Whew!

Things got really busy all of the sudden but now I'm back!

Expect a nice, long update very soon! <3

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It's not that I'm mad at you. . .

I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

What we have here is a dreamer,
someone completely  o u t  o f  t o u c h  with reality.
When she jumped, she probably thought she could fly.

You were never my boyfriend, but we were so close.
And in my heart, I really did love you.
I guess I just miss you and what we used to be.

and i'm lonely again tonight
i can feel it like a knot in my side
they keep saying this is part of the ride
but i'm not getting stronger

In a world that keeps turning and moving so fast,
when you can’t hold onto nothing and nothing seems to last,
it’s so good to know that love still remains

for being such a smart girl,
you're being so stupid about this

We drive tonight and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives
like we've known each other forever.
Time flies by with the sound of your voice.
It's close to paradise
with the end surely near,
and if I could only stop the car,
I would hold you and never let go.

A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.

Sweetheart, you can’t bullshit me.
See, I’ve lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it.
So, let’s try this again,
and how about the truth this time?

it's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar.
that's the way it feels when i see him touching her.
it's like falling face first into a bed a of broken glass.

i'm not leaving this place
unless i'm leaving with you
'cause you're the only person
with a half-decent heart
and i know you'll put it to use.

I had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one thing I could finally count on.

Update coming soon!

Promise!

By the way, there has been a record number of subscribers this week! <3

[-x- 071 -x-]

When scientists discover the center of the universe. . . .

you were a sell out
but you couldn't even do that right
so your price tag has been slashed
and you're chillin' on a half price clearance rack

You're three thousand miles from the place you once called home. So much different, you're getting distant. And now I'm the only one whose all alone. The fact about fiction is that it's always in your head. So let it all go just what you don't know is I'd pick you, yeah, I'd pick you instead.

don't we all hope for a boy, who,
as we smooth & tug at our clothes,
will grab our hands & smile & ask us,
"now, what the hell are you trying to fix, beautiful?"

this is the epitome of everything you see in the movies.
this world is a time bomb ticking and i think that
i could stop it if you help me.

forget to breathe when you're around, heart
skips a beat and falls right out. i just can't
speak or make a sound, cause you're too
beautiful right now, inside and out.

New Update coming later this evening!

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