you were always there to cath me if i should ever fall,

you were anything i ever knew, my everything my all,

looking back i now see that you and me could never be

i was juss playing with my feelings thinking you could ever fall for me

The day they met
They knew at first sight
They could be together
Through all darkness and light

It started out that they
Were just friends
They knew they would be till the end
Everyday they would hang at the park
Knowing they both left each other
A huge mark
After a while they decided to become
More than friends
They would date each other
And fill all their emptyness and mends
A few weeks later it was just
Not working out
They were just filled
With to much sorrow and doubt
Then they broke up
Everything fell apart
They had were close to each others hearts
They got back together the world seemed bright blue
A loved overwhelmed them
That none really knew
None could undertstand
And no one could find
The link of the word confidendce
In the word "mine."
They seemed enseparable
And one day she came
Home to her lover
And found written lame
"I'm sorry"
"I can't deel with this anymore"
"You'll never see me again"
She screamed out the door
What had gone wrong?
What had gone dead?
Her friends whispered behind her head
She cried in her sleep
She cried at night
In her mothers arms she
Cried and she cried
Mean while, he sat
Secluded to his home
Feeling her anguish
And sitting alone
He couldn't go out
He couldn't drink
All he could do is cry
And think
He loved her so much
He looked at the ring
He was scared of the word
"Commitment" oh the sting
But as he sat and he thought
And he cried and he cried
He realized with out her
He wasn't alive
So he rose through his tears
And grabbed the small box
Ran out to his car
Turned the keys and sped off
It was messy and rainy
But with one thing on his mind
He sped through the freeway
For the last time.
The police called her sadly
And told her so grim
That a man with a ring
And her picture in the box
He died yes its him
She said she was about to explode
She realized he loved her
More than she thought she
Would ever know
Day after day
She would morn in her bed
Realizing that her lover was dead
Now knowing he was gonna propose
Every time she thought about it
She would weep and she would doze
She had an idea
And she always thought about it
She knew she had to do it
She knew that she couldn't live without him
So she thought when and where
And wrote her mom a note.
So she went to the place where they first met
She had to keep their promise
She cried remembering his kiss
Then she stood up positive
Knowing what she had to do
The sun began to fall
And she did too
So she sat on the ground
Taking the gun into her hand
Weeping and crying at great demand
So she put the gun to her head
And closed her eyes knowing it
Would all be over before sunrise
She pulled the trigger
And boom goodbye
She was found under the
Big oak tree
Where they first met and were
As happy as can be
And sadness spread through out
The town
How could two people love each other so much
And a misunderstanding
Come through them like such
The end of the story
Well its very clear
They got burried next to each other
With a tomb stone that said
Lovers for eternity and beyond
Both were there but now
Are gone.

i loved him with all my heart

he just didnt feel the same,

he was my very first true love,

but to him it was all a game

i just cant see

what changed his mind

i loved him so much

he was one of a kind

i cant bileve  he stopped loving me

2 weeks b4 we would end

i guess he never really loved me

and he said our love would never end

todai was pretty kewl it was a  minumum day

ally christina omar hector jose n frankie came over

thats pretty much it 

well bye

wow havent wrote in here 4 awhile ...

well yeah i havent been up to anything really... yesterday was hella fun ...

umm went dwn to the park to meet up with ally ruby n christina we were playin sum soccer i was learnin hehe then i gave up and we saw alica dere too..

afterwards we went to rubys house and meet up wit omar, hector frankie chilled at rubys for awhile then went back to the park

jose meet up wit us dere i didnt do anything really everyone was playin soccer and jose was tryin to get me run ... lol

then went home around 9 and saw my dad havent seen him in a LONG time ..glads hes back he juss dropped sum stuff off for me

then chrsitna ally frankie hugo n hector came over ..it was laughs.. they were raiddin my ketichen!!!!

hugo left earily he sucks but then we were makin cupcakes then with the rest of the batter they had a lil food fight lol then ally went crazy n put pineapples in the cupcakes but overall they turned out gewd then like everyone left around 11pm

todai i went to salinas wit my dad he dropped me off at my kuzins house and right now thats were i am ..

i think im spenddin the night well peace out dats all for now