back in new york again. things have been kind of stressfull for me. my stepmom and dad are fighting like crazy...and i know that they dont try it but, i get put in the middle of it. it puts me on the spot because i cant take sides because most of the time i agree with my stepmom, but if i said that then my dad would make my life miserable. i really wanna go home because being here doesnt do any good for me. i always come here thinking that things will be different, but they never are. my stepmom means well...i know that she does, but my dad is a whole different story. i know that he cares somewhat, but he wont take the responsibility that comes along with caring for someone. kk....im done venting about that!

ummm...i have had a couple good times while i have been here last sunday my stepmom, rachel, my stepbrother, misty, julian, jordan, debbie, me, and marissa went to the zoo. it was fun. Then this saturday, me, debbie, and my stepmom went shopping. debbie bought me and her these really cute shirts. they r the same except mine is grey and hers is pink. Then debbie took us out to lunch. and two nights ago i spent the night at my grandmas with my sister caitlin.

<3 ~sam~

having a pretty good time in NY! me and dad r fighting a lot but ...what else is new. other than that...it is amazing! we went to seabreeze on saturday with my stepmom, my sister, and  my stepmoms friend, Debbie. it was fun...me and debbie went in the wave pool together...amazing! later this week we r going to the beach cause my dad lives like 5 min from the beach! tonight we r going to pick my stepbrother up from the airport and then going to eat at a resturant in buffalo. i think maybe tomorrow we might be going to the corn hill festival...which is an amazing huge festival in the middle of down town by debbie's house! i also went with mary to c the omen yesterday...it was pretty good, adn when debbie was here we saw cutting edge2. im excited cause on wednesday i get to go to gananda with my grandma ...so that should be fun! my other stepbrother is coming home from DC on saturday....so i get to c him and the kids before i leave!

<3 ~sam~

hey hey !! im in NY...having an amazing time! i love spending the summers here. i miss all of my friends dearly   :(    but i will be home on early saturday afternoon! then im leaving again on the fourth of july so that i can come back for two more weeks.

I MISS U GUYS!!!!-rachel, melody, bethany, sarah, sasha, emily, lauren, megan

<333 ~sam~

hey hey !! im in NY...having an amazing time! i love spending the summers here. i miss all of my friends dearly   :(    but i will be home on early saturday afternoon! then im leaving again on the fourth of july so that i can come back for two more weeks.

I MISS U GUYS!!!!-rachel, melody, bethany, sarah, sasha, emily, lauren, megan

<333 ~sam~

wow...bethanys bonfire last night was amazing!! sooo much fun!

1. lauren being abusive: kicking me in the shin, hit me in the shoulder with the ball, almost breaking my arm when she fell on me! lol good times

2. capture the flag

3. breaking sashas glasses-but being able to fiz them

4. smores and mountain pies

5. seasons of love-<33  bethanys solo!!

6. me and sam neigdig being scared when we were hiding in the tree

7. sasha and devon's "u dont know me"-haha

8. abe trying on bethanys bathing suit top

9. abes soccer ball boobs with the marshmallow nipples!! lol

10. jack taking sashas sweatshirt

11. hide and seek in the dark

12. abe mooning us

13. scary drunk people that kept calling sashas phone to come over

14. dereks face paint

15. laurens "splinter"

16. derek the medic

17.tipping sasha over in the lawn chair

18. hiding devons flip flops

19. having gross feet from walking barefoot

20.melissa- "i just have to go to the bathroom!!!"

21. sarah and corner of the sky solo

22. our little circle when we were singing-kumbya!!

thanks to bethany, sasha, lauren, devon, sarah, melissa, sam,emily, jack, abe, and derik for an amazinf time!!! bonfire = amazing!!

<333 ~sam~