Currently Playing The All-American Rejects By The All-American Rejects see related

today was a pretty crappy day until 6 oclock.  then the pep band game started.  then i went to matts.  and then my day was amazing.  i felt so close to him tonight, like i never quite have before.  we seemed to be connected in some way, connected more than just a label or title of relationship status.  it was a really amazing feeling.  and what was even cooler was that he felt it too.  he told me how he felt in the car on the way to his house, and i was almost speechless, just because we, yet again, were thinking the exact same thing at the exact same time.  and that feeling of "unity" (for a lack of better words) continued throughout the evening.  leaving his house was the hardest thing to do.  *sigh* i just wish we could do things together earlier in the day, because this immense happiness im feeling is being drowned out by sleepiness.  boo on that.

i think thats all i have time for tonight, folks.  more later.

stephanie. 

Currently Watching The Nightmare Before Christmas By Danny Elfman see related

yay for screwing around in english class.  some of the class was sent to the lab to look up song lyrics for a project were doing.  too bad i already have all of them.  but mrs shipley doesnt know that, does she?  mwahahahaha

today has been just okay.....its not even close to being over.  i always hate it when i do this, but i like to list everything thats been not so good during the day, just so i can kinda get my thoughts in order.  so lets see here: i forgot to turn in my all-state form so i dont think ill be able to do it because mr niemiec wont take it tomorrow, i have a headache, both my good flute and my piccolo are broken dead kaputt, my dad will be UBER pissed because of that, flute choir is turning into a big joke, i look like shit today (although matt thinks i look hot, and that always makes me feel WAY better), i bit my lip so its bleeding, aaaaaaaaaand i totally bombed my us history test.  fanfuckingtastic.

sorry about that.  but again, sometimes i need to do that just so i can get everything sorted out in my brain.  which i have a lot of trouble doing sometimes, because everything gets all jumbled up and i cant tell one thing from another, and then i just get frustrated, and then things get even worse.

i finished the perks of being a wallflower today, for the third time.  this time i think it meant something a little bit different to me.  it certainly affected me more than the other times.  it always makes me think about things differently.  if you havent read it before, you definitely should.  its a really great book.

things i think would be cool/interesting (but dont necessarily want to do):
1) go to times square for a new years celebration
2) be on the real world
3) get high/drunk
4) live in germany
5) go clubbing
6) be a porn star
7) be the scrolly thing on the computer mouse (thanks emily)
8) learn HTML
9) coin a new word that everyone begins using
10) get a tattoo

yeah, i dont really know where that came from, but i guess i was just thinking about things that sounded cool and decided to make a list....and im repeating for any of you who didnt catch it the first time that i dont necessarily WANT to do some of the things on that list but still would be interesting.

anyway, i should probably get going.  peace.

stephanie.