Its an uncontroling feelings and thougths.I gotta let it lose and able to make some changes.I began to realize how much i still feel for this person Im long to b wif.No matta or how much I do otha things,i would able to hear your voice in ma ear.Saying "Im sorry Im sorry"repeatedly.Wheneva i get drunk hmmmmmmm how can I put dis.?..yeah Wheneva i get drunk i................i saw you standing there looking at me wondering why Im drinking and getting drunk.I told maself dat i felt dat i should say da same for you dat Im sowwie.For dis wun person......your maybe a different soul I actually knew bak in da dais.A time can tells us how will dis world can go on even if da 2 of us can't b 2gether.Its da separation.I can truely rip up a new demension in ma world.For me and you 2 b as wun again.Such foolishness I've become.I thought Im not scared of what I am.I felt it haunting me each nite.The word,the picturing face of her.Im scared I mite lose something very importance soul."She loves me,she loves me not"? I can easily throw away ma soul in2 da winds and let it flow so calm.Yeah it is.I guess no wun knew dat i still have diz feelings for diz wun soul.I say it b4 and I'll say it again " I miss you babe"