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I called mom later that night at like 2 AM n I almost started crying . . .&nbsp; She goes "Just bare with me" I hella realized.. Theres like 1% of her.. My real true Mama.. Weaving in n out.. She can't control.. Not in the least bit.. And I know how she feels.. None of its controllable.. You can't ever control your feelings.. Feeling upset.. As much as you honestly, genuinely push yourself to happiness.. Good for fucking you.. It doesnt work.. Then you do something TOTALLY random.. N you're like.. WTF!!?!?!? Why the hell did I just do that? What made me say that? Omg!... Its like something is being sewn.. You're weaving two sides together.. Going through one side.. Sliding to the other.. Wtf.. You can control it tho.. If never having it you're like.. Shut the fuck up n be happy.. Quit acting weird.. I don't think you can tell I'm depressed.. I think I fake it.. Even though deep inside I dont feel good.. At home I totally cant control it.. A whole different person takes over my body n makes me do the weirdest things.. Say the meanest things.. Throw HORRID hissy fits.. Holy shit ok.. You know like goths n shit... "I'm depressed.. I hate the world.. Fuck the world.. Fuck life.. I wanna kill myself" Ok.. I think thats like.. An attention factor.. Thats stupidity.. And it pisses me off.. See.. Shit like that I find myself thinking.. Then I'll snap out n be like WTF????!!!! NOOO ALANNA! WHY ARE YOU THINKING THAT! HOLY SHIT! N I cant help it but.. It just like.. Takes over.. Its like weird..</P> <P>Kk.. I tried explaining it as much as I could.. Sheen just got home.. Gunna go talk to her...</P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a class="snap_nopreview" href="http://www.xanga.com/DAYUM_iTs_LeN/120675369/item.html">4:55 AM</a> - <a class="snap_nopreview" href="http://www.xanga.com/DAYUM_iTs_LeN/120675369/item.html">add eprops</a> - <a class="snap_nopreview" href="http://www.xanga.com/DAYUM_iTs_LeN/120675369/item.html">add comments</a> - <a class="snap_nopreview" href="/send.aspx?uid=120675369&tab=weblogs&user=DAYUM_iTs_LeN">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Thursday, August 12, 2004</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody snap_preview"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><h4 class="itemTitle"></h4>MOTHER FUCKER! Or... Mother fuck... Fuck mother... <IMG height=22 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/wtf.gif" width=15> FUCK MY MOTHER is what I'm tryna say.. Holy shit shes crazy.. Oh man.. 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They're sparkly blue tips.. Somethin new again.. Trying new stuff with my nails now.. Lol they gave me a $5 discount cuz they like me.. Haha the lady goes "This girl Alanna! Her father American! Momma from the Philippines.. You be good with her! She beautiful girl!" I was like haha coool! Lol when I walked in they were like ALANNA!!! WHY YOU NO BE HERE IN LONG TIME!?!?!?!? Lol they're so cute! Kk gotta go get shit ready for my mom.. Shes going to rehab this friday!.. Some spiritual shit tho... Nyeah well.. 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