Well time 2 put it out there since sum 1 thinks i need 2 update. Well a lot has happned since the last time i got on here. Well best friends gone. lost thru a rather stupid lie and sum other shit. We aint coo but hey i guess we both coo wit it. Well so be it. but at times i wonder if sumthin was happenin 2 him like he was bout 2 get jumped or wateva u know. would i help or not. Ive come to the conclusion I would cause at one time i called him my brother. Shit we almost died 2getha and i dnt think no fight could change dat in my mind you know.
I miss u katie. i hope u havin fun over there. I do have things i wonder bout between me and u but it aint nuthn 2 severe. jus thoughts. things i notice ya know. and i wonder bout em and i know if u readin this then u wonderin y i put this on my xanga instead of sayin nuthin 2 u bout it. I dnt know i guess this is the first time i really sat and thought bout it and im jus puttin wat i feel down and lettin it out now. so if u wanna talk bout it jus let me know ok.
2 everyone else who has got between this lil fued. My bad that i kinda made u choose btween me or him without really sayn dat. I really never realized it till i thought bout. but my bad i didnt wanna put no1 else in this but shit i should have realized i was makin ppl choose by how many times i had 2 tell da story ya know.
But overall im jus tryin 2 do me. Getin along fine i got all i need in life. Shit i get my car bak 4 sure dis week. Im happy bout dat. Life is changin but im happy wit it. 2 a point i feel dat a lot more ppl will come in and leave my life but hey if they do or if they dont i gotta keep on pushin.
When u feel like this bout sum1 that far away not 2 much over here even matters. i find myself thnk bak 2 the old times when we were mad and sad and hey i still feel its all worth it. I MISS U. u betta keep in touch. and when dat lil dutch boy or wateva he is sweeps u off yo feet and does wat i neva could he betta know that if he cheats or fuks up ill b over in a hearbeat 2 whoop an ass hahahah lol.
Bye all got shit 2 do. Dom+Loy= 2/3 of the Chaotic trio lol |