I am done w/ xanga for now. I will respond to whatever you happen to post, but if you wanna catch me, visit my myspace page (www.myspace.com/h_dubz). That's a good way to get in touch w/ me, other than that, I will no longer be writing my enties here.

Hillary

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL! (well happy thanksgiving break neway) So, I just got a new myspace account, and it's cool, you can find me as h dub, or just hillary. I'm so obsessed w/ myspace! I check it almost everyday, just to see what people say, and who wants to be my "friend" It's not healthy for me. So I'm currently being courted by this guy in my gov't class, I didn't realize he was interested until I overheard(I didn't intend to ease-drop) him talking to his friend saying he liked "That hillary girl from gov't... I don't know if she likes me..." I was flattered b/c he's cute. Not hot. Not ugly, but cute. He's a little to "preppy white boy" for me, but it has been a while since I've dated... idk... if he makes the first move, I guess I'll except, if not... well then, it wont happen.

So I think I failed my gov't exam, I just glanced at the notes, and when I took the test, it was too easy, that's usually a sign that I've failed the test... so yeah, I'm a little concearned... but I don't wanna think about it until monday... when I have a huge ass lab do, that I haven't started.... yeah, I always work better under pressure. I try to get ahead by a few weeks at the begining of school, so I can relax later, but towards the end of the semester, the shit hits the fan, and I gotta play "catch-up" neway... that's my life... school, job hunt... and boys who like me, that aren't my type.... I didn't tell you about the slew of African dudes that asked me out... I'll save that for later... they all looked like Shabah Ranks (google him, you'll see what I mean!)

Love u guys... thanx 4 answering Sparky... and Tay-Tay. Love you guys.xoxo

Well.... I'm in lab now, and I'm sooooo bored!  I'm finished with my stuff, but I need the attendence, I've already skipped too much. I finally heard from mark... my "best friend" finally emailed me after ignoring me for 3 years.... b/c his girlfriend was jelouse... wtf! I'm not compitition.... I don't want him, we were friends. PERIOD. Whatever, I can't decide whether to be mad or to just let it go. So many things...

Fell off the diet for like four days, but I think I'm getting back on 2moro... I can just feel the fat creepin' back on me man! I've decided to cut the strings w/ Janae. She's a good friend and all, but she does too many shady things...

Wow, most of this message has been negative. On a positive note, I'm going home in December. I know for a fact b/c my mom is paying for it, so I wont piss the money away like I did the last time. I can't wait, I think I'll be there for seven days, as soon as winter-mester is over I'll be up there the next day. I'll be staying with my friend Nicki C. and I plan to visit everyone I possibly can w/i the first three days and then just chill out w/ fam the rest of the time. I'm so excited, mom's about to by my ticket when she gets paid on friday. I need to start calling people and telling them I'm comming and to get ready to have fun!

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Kacha, you crack me up!!!!

Hey guys! The diet is going fine, I was able to fit in the dress and I looked wonderful! I think that was the most fun I've ever had on vacation w/ my family... the wedding was beautiful, my sister-in-law looked like a princess.

College= still kickin' my ass... I've been kinda bumbed lately 'cause I haven't really gotten ne love from my MO friends... except for the SUPER HOT BECKY. I miss you guys, I love to hear from you all, even if it's like once every other month... i have low standards man... just holla everyonce in a while.   I have been hangin' w/ clara a lot lately, she cracks me up, her new neice is a cutie, Oh and I got a new baby sitting gig from this chick in my Government 1 class, It pays well!

Yoshe I am looking foward to your prty... after you break it down Philipeno style... I'm we're gonna have to break it down club style!!! Speakin' of the club... when the hell are we gonna go to Le Ber's (sp)... who knows mabey it'll help you w/ the jey issue...

I love u guys.... especially my mexican lookin' ass Floyd... love you cuz

holla

 I LOVE MY NEW CONTACTS!!!

Hey guys, Rita didn't kick our ass like we thought it would, but it did blow my dead plant over... I guess that was my cue to toss that heifer in the garbage....

College is already kickin' my ass, you know you're off to a bad start if you're only 4 weeks into school and you already need a break. I'm not slackin' off or anything I just can't find the "want" to go to class, except for Spanish 1, that class is kick ass... Sra. David did a hell of a job, 2 years later and I still remember. I met another boy the other day, the one who almost popped it...... well let's just say he was into a little bit more than I was... let's leave it at that... I swear the guys who like big girls are into some weird stuff! NEway, this guy I met is, I'll just call him "P", is cute as hell, we went on a couple dates and damn... nothing strange has happened yet (knock on wood).

Sorry I haven't been updating, I mean to, I just get caught up in life. I will comment back to everyone sometime this week, but for now I must go cram, for I have an exam to do in computer essentials. Wish me luck. Peace!!!!

I LUV YOU LITTLE SPARKEY!!!!!