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| It's funny that you would think that, see because at your party you did much worse. You said to her, "you think you know me? You know nothing about me! I cut myself because of my father, he showed up drunk on my birthday." Big fucking woop. Why go after me when you're the one who is playing with her mind? Maybe you're trying to avoide admitting it, you're even worse than I am. You played her for a fool, and here we go again...
How can you not believe me when you're the living truth. You tell her you cut yourself? Where are your mother fucking scars? Where is your pain? Where is your proof? I'm living proof of why I do it. I don't do it for attention. That's why I hide it. I told her the he first time so I could get back at her for being mad at me for a shallow, pointless, stupid reason. All she ever has done to you was stay loyal and love you more than all her other friends. Even though you hate her compared to yours. And since I am her friend I guess I stand no chance. Here we go again...
And you still don't believe me. Fine I did it for my dad. Just like you.
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| I dont want to let you downI can rip my own jeans the jeans I wore when I was a kid then
I want to feel like a fucking kid again
Stop fucking yelling at me, if you're not mad at me don't yell at me
I don't know what's going on because all of the sudden
The room is spinning and my eyes are closed and I'm not smiling
I'm just there, but where is there
I don't feel anything except your lips on mine except your his on mine
I bet this doesn't hurt you
But it fucking feels awful to be me right now
Smiling at the ceiling, you're off of me and I'm reliving
The dozens of times I've been tricked by boys with fucking tiny dicks
And then I fucking dare to say the words that could have gotten me through any day
Except this one, I fucking love you
But I really think I fucking do
I think of tortured souls that would give a thousand lives to be in my position
I think of how these fucking guys have messed me up
I don't want to betray you
I don't want to fucking hurt you any more.
The room is dancing, it's embracing, I don't want to take my clothes off
And I'm just there, but where is there
I don't feel happiness I don't feel love I just feel my lips on yours
It fucking hurts to let you down
Do we really have to take out clothes off to have fun?
Do we really truly sweetie do we need to take our clothes off to have fun.
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| FUCK YOU LILLYif Oreos and marshmallows and pot can't fix it
If cigarettes can't do the trick
If she goes out in her pink converse and sings like she owns every verse
Than fuck it and forget he exists
Two times double crossed, never noticed, high hopes crushed
Blackened eyes, dirty lies, pumpkins and mount olympus
I never should have left
But in the leaving the wanting would have never been true and it never would have made me miss it so badly
But she's fucking gone, she's fucking gone, she's fucking gone
And now that she's gone
You think you were wrong to let her leave
Fucking heave, fucking cling, fucking breathe till all the blood in your lungs is gone and dried.
Acoustics made her cry, Danny god damn operator saved her life
Sinking slowly to the west, does he really know her best
Drunk and laces wont get tied
Bruised and somewhat broken inside
Climb the stairs up to your room
Swoon, I'll be gone soon
Three times is a traitor, I'll never see your back
because you face me like a teenager and a teenager is what I lack
I know I'm scared and I know I'm dumb, does this dress even fit me none?
Can't puke and I can't cut but I want to feel life so much
Walk the common ground in a dress
Walk it holding your lighter in the space that he left
Fill it with drugs and alcohol and I promise the pain killers will kick in
Fuck him
Acoustics made her cry, Danny god damn operator saved her life
Sinking slowly to the west, does her really know her best
Drunk and laces wont get tied
Bruised and somewhat broken inside
Climb the stairs up to your room
Swoon, I'll be alone soon
Las Vegas will vanish in a haze, dreams of hobo stage
Living spotlight on your days, drinking tonic in your coffee
Secret spies all around, can't think a thought with out a rebound
Fucking pigs and fucking dicks
THis whole world makes me sick.
Acoustics made her cry, Danny god damn operator saved her life
Sinking slowly to the west, does her really know her best
Drunk and laces wont get tied
Bruised and somewhat broken inside
Climb the stairs up to your room
Swoon, I'll be alone soon
waking up in another's bed.
fuck you.
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