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Name: Kurt
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Conway
Birthday: 9/17/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: I love to watch anytype of Anime except Lupin the third.. Sorry lupin fans but im gonna be a hater on this one!!!
Expertise: Art Art and more Art
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  letmeplayddr2
Member Since:
9/13/2004
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| HAPPY DAY!FINALLY! I-Tunes brought back my song; Lasgo-Out of my Mind! I can buy it now! Thank God! This is such a great song. Great to hear something fresh from Lasgo. This song isn't the only thing fresh; Evi. is no longer with Lasgo and they have aquired a great new front runner. Give it a listen, you will not be dissapointed! | | |
| My life is hectic right now, and I kind of like having stuff to do all the time, but sometimes it seems as though I don't have time for myself, and that's important to have! I am working full time still, I hate it some days, but I survive. Now that school is back in session, I have the added responsibility of that on my shoulders. The first day of school was really depressing knowing my friends have moved on and graduated, but never fear, my day is soon. It's just hard knowing that I won't be in class with them or see them everyday like I use to. I will miss those days; that's for sure. I am really happy to hear my brother is getting married! It will take place in the bahamas next year! I am looking forward to it, and I am so happy for the both of them, plus I really love Robin! Now that he will be getting married, that leaves me hanging out, however I have met someone and I like how things are progressing! He is a wonderful guy, and not bad on the eye either! All n all I'd say things in my life are going pretty darn well! Holla! | | |
| So my music taste have really taken a turn. Listening to DMX satellite radio when not listening to the trusty I-Pod at work, I get exposed to lots of great artists! For example, when you think your fav. dance song couldn't get any better, a rapper remixes it and calls it his own? I actually kind of like Wiz Khalifer's song; his name if anything! Also, I discovered another british female singer; Duffy. I love her voice,she doesn't have the personal problems that Amy Whinehouse does; God love her, because you know I do! I am also awaiting the drop of Bitter:Sweet's new album, should be killer if it is anything like The Mating Game! I am not too excited about Madonna's new CD; Hardcandy. I like Confessions... 10x's better. No album will beat that, especially listening to it in Italy with Shane-O, great memories of a great album. | | |
| As I sit here and watch Will and Grace for the 1000101010010100th time and wonder why the zoo wants to seperate the gay peguins, I want to take a moment and reflect on my life. I have learned and expirenced a lot in my life, and as my college career winds down, I wonder what the rest of my life will hold for me. My brothers have reached the Middle East. By the grace of our Lord Jesus, they are able to spend time together, in a Starbucks of all places! It just blows my mind that thousands of miles away, they are still able to find each other in the vast desert of Kuwait; I think that is just the coolest thing ever! All good things must come to an end as they say, right? Erich will be moving to Baghdad tomorrow and Conrad will remain in Kuwait, hopefully one day their paths will cross again. I wonder what will be different this time that they are over there, hmm probably not much. I'll still wonder how and what they are doing everyday and wonder if they are thinking of me and the rest of our family. I think about what they will be missing out on while they are away; my sr. art show, and in Conrad's case, not only missing my hs graduation, but now he will be missing my college graduation as well. I found out how much stress one goes through in preparing for a show. I could not tell you how relieved I am to have the opening only 4 days away! Talking with my review panel, it was just so surreal to expirence. I can't believe my college career has come down to this moment! My work on display for the entire world to see is exciting and yet I feel vulnerable. To put myself out there for the world to see what I can do is wonderful, and I feel that this is the right time to put myself on display. My car has been to hell and back, and it is still here providing me with reliable transportaion...for the time being. I was driving an 08 Nissan Versa for a while, can I just tell you how much I love that car! So I would like to get one in a few months! I was sad though to give it back :( My dad is absolutly an amazing person with a good heart. I love my dad and would not know what to do without him. I appreciate everything he has done and continues to do for me. From paying for school to fixing my car, my dad is there to help me out without question. I just want to say thank you dad, and I love you! I thank God for letting me have such an amazing dad. I also thank God for letting live each day and have amazing people in my life. I know he put them there for a reason, and I thank him for that. Without those people, I do not know what I would do. So even though my brothers are thousands miles away and will stay there for the next year, I will not give hope and faith in God that they will come back to us, I just wish they were still here and didn't have to go to Iraq, again. | | |
| Dating seasonSo dating season seems to be here once again... or so it would seem to be, and it is just depressing, and sad to me that I don't have that someone to share my life with. Not saying I need someone to make me happy or fulfilled, it would just be extra nice to be able to. Ever since coming to college, it seems that I am in a relationship or dating someone around this time of the year and it always ends during the summer for some unseen reason. I have learned a lot over the years with relationships good and bad. I have grown and think that I have learned from them, and moved on. I have learned not to let myself be blinded by what I think is reality. I put up with it a lot in my last relationship and my friends told me so, but did I listen, no. I was blinded. I wish I had, because they were absolutly right. I wish I rather didn't put up with all the bs or things the other party put me through. It was something looking back on could have done with out, and feel that I could have been treated so much better. But, being blinded, I only saw what I wanted to see and didn't care as long as it meant being with that person. Never again will I put myself second to make someone else happy. I have also learned to listen to what your friends tell you, they know what's best for you. My only regrets would be not listening to them sooner and taking a stand for myself. Why is it when you like someone, you tend to not act like yourself around them or all of a sudden you get to shy or you can't muster the strenght to tell them that you like them for fear of rejection. I am expirencing this now, and it is not the end of the world if you do get rejected, but yet, you can't seem to tell them how much you really do like them. | | |
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