Cyrusthyvirus's Xanga

Monday, July 30, 2007

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 17:18:27 GMT

what is up? nothing real new here just trying yo live my life the best way i know how to. just had the grad party and it was pretty much the best party ever, thanks for everyone who came. shore with the the ego-mandel clan in like 3 weeks or something then college in like a month. things are looking good. ill be back when im back later

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 21:56:42 GMT

I seems like i only come on here when im upset with someone or upset with myself and tonight its myself, I need a change the smallest things make me upset and i find myself caring more about other people than myself. I care about how other people percieve my character, i bothers me when i see other poeple undermining other and it bothers me when people are mean toward other people. the tragic thing is i find myself doing the very things that bother me. I hurt people without trying and i flip out for no reason at others, I need to calm down, then i think hey they are gonna be pissed at me later and then io feel like shit. i need to improve myself by treating others the way i want to be treated at all time and by not caring what other think as much. i no longer want to be concerned if other people think im wierd or think poorly of me. i love eveyone and i want everyone to know that and im sorry for the way i act sometimes. i need some help, i need a hug meg. i want to be a good person. Im sorry

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 21:11:49 GMT

This weekend has been tough, megans been gone since saturday and its been pretty much a bad weekend, people get on my case about spending so much time with her and tell me that its not good for me, but i love her and i cant help it if she completes me and maakes it hard for me to be without her. IM not saying i cant function without her im saying i feel imcomplete without her for 4 days. come on u know when someone u really care about is gone for a long time things seem boring. There was one ray of sunshine i got pokemon diamond, and have been playing a lot, i got to hang with mike and play for a while after school, but im telling you nothing beats one of those megan hugs and kisses. tonight is going to be a good night, i cant wait to see megan. I love you sweety.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 18:07:01 GMT

Whats up all Been pretty busy, but i need some help which means you need to let me know what you think about these choices, Post prom or Pirates of the Caribbean At Worlds End midnight Show

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 10:19:49 GMT

hey whats going on so im just chilling at home cause im sick day two accually. i have trouble sleeping tho cause i know i should sleep but i can't. i feel better than yesterday but i still feel like a large sack of shit. alright im done im gonna try and sleep. bye

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 08:39:29 GMT

what up ya'll today is sundy and yesterday was the big wrestling tourny and i got one win against some kid i lost to earlier in the year then i lost to the kid who won the tounament and the guy who got third so i was a little upset i was hoping to place but what ever i did the best i could and thats all anyone can ask for. then we went to friendlys with the "three kings" or whatever they call themselves and the twins and brian. so yesterday was overall ok. final wrestling record for the year 22-11. peace

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 20:12:30 GMT

alright so it's day number two in the xanga revieval for me, but im not going to dwell on it cause it will be out played if i do. So snow day was pretty cool needed one but it came at a bad time i need practice for saturday o well i guess ill do fine. Today was V-day and it was a good one not to get sappy but megs the best thing that ever happened to me she got me a awesome money lip with my initals on it and candy and an awesome picture frame hardcore stuff. I got her two teddy bears and roses pretty sweet. it was also pops b-day and he got rocky anthology. so it was nice to get such a good responce from all you readers out there. I like getting comments they make doing this easier and ill make it a point to comment back so dont worry alright later every one

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 20:07:53 GMT

This is weird, almost surreal, I personally had no idea i would ever grace the xanga "air waves" ever again, but noetheless im back and probably here to stay only time will tell. This afternoon Mike said to me him and joe were bringing back Xanga and thought what a great idea, Xanga in my eyes is better than mypace and face book because the world has lost what these site were stated for, bloging, live journals instead of photo journals of people lives, and sometimes vulgar these pictures may be. I love the concept of just talks so lets do it.

Monday, February 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 22:51:30 GMT

_Are | you | a | Diamond | in | the | rough?_

[The Basics]

1. Full name: William Raymond Miller Jr

2. Birthday: August 19 1988

3. Birthplace: Abington Pa

4. Mothers full name: Denise Hahn Miller

5. Fathers full name: William Miller Sr

6. Location: roslyn pa

7. Sex: male

8. Eye color: brown

9. Hair color: Brown

[The Favorites]

