*I just don't know*

...Why do you put yourself through that then?...

*Because I love her*

...Then why doesn't she realize how much you do then?...

*She does know how much I do*

...Why aren't you two together then?...

*I don't know*

...Wow, so much confusion...

*Yeah I know*

...How are you going to get your crap together?...

*Once again, I don't know,Can you help me?*

...Hey im asking the questions around here...

*Sorry,proceed*

...What brought you two together?...

*Our eyes were drawn to each other*

...Wow how sweet...

*Im confused,help me please*

...Gotta go now...

*Nooooo!!!!*

...Bye...

*I just don't know*

hey....its me again....

   wow i haven't written in a long time...well yeah...its 12:16 am right now and i can't fall asleep...i just want to tell what happen today...well....i stayed home today because i ran out of things to wear to school...i did nothing but stare at the computer all day....it was exhausting...once school ended i got so bored that once my mom came home to drop my sister here...i went with her to TAMUNING!!!!....hahaha....after i got down there...i just kick back and relaxed....it felt good....except one thing was bothering me...i don't know what it was but i had a feeling...OH THERE!!!now i know what it was...I MISSED JULIE.....i need to see her soon before i break down in tears...things are going alright between us...i don't know if we are going out or not...im confused...i don't know what to do..if im not with her soon i don't know what i'll do....i just wish that her  ******s weren't such pricks....well yeah....i guess thats all i have to say to all of you....but there is one last thing i must say to julie though......

         I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND WILL YOU

                      COME BACK TO ME SOON AS IN

                                             NOW!!!!!

                                                peace out!!!                                  

                much love to ya's all,

                                  Santiago

hello everyone...

    sorry i haven't been writing my entries lately...its been hard to keep track of...well school started yesterday...and my classes were okay...they weren't great but yeah....julie and i are having another arguement again....i really hate this whole arguemental shit....but i hate some of the things that she does....we were arguing about how she talks about other guys too much...ESPECIALLY TO ME!!!!! i hate it when she does that...i have feelings to you know...sometimes i just don't know how to get through to her...i want her to stop doing that but she just doesn't get the hint...she just says " whatever then" and "do whatever you want then".I wish that someday....meaning soon...she will finally see that what she is doing to me is very messed up and just say something to me that deals with us and not other guys.....well yeah...i just wanted to get that out of my system....so i'll more than likely write an entry tomorrow unless i am doing homework then i'll just write when i have the chance....well....shooooooooooootttttttttttzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

                         ...V_V im sorry julie...

hey everyone....

      today was really boring....i stayed home...well...im sure that everyone noticed that i haven't wrote anything in a while...so here it is...everything has been going bananas....my auntie has died recently...so...ive been caught up in that...but im back and im trying to get everything back in order well its getting late and i am going to split now....so shooooottttzzzzz!!!!!!