| | I figure I eat to fast. (You know when you cram as much food int your mouth without chewing!) That is me. I think I will slow it down today.
I think I will slow everything down starting today, besides playing poker.
Watching your buddies lose a total amount of 1900 large is depressing. Funny it may be but depressing. Just 10 years ago most of them had an allowance of probably $10 dollars a week. The casino really does put a toll on your bank.
I hardly feel the change in the year. Haven't even had a chance to write 08 on a paper or note yet. Still think it is 07. Silly me I guess. Part of not writing down anything is the fact of me being lazy. I cozied up myself to work, seeing someone, and playing home poker. I might even restart playing at the boat. Besides that note I am comfortable. That is a small probably because it interjects with my friends unlimited free schedule of time. Gu & Austin. I don't like leaving a boy hanging but my lifestyle interjects. I don't want to lose them as a good friend either. We just have different schedules sometimes. If I didn't have work I know things would be different but at the same time I know our lifestyles are way different and converting to his or mine would cause a shift of character from which we are now making us lose the reason why we first met and are good friends.
I told myself I would try to make more time but in the end it is all the same. All place to hang out are smoking and are out of environment situations where you feel awkward because your not in control of the area and you always like to be in control. I wish Austin didn't live so far away. That is another inconvenience. Hope the best for him anyways.
One of my goals is to try to better myself through and for my good friends with good hearts.
Gu and I
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| | Posted 1/9/2008 3:28 PM - 1 comments
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