1. Day: 27th of decemeber

2. Month: december

3. Drink: sprite

4. Drug: none

5. Memory: the end of 04

6. Book: ha haha i don’t read

7. Room in house: my room

8. Movie: Pirates of the carribean

9. TV show: sureal life

10. Band/singer: Nirvana

11. Song: eric clapton wonderful tonight

12. Shirt: something meg got me either one

13. Pants: they are pretty much all the same jeans so all of them

14: Undergarments: whatever

15. Thing in your room: picture of me and meg before the cornation 05

16. Sport: wrestling

17. Sport Team: flyers

18. Brand of shoes: all of them

19. Place to be: in megans arms

20. Guy friend: tom, mike

21. Female friend: megan

22. Car: 1968 rs camaro convertible white and black

23. Motor cycle: bill=cars only

24. Motor to put in your favorite car: chevy 454

25. Actor: johnny depp

26. Actress: dont have one

27. Video game: not really a video game man but the one meg got me for my birthday

28. Radio station: 94.1, 93.3

29. Cartoon character: Roger Rabit

30. Feature on member of opp. Sex: legs

[Your Opinion]

1. Premarital sex: good idea

2. Death penalty: im for it

3. Drugs: against um

4. Alcohol: tasty?

5. Abortion: against it

6. George Bush: ha bush

7. John Kerrey: ha kerrey

8. Politics: ha politics

9. Communism: well in theory it works

10. Flag Burning: no needed

11. Religion: i have one

12. Atheism: not for me

13. Streaking: fun

14. Hate: people do it

15. Raves: drugs

[You]

1. Describe your self: im thin, medium height, good physical shape, im average

2. Outgoing or shy: outgoing

3. Quiet/loud: loud

4. Brave/pussy: i am what i eat

5. Truth teller/truth bender: depends

6. Rule follower/ rule breaker: what difference does it make

7. Fighter/lover: lover

8. Class clown/class wimp:neither

[The better of the two]

1. Coke/Pepsi: pepsi

2. Cherry on top/no cherry: no cherry

3. Vanilla/ chocolate: vanilla

4. Whipped cream/chocolate sauce: chocolate sauce

5. Tits/ass: ass

6. TV/Radio: radio hands down

7. Long talk/long walk: long talk i don’t like walking (damn oreland)

8. American cars/imported cars: chevy, ford, mopar thats it thats all u need pick one or dont talk to me

9. Burger king/Wendys/Mc Donalds: megan converted me burger king

10. Oreos/chocolate chip: CC all the way

11. Blonde/brunet/redhead: brunet

12. The pill/a rubber: no sex sex bad

13. Drunk/stoned: drunk

14. Long and hard/Thick and juicy: no

15. Lays/Heinz: Heinz

[Love]

1. Current crush: no one

2. Boyfriend/girlfriends name: megan

3. Futurist you have been with a member of the opposite sex: why do u care

4. Have you ever cried over something a member of the opp. Sex did: yup

5. What love means to you: megan ego

[Deep dark secrets]

1. Three things no one knows about you: me and megan do argue, i cry sometimes, and im a sissy

2. Your deepest fantasy: i have her

3. The one thing you do that people would make fun of: run around the house in my underwear

4. Favorite sexual position: girl on top

5. Least favorite sexual position: ur mom on top

6. The last thing you would want anyone to find out about yourself: im going to kill u unless ur megan.

[Situations]

"If I was in this situation I would......"

1. Faced with a beer and asked to drink it: what kind may i ask?

2. Walked onto a nude beach without knowing it was a nude beach: strip down and run around with a shovel in my left hand

3. Lit on fire: wait a couple of seconds then drop and roll

4. Asked to go skinny dipping with a member of the same sex: i would have to say no

5. Asked by someone to shave another persons ass: ha id do it

6. Caught sexually aroused in front of a friend: depends on who it is

7. Kissed by a member of the same sex: cry

8. Asked to join in on a three some: there only one megan so no im good

9. Found out your pants had a huge hole in the back: wear them all day long

10. Found a stunningly beautiful member of the opp. Sex in your room: im not telling u what me and megan do behind closed doors

11. Caught masturbating: nothing cause i dont masterbate

12. Found out you had 3 days left to live but felt fine: lots of things

13. Were in the supermarket and realized your pants weren’t on: wonder y no one told me cause normally u need pants to get service

14. Been diagnosed with genital harpies: well i would probably cry a little

15. Found out you slept with your best friend: i would smack tom across the face and run away

[Have you]

"Have you ever....."

