GAHHH.
okay soo i'm stupid.
you know why?

1. I have school today.
2. I was up till almost 1 am last night then couldnt sleep.

ugh.
you know what else sucks?
Jared is leaving Wednesday for military school.
i'm gonna miss him so much
he became one of my best friends in a week
&& yeah...i'm gonna cry. even if i dont want to i know i will.

i need to go get ready.
i'll write again later

edit;;

okay so someone from my school has my xanga
&& i dont want them to.
because some things i would rather just not have that person know.

meaning i might be making a new xanga soon

other than that today was boring
and stupid me i got jealous/mad at some people
but hey, cant blame me for someone else's actions.

yeah. im kind of in a not so good mood so i might go paint.
or run. yeah running sounds better.

edit 2;;

CHECK YOUR SUBSCRIPTIONS.

<3

this picture makes me feel really pretty
dont ask why.

my boots are hotter than i am though.
more in the morning loves.

edit;;

jared's crotch.
now seriously, how hot is that?

edit;;

my last night staying up "late" && i'm up until freaking 4:30 am.
my last morning sleeping in && i get up at 10. 
that is not right. i need more than 6 hours.

i do not want to go back tomorrow
god 2 weeks isn't long enough for vacation
&& i know i wont be able to wake up on time
i know it.

today
i'm gonna be drawing, painting && writing.
all are for finishing homework

edit 2;;

ahaha.
i didnt draw.
i didnt paint.
i did write.
no homework done.

i'm so hardcore now.
fuck yes.

later.
<3

ps;;
i have a myspace. it sucks right now. but still.
[[add me]]
NOW!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

gosh
last night was sooo much fun

in the car on the way home from meijer

wtf...

MY DINOSAUR!!!

we were watching Napoleon Dynamite [FLASHDANCE!]

before...

after

this time we were watching Garden State...

duhhh

human christmas tree!!

poor courtney..

ahahaha...no idea what that was about

the morning after

AND THEN

rachel came over!!! [havent seen her since last year]

if you looked at all of those...
errr i love you? right.

edit;;

i put the playlist back && added some new songs

tonight my mom and i went to the movies
we sawwww Finding Neverland
GOD johnny depp is fucking sexy.

oh &&
does anyone with a myspace feel like being nice?
i need help making mine prettyful and stuff.

yeah and um..
i think thats it. just felt like updating.

<3

NEW BLOGRING.
join it && i'll love you forever and ever

clicky clicky

&&
guess who's taken !!!!

editttt;;

boredom pikshas

New Year's Resolutions;;
[x] be more organized
[x] quit procrastinating
[x] judge people by personality, not looks
[x] appreciate what i've got

Awesome stuff about this year;;
[x] getting my first "real" boyfriend
[x] spending my whole summer doing the stupidest stuff
[x] meeting josh
[x] staying out WAY past curfew && getting away with it
[x] being probably the most well known 8th grader at my school
[x] dying my hair every hawt color imaginable
[x] discovering the greatness of thrifting
[x] learning how to snowboard
[x] becoming friends with Steph, Nikki, Brack, Ali, Tasia, Jared, Chelsea, Kaitlee && all my other xanga buddies
[x] BEING ME

expect TONS of pictures later tonight
or maybe in the morning

<3

ps;;
happy new years eeeeve

okay so we didnt see Darkness
courtney's mom wouldnt let her.. -.-
we saw Fat Albert instead
it was okay.

NEW COAT AND SHOES!!

new layout too.
like it or no?

<3