| L O V I N G my M U S I C~~~~~ It kind of keep me working~~ every songs i like remind me something~~ something that means alot to me~~ THE CALL~~ Good song!!!! give me a really a weird feeling...... makes me wana Work for my life..... Need to get my position from City U Rugby Team....and become a City U Degree student.....its not a dream....its wat im gona work for....may be a goal which i must get...... after the drama production.....FKING START!!! A.football....will enjoy alot....but may be Rugby 1st then A.F 2nd... not gona run away from the problem....need to have faith and trust myself..... NO NEED TO SAY GOOD BYE~~ |
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| Its 4 in the morning.....worrying about my application....so read my year book..... shit....i really do miss alot of people!!! Jade...Jez....Oz..Harry....Vanessa....lloyd and all the people in uk!!! just noticed ive forgot a lot of things...... Never doubt what you are able to achieve!!!!!!!!
I lost all the confident in life.....dont trust myself....eitheri in Rugby...and works.... hahah i kept running away from problems....in Rugby.. playing bad...and change to American football.....hahah~~ Well just wana say!! i have no idea how many people love me and be so caring to me till i read the year book again!!! gees...its only been one year.....and i have forgoten what they said to me~~ got to get myself back together!!! LOVE ALL MY FDS!!!! tou i mite no see you guys.....many thanks for the past 7 years!!!! cant forget!!!
ITS NICE!!! ITS FINE!! MC-LARRY!!!! |
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| I can't remember what I learned last year and this happens every year......
Running out of time is my problem.................. how can i manage those things huh?? not just only affecting myself but also concerning the others......i really need to set a goal for myself....or else im gona ruin someone's future...
Though people always try to keep the promises....you mustnt expect it will happen....
Things i have to do.....think about others...stop wasting time...try to fight for your goals...
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!!!!!!!! |
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| 當走進大社會 奉獻少 罵戰多 相識接著拆夥 朋友仔沒有幾個 幾個 敵人很多 少一個不算少 多一個都太多 當初唱字母歌 學會的 未算多 終於領悟再多 人跌倒又上一課 一課
朋友仔沒有幾個 幾個 聚頭不多 推搪有工作多 多親切都變疏 不想唱勵志歌 勵志歌 勵志麼 彼此背負太多 隨每天習慣經過 經過 為誰奔波獲得比當初再多 比不上當初
................................................................................................................................. So many things keep poping up......feels like geting out of control....Temper....Self control...Mind...all sorts of fucking things......really lost right now.....what is right and wrong....... minds are geting more fk up......lots of shits going on.....kept thinking some weird images.....feels like i can see my own sub conscious....it wasnt that bad at UK....but now..its kind of geting worst..... temper.and self control...easy to get annoyed...little things can get me started.....together or break.....i dont know....im scared i will get to ur limit...im worried that im not good enough for you... weird noise.....plz fk off...... |
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| Ai.....one more Report~~ then im done with this Sem......What a joke hey??? did i work as hard as i can....that is load of shit really......lets just say im gona work hard in Sem B....and i believe that is another load of shit as well.... BUT HEY......if you believe u can do it...then u can......YEAH??....
Havnt touch my Rugby ball......American football.....or my weight for so long la........Been ill.....no motivation to do anything.....Thought Ive done all the Quiz and most of my essays.....i would have more time to play Rugby and AF.....dim chi dou hai need to work....im not complaining that i have to work....but the point is...i need time to do FUN things........today.....very bored...walking around....trying to find people......no one is free.....ai......
no mood....dont know why.......
Hate being ill......hate not playing Rugby and AF......Hate talking loads of shits...... OMG..... |
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