DarkPrinceofDestruction's Xanga

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 02:55:31 GMT

what the heck is up minions. not much here just chilaxin and listenin to my ipod. so today im at home by myself right trying to learn how to moonwalk, and my dad just shows up at my house...and hes talking to my mom on the phone or something and shes like upset and they're like getting into it and i just let him through the door and hes standing there arguing with my mom on the phone about selling the house and who gets what and all that and im like...dude i dont want to hear that crap so went and got my crap and left. so i came to sizemores and played video games and tried to learn how to moonwalk again. but it didnt happen. o well. i finally brought my friggin drum set back home from the church. its so very glad to be home :) now we can learn family system! rejoice friends. random fact: emily is like the worst partner to play catch phrase with. whether its her inability to stop laughing or her ridiculous clues, she'll be sure to contribute in the worst way possible. sorry emily, but its the truth...and the truth hurts. like when your dad wants you to help him move his stuff out to his mistresses house. man i need a good shave and a haircut...like the song. i dont know what to do with it though...i could leave my hair long, dye it black, and grow a goatee and dye it black too, and get my eyebrow pierced and be a hardcore rocker...or i can cut my hair and completly shave my face and look like im in the 5th grade.....decisions. i dont know what to do. i dont grow my beard out just to shave it all off i do it so i can do something with it. same with my hair. i dunno. feedback would be appreciated. ok well amigos ol travie is bushed (lol i said the b word) so im gonna hit it. alright friends its the weekend so live it up....because they're salty! later

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 19:27:08 GMT

REAL BOY WEBLOG:

so here i sit, sippin on my 591 (mL that is) of Mello Yello, and wondering how long it will take before the certain, impending doom of kidney stones hits me, and trying to remember the last time I hugged my Zord was..you can't win Ivan Ooze....5:42 P.M. basketball game tonight....do I go? Am I to suffer the same fate as so many others before me? Am I to go out there and risk life and limb?!?...to pollute the stands with purple?....my mind speaketh, and it sayeth...nay dawg...nay...dont ask me why it does that....5:55 P.M....happy hour....the quiet hum of the computer tower seems to have the strangest soothing effect on the soul, like the softest pillow of mechanical mechanisms, working all in time, lulling me to sleep....that coupled with the fact that im sitting in the dark and all that white pony i've been riding, i think i fell asleep just now....5:59 P.M.....recovering from the strange reccuring dream of wearing lederhose in a vat of sour cream, the blinding wave of photons emitting from the liquid crytal computer moniter(dont touch it josh) only serves to steal my gaze back to it, like a squirrel to a bug zapper. A blank text box ready for my mindless ranting for others to indulge themselves with...i press on....6:07 P.M....well im putting up our christmas tree tonight...its artificial of course....ah the joyous occasion of lost instructions...the cozy touch of fake pine needles piercing my flesh..the fufullment of my cat braving the heights of the tallest object in the house and knocking it onto the sugar cookie candle, setting it aflame..happy holidays friends, happy holidays...6:20 P.M...i have to clean my room tonight...a neverending abyss of darkness, i dare not face it alone...there is an evil there that does not sleep and one does not simply march into my room...it is a place of fire and ash...and the very air is a poisonous fume...not with 10,000 men could i do this...it is folly....we'll see what goes down...6:28 P.M.....i noticed my big chat dizzle is down...must of been those freakin keebler elfs again..they just came out of the trees man...out of the trees...ill get you keebler elfs.......ill get you. im out

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:42:55 GMT

well here we are again...yes i know its been awhile since ive updated. but anyway..whats everybody been up to? school sucks as im sure everybody knows, and soccer isnt really doin it for me at the moment. but its all good. the party obviously was awesome thanks to a certain few lol. me, shaun and scriblet had a good ol time hehe. anyway but other than that not a lot goin on just thought i would make a quick update. sorry its short. later

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 23:06:02 GMT

well we all knew it would happen sooner or later....back due to popular demand...yes its my xanga. ill start to post again....lol i say that now but we'll see what really happens. anyway not a lot has been goin on. just got back from church tonight. it was awesome we actually got to play some games so that rocked. anyway hope all of you that i dont get to see are doing well and having a good summer. ive mainly just been working and thats it so its been pretty crummy most of the summer. aside from my work life, the social life isnt too bad. pretty confused on a few issues, but its nothing ive never had to deal with before. anyway, if i havent seen you much this summer or even seen you much period, call me up sometime and we can do somethin! dont be shy lol 258-1709 anyway thats bout it for now. take it easy all, Travis

Monday, March 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:32:37 GMT

well, this will probably be one of my last posts. i doubt many people read this and even fewer comment. but most of all i just dont really care to keep it updated so ill update less often than i already do now, which is almost never anyways. couple things to say i guess. me and the guys have been videoing our jam sessions and we're gonna try to make a dvd out of all the stuff we've got recorded. so that will be sweet when its all finished. went to church today for once. im gonna try to start going now, believe it or not i used to go pretty often, but that was with yancy so it was way back when. so ya. wish me luck with that i guess hehe. i was lying in bed tonight, just thinking, and decided to post my thoughts, just to get them out i guess. read if you want to waste time and start to think im more of a blithering idiot that i already am...ive been thinking about a few different things lately, and they've kind of given me a self-reflection episode i guess. but before i start i want to put a couple hings out here first. im not writing this for smypathy, attention, make people mad, whatever. mainly just a release for me i guess...second, i dont want anybody to take this the wrong way like the whole danielle thing seems to be being taken, which i will talk about later, but anyway, i dont want anybody to take this the wrong way and get all offensive on me, because i know i dont go to church enough, i know i swear and gossip, i know im not baptized and i know i dont pray enough, i know im not holy in any sense of the word, i know ive denied God, im a deciever, liar, hypocrite and a even a pagan at times, and i am in no way a model christian, and i dont believe that i act like i am or claim to be, but i still think that even the worst sinner deserves to tell his side of the story, so i think i can share whats on my mind....if anybody has any objections let me know...now with that out of the way....i guess i had an epiphany or something. or maybe not. whatever. but anyway...one thing on my mind is danielles xanga. reading her past few posts and hearing other people judge what she has said has brought some things to my attention. first off, i havent talked to her in a long time so i dont know any more than what i have read on her xanga. but if what she says is how she truly feels, then more power to her. if not, then it doesnt matter because i am no one to judge or to doubt, and nor is anybody else. Emily, i was going to say this before i found out Thayne had said it, but basically im agreeing with him. It may be true that no, not all your pain will all go away instantly, and no you wont have the perfect life with no problems, and no you wont win the lottery or something stupid like that just because you follow God. but i think it still might be the answer to your problems, maybe you just took the wrong approach. a good relationship with Christ is something that takes time, just like any relationship with any of your other friends, and the longer it goes on and progresses, the better it will be. just like any other friendship it requires sacrifices, but you know it will ultimately pay off times over. i think what happened to you was, instead of