| why is it that every guy i break up with finds he's totally in love with me and can't live without me and therefore can't leave me alone after i break up with him? at least with the first boyfriend we are now able to be friends. second one still has nothing to do with me. and now the third one i've finally driven away after breaking up in the middle of july. i don't like hurting them, but that seems to be what it takes to make them leave me alone. why couldn't they have held on that ferociously when we were together?
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| so i'm between jobs, apartments, and schools, but possibly not between boyfriends now. still a bit awkward talking about that (at least on my end) so i'll have to wait and see. but i'm signed up for nurse aide classes so i can get a feel for if i want to be a nurse or an x-ray tech.
we shall see
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| the deed is done... i am single once again. hopefully i stay that way for a while. but boys are just so darn cute... when they aren't being assholes...
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| ok maybe not so soon after all. things relationship-wise are better, but i quit my job because i'm stupid and didn't make sure another was available first, then my car died while i was going 70 on the highway. sweet. so i can't even look for a job because i don't have a car. i rock. though yesterday we went looking for cars in holland and i got myself a grandma car. seriously... it's a grandma car. i told my parents that i didn't care what the car looked like as long as it ran well, and now i eat my words.
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