| NewsdayToday is a crazy day.. I turn on the news to find: Fidel Castro has resigned HD-DVD is now dead Kosovo is declaring independence from Serbia CIA launched a missile into Pakistan without prior approval Pakistan had elections and Musharraf's party was defeated Crazy... |
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| Posters.It's always the same 5 people that post now - -" |
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| hope & faithFaith and hope - two words, so similar in usage, but so utterly different Do I have faith or do I have hope now? To hope for something is to yearn.. to want... all the while knowing that the opposite of what you want is more likely to happen.... Faith... faith is knowing. believe that something will happen - beyond a shadow of a doubt.
I hover between the two nowadays - sometimes I have unshakable faith that things will turn out alright; at other times all I have is hope.
Someone told me that having hope just meant that you'd open yourself up to being hurt. How much worse is it when something you have faith in doesn't turn out the way it should?
Everyday is a new test of what I believe in; - so do I hope? or do I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that everything will be okay? I don't know.... I won't know until the time comes.
I think that all I can do is believe, and have faith. Faith in another person, faith in the past, faith in the present, and faith in the future. Things will be cleared up and okay soon, I'll see. I know it.
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| striving....I started to see something today. A light at the end of the tunnel. Something's different, something has changed. It is fleeting as I draw closer towards it. I think I actually understand now. I want to believe. It makes some sense to me... What do I want to believe in? It isn't the answer - but now I understand the reasons. What does this mean? The truth is the light that sets us free. Do I want to be free.....
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| Slow Dancing In A Burning RoomSlow Dancing In A Burning Room
It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled too many false alarms
We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear
we're slow dancing in a burnin room
I was the one you always dreamed of
you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothin to me
baby, you're the only light I ever saw
I make the most of all the sadness
you'll be a bitch because you can
you try to hit me just to hurt me
so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand
We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear
we're slow dancing in a burnin room |
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