Hello all. I am sorry for disappearing for so long. I have been struggling with my weight.. I have a photo shoot in 2 1/2 weeks. So I need to lose at least 10 lbs. I hope you all are doing well and I hope I can support you!
*Mischa
Here is some thinspo I have collected.

CW 121

Somehow by eating something after 3 days of not eating I lost weight? I don't understand. So I am going to continue fasting. I got my belly button pierced last night. So I have to have a nice stomach now! NO EXCEPTIONS! Today's goal is to rearrange me room. IE the furniture and all. And to put all my clothes some where. I have so many clothes but I don't like any of them! I should burn some major calories for moving furniture don't you think? I hope so. Objective for today: Not go to Granparent's house. They are having a huge barbaque with a ton of people and a ton of food! So NOT my idea of fun!!! I still have no ciggies. ]: I feel like when I have them they don't make me not hungry. I end up eating more with them. Probably becasue they are connected to my treatment freinds so my mind makes me eat! STUPID HEAD! NO MORE EATING! 2 more pounds and I am out of the 120's. FOREVER. I hate this! Be strong girls Starve on!

CRAP! they are making me eat! damn it! I am not even hungry!!!!! CW is still 122. I have never had this problem of fasting and not losing weight! GREAT! i get to be fat forever! But the modeling audition.. the agency that was there as well gave me there card and said to call to schedule for some extra headshots and stuff! they dont do that for everyone! They said they loved my hair and my runway walk! ahhH! I find out in a week if I made it for the Fashionshow and the magazine shoot. I am so excited! Wish me luck! and please someone wish me even more luck with FOOD and my WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

CW 122

So I lost 2 lbs in 2 days.. That sucks. But i was laying in bed all yesterday and all today because I have been sick. I got out of eating for today. But not for tomorrow. I dunno what I am going to do. I have a modeling audition tomorrow and I am enormous. GREAT! Blah, so far my fast is okay.Anyway, how are you girls?

Yes I weigh more. I am fasting for 19 days. why? because 19 is a good number. And it will be my 1year anniversary for the admittance to the hospital. So i must find a way to not eat a lot. ready set? GO! GO MISCHA GO! Support me please.?