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| what the heck is up minions. not much here just chilaxin and listenin
to my ipod. so today im at home by myself right trying to learn how to
moonwalk, and my dad just shows up at my house...and hes talking to my
mom on the phone or something and shes like upset and they're like
getting into it and i just let him through the door and hes standing
there arguing with my mom on the phone about selling the house and who
gets what and all that and im like...dude i dont want to hear that crap
so went and got my crap and left. so i came to sizemores and played
video games and tried to learn how to moonwalk again. but it didnt
happen. o well. i finally brought my friggin drum set back home from
the church. its so very glad to be home :) now we can learn family
system! rejoice friends. random fact: emily is like the worst partner
to play catch phrase with. whether its her inability to stop laughing
or her ridiculous clues, she'll be sure to contribute in the worst way
possible. sorry emily, but its the truth...and the truth hurts. like
when your dad wants you to help him move his stuff out to his
mistresses house. man i need a good shave and a
haircut...like the song. i dont know what to do with it though...i
could leave my hair long, dye it black, and grow a goatee and dye it
black too, and get my eyebrow pierced and be a hardcore rocker...or i
can cut my hair and completly shave my face and look like im in the 5th
grade.....decisions. i dont know what to do. i dont grow my beard out
just to shave it all off i do it so i can do something with it. same
with my hair. i dunno. feedback would be appreciated. ok well
amigos ol travie is bushed (lol i said the b word) so im gonna hit it.
alright friends its the weekend so live it up....because they're salty! later
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so here i sit, sippin on my 591 (mL that is) of Mello
Yello, and wondering how long it will take before the certain,
impending doom of kidney stones hits me, and trying to remember the
last time I hugged my Zord was..you can't win Ivan Ooze....5:42 P.M.
basketball game tonight....do I go? Am I to suffer the same
fate as so many others before me? Am I to go out there and risk life
and limb?!?...to pollute the stands with purple?....my mind speaketh,
and it sayeth...nay dawg...nay...dont ask me why it does that....5:55
P.M....happy hour....the quiet hum of the computer tower seems to have
the strangest soothing effect on the soul, like the softest pillow
of mechanical mechanisms, working all in time, lulling me to
sleep....that coupled with the fact that im sitting in the dark
and all that white pony i've been riding, i think i fell
asleep just now....5:59 P.M.....recovering from the
strange reccuring dream of wearing lederhose in a vat of sour
cream, the blinding wave of photons emitting from the liquid crytal
computer moniter(dont touch it josh) only serves to steal my gaze
back to it, like a squirrel to a bug zapper. A blank text box
ready for my mindless ranting for others to indulge themselves with...i
press on....6:07 P.M....well im putting up our christmas tree
tonight...its artificial of course....ah the joyous occasion of lost
instructions...the cozy touch of fake pine needles piercing my
flesh..the fufullment of my cat braving the heights of the tallest
object in the house and knocking it onto the sugar cookie candle,
setting it aflame..happy holidays friends, happy holidays...6:20
P.M...i have to clean my room tonight...a neverending abyss
of darkness, i dare not face it alone...there is an evil
there that does not sleep and one does not simply march into my
room...it is a place of fire and ash...and the very air is a
poisonous fume...not with 10,000 men could i do this...it is
folly....we'll see what goes down...6:28 P.M.....i noticed my big chat
dizzle is down...must of been those freakin keebler elfs again..they
just came out of the trees man...out of the trees...ill get you keebler
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| well here we are again...yes i know its been awhile since ive updated.
but anyway..whats everybody been up to? school sucks as im sure
everybody knows, and soccer isnt really doin it for me at the moment.
but its all good. the party obviously was awesome thanks to a certain
few lol. me, shaun and scriblet had a good ol time hehe. anyway
but other than that not a lot goin on just thought i would make a quick
update. sorry its short. later
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| well we all knew it would happen sooner or later....back due to popular
demand...yes its my xanga. ill start to post again....lol i say that
now but we'll see what really happens. anyway not a lot has been goin
on. just got back from church tonight. it was awesome we actually got
to play some games so that rocked. anyway hope all of you that i
dont get to see are doing well and having a good summer. ive mainly
just been working and thats it so its been pretty crummy most of
the summer. aside from my work life, the social life isnt too bad.
pretty confused on a few issues, but its nothing ive never had to
deal with before. anyway, if i havent seen you much this summer or even
seen you much period, call me up sometime and we can do somethin! dont
be shy lol 258-1709 anyway thats bout it for now. take it easy
all, Travis | | |
| well, this will probably be one of my last posts. i doubt many people read this and even fewer comment. but most of all i just dont really care to keep it updated so ill update less often than i already do now, which is almost never anyways. couple things to say i guess. me and the guys have been videoing our jam sessions and we're gonna try to make a dvd out of all the stuff we've got recorded. so that will be sweet when its all finished. went to church today for once. im gonna try to start going now, believe it or not i used to go pretty often, but that was with yancy so it was way back when. so ya. wish me luck with that i guess hehe. i was lying in bed tonight, just thinking, and decided to post my thoughts, just to get them out i guess. read if you want to waste time and start to think im more of a blithering idiot that i already am...ive been thinking about a few different things lately, and they've kind of given me a self-reflection episode i guess. but before i start i want to put a couple hings out here first. im not writing this for smypathy, attention, make people mad, whatever. mainly just a release for me i guess...second, i dont want anybody to take this the wrong way like the whole danielle thing seems to be being taken, which i will talk about later, but anyway, i dont want anybody to take this the wrong way and get all offensive on me, because i know i dont go to church enough, i know i swear and gossip, i know im not baptized and i know i dont pray enough, i know im not holy in any sense of the word, i know ive denied God, im a deciever, liar, hypocrite and a even a pagan at times, and i am in no way a model christian, and i dont believe that i act like i am or claim to be, but i still think that even the worst sinner deserves to tell his side of the story, so i think i can share whats on my mind....if anybody has any objections let me know...now with that out of the way....i guess i had an epiphany or something. or maybe not. whatever. but anyway...one thing on my mind is danielles xanga. reading her past few posts and hearing other people judge what she has said has brought some things to my attention. first off, i havent talked to her in a long time so i dont know any more than what i have read on her xanga. but if what she says is how she truly feels, then more power to her. if not, then it doesnt matter because i am no one to judge or to doubt, and nor is anybody else. Emily, i was going to say this before i found out Thayne had said it, but basically im agreeing with him. It may be true that no, not all your pain will all go away instantly, and no you wont have the perfect life with no problems, and no you wont win the lottery or something stupid like that just because you follow God. but i think it still might be the answer to your problems, maybe you just took the wrong approach. a good relationship with Christ is something that takes time, just like any relationship with any of your other friends, and the longer it goes on and progresses, the better it will be. just like any other friendship it requires sacrifices, but you know it will ultimately pay off times over. i think what happened to you was, instead of gradually easing into the trying life of a life for God, you kind of went full sprint and got burned out on it after a little bit. believe me i know how that feels and it has happened to me many times before. i mean absolutely no offense whatsoever towards her by saying this, but i think it was because of Mindy. when me and her were "together" or whatever we wanted to call it, i tried to be a better follower of God, just like her...problem was, she was at a point in her relationship that i couldnt even start to comprehend, and trying to jump into it at that...uh..."intensity" just wasn't the right way for me to approach it. dont get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with Mindy or the way Mindy lives her life or her walk with God, but to try to go from where i was in my relationship with God to where she was, was close to impossible. i think maybe you're like me and the same thing happened to you. Consider trying again, because statistics say the "godly goody good role" gives you a pretty good chance of going to heaven. in closing, im not trying to act like a jerk and tell you you're wrong or act like i know the answers to everything and tell you what to do. this is just my view on it and some words to hopefully help you out. but, what would i know about it all...second thing thats been on my mind, God works and speaks in mysterious ways. God talks to us, whether we realize it or not, and he talks to us whether we listen or not. sometimes we listen and obey, sometimes we dont, either way, God will get the point across and his will will be done, whether its in a way that you like or not. God has been weighing heavy on my heart lately, speaking to me through things going on around me. in a cruel and ironic kind of way. ill leave this alone, but basically, when you know God tells you something you should listen, because although merciful, he is also just. and what he says goes. remember that. The last thing is Matt. that good ol' beaner. it seems every time i have a good chat with Matt i seem to get a little more of the world figured out, he kind of gives me a mental slap to the face and tells me to wake up quit bein in frickin idiot. only in a nicer way. i truly believe that God has spoke to me through him because i can relate to what he says in so many different ways, cept i get put on the guilt trip of my life because i know everything he says is true and applies to me and im not strong enough to have the will to overcome it.....maybe its just coincidence. but then again that is what hes there for....so who knows. in closing, ive been writing for 2 hours and its way past my bedtime. i hope i didnt leave anything out and i hope you all dont think im too weird. see you at school tomorrow. peace. Travis | | |
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