan. It was awesome here today, around 90. I layed out in the sun and read and listened to music. It was really cool cause its been so long since I have been able to do that!

Well thats about it for now, so I will write back soon. Sorry I havent wrote in awhile, just have been to busy too! Hey but if any of you guys get the chance, check out my friends new site. His name is MARSH75, talk to you later! ~*Peace and Love*~

Thursday, April 04, 2002

Thu, 04 Apr 2002 18:31:13 GMT

Hey everyone. I guess I have been kinda busy lately. I am working for this place like 15 minutes away from where I live called, Pictures with Pride. It a professional picture place. I am really excited to work for them cause its been my dream to model and to start I have to get a portfolio and thats what they are going to do for me and plus my whole senoir pictures are free, and I get a free sitting there a year for as long as the business is there. I not getting like a pay check from them but my pay check is kinda everything that I am getting free from them. I am getting over $500 worth of free stuff so I am really happy. I am still working at subway on the weekends though.

School is going good right now. I am passing everything so thats a really good thing for me! The only class that I am doing kinda bad in right now is Biology. I hate taking this class cause I am the only junior in it. All the other juniors took the class last year but I took environmental science instead so I have to take it this year. SAT's are coming up soon and I am getting kinda worried cause they are going to mean alot on my college applications. I am going over my spring break to visit colleges. I am going with a friend up here Meredith to visit Cobleskill and Cortland because we both wanna go to college together but I dont know where I wanna go cause Kelly wants me to go to utica so we can get an apartment together. Sometimes I just wanna get away from everyone to get away from all the stress that everyone give me(lol).

I am having a hard time right now and Im not sure what its all about. I know that I am just annoyed and stressed lately. There are a couple people in school to where anything they do I am just like DUH and then I feel like I dont fit in with them because I dont drink and party on the weekends like they do and so I feel outta place and I know I shouldnt because they are there for me when I need them and they are really good friends and I know its stupid for me to feel like this but I do and I cant help it!

I miss all my friends, especially kelly and james! I havent seen them in a long time and I miss them both tons. I have been worried alot lately about James and I know that he has promised me that he would never go back to his old life but I still feel for him and hope that he is doing good! Kelly I havent seen in a long time. Since the last time I wrote we are now talking and I am not mad at her anymore and I dont think she is mad at me anymore either. I miss her mom too. She has always welcomed me in her home and she has always told me that no matter what I would always have a place in their home, that there was a room there waiting for me I love those people! They are the best people that I have ever met in my life!

Well everyone this is it! I have wrote a ton and I think that I am actually loosing alot of my readers cause everytime I check my weblogs there are no comments on them so I dont even know why I still write! ~*Peace and Love*~

CHEECH

Wednesday, March 20, 2002

Wed, 20 Mar 2002 11:38:50 GMT

Hey everyone, there is really not much more going on right now so I am not sure what there is to write about. I still havent heard or talked to kelly and I guess I am just not caring cause she never saw where I was coming from and she didnt give me a chance to talk when I talked to her. She gave me what she thought and then never bothered to listen to me and thats what pissed me off the most! Well everyone Im out ~*Peace and Love*~