(Place a star next the ones you haven’t done but would)

1. Done drugs: yes

2. Drank alcohol: yes

3. Given head: nope

4. Ate out anyone: yes

5. Had sex: no*

6. French kissed someone: yea.

7. Hit your best friend: tom no, mike yes,

8. Fantasized over a member of the same sex: no

9. Thought about a friend as more then a friend: yea

10. Been in a fight: yea

11. Watched your father cry: nope

12. Made anyone cry: yes

13. Snuck into an R rated movie: yes

14. Lit someone on fire: yes

15. Wanted to light someone on fire: yea sure

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 21:16:08 GMT

Do | Or | Die

|FiRst|

1. Name: Bill

2. Birth date: 8/19/88

3. Mothers name: denise

4. Fathers name: Bill

5. Favorite day of the year: 27th of december

6. Are you married: nope cant say i am

7.do you have any siblings: yes 2 in fact

8. If so what are their names: becky and christian

9. Your age: 17

10. Favorite food: chicken

11. Do you have a boy/girlfriend: yes

12. Their name: megan elizabeth ego

13. Sign: Leo

14. Sex: male

15. Hair/eye color: brown/brown

16. Height: 5'6

|SecOnd|

1. Have you ever wish someone would die: not really

2. Do you live with both your parents: yes

3. Do you hate your parents: no

4. Do they hate you: nope

5. Your favorite kind of music: rock

6. Your favorite song: wondeful tonight/eric clapton

7. Your favorite animal: penguein

8. Your favorite singer/band: nirvana

9. Your favorite book: ha i don’t read

10. Your least favorite thing in the world: stupid people

11. Do you like the person you got this survey from: i made it

12. Your favorite movie: pirates of the caribbean

13. Favorite place to buy stuff: ha i don’t shop

14. Do you have tattoos: no

15. Piercings: one my ear

|ThIrd|

1. First love: megan

2. Latest love: meg

3. Current crush: no one

4. Are you shy: no

5. Do you like members of the same sex: well accually no

6. Do you cry when someone breaks up with you: if megan did i would

7. Does not seeing your boy/girlfriend for more than a day make you cry: not cry but it makes me sad

8. Do you love someone you cant have: well i cant believe i got her so kinda

9. If so what is their name: meg

10. Have you ever been rejected by the same person more than once: yes bitch die

11. Do you cry every day: no

12. Are you having second thought about your significant other: nope

13. Best friend: mike and T-O-M

|FoUrth|

1. Is there anything you would change about yourself: nope not a thing

2. Do you do drugs: nope

3. Have you ever tried drugs: yea once

4. What scares you the most: being alone

5. Do you want get married: yes

6. Where do you want to live: around here or in florida

7. Who is the last person you talked to: pops

8. Last person you kissed: megan

9. Last person you hugged: mommy

10. The last person you held in your arms: megan

11. Person who has most affects your life: meg

12. Funniest person you know: tom or mike

13. Sexiest person you know: megan then me

14. Most desired person you know: my girlfriend u should see the looks she gets in public

|FiFth|

1. Explain your latest dream: dont remember

2. Person you most want to get it on with: well my girlfriend but we shall wait

3. Last person you want to get it on with: um any dude

4. Last person you danced with: meg

5. Best dancer that is your age: me

6. First thing you notice about members of the opposite sex: megans smile

7. Most important quality to have: sense of humor

8. Ideal dude/chick: megan ego

9. Feelings on sex before marriage: no go yo

10. Feeling about the people who wait till after they get married: good people

11. Person who can make you smile even when you hate life: megan and christian

12. Person you wish you could hang out with right now: meg

13. Person who makes you smile: megan

|SiXth|

1. In the morning you are: tired

2. In the afternoon you are: tired

3. In the evening you are: happy

4. At night you are: awake

5. What is love to you: friendship with handholding

6. What is the one thing you need that would make you happy: a hug from meg

7. Thing you dream about the most: megan and me naked

8. Which is better coke or pepsi: pepsi

9. which is more important your love or friends: they are both important besides ur love is ur friend so theyu are both so they win

10. Have you ever sat online all day just waiting that special someone: no mega nd me are always online when the other one is

11. Do you save conversations: nope cant say i do

12. Do you ever feel like no one cares: not everyone but some people

13. Who is th person in your life that you know you can trust: megan, mike and T-O-M

14. Explain what god means to you: god is the thing that brought life tot he earth the single being that has three teirs, the father, son and holy spirt

|SevEnth|

1. Would you die for the person who sent this to you: yes i would

2. Your thoughts on the person who sent this to you: amazing person i love him

3. Do you love the person who sent this to you: yes as u can see above

4. Does the person who sent this to you make you smile: yes

5. Are you glad this survey is over: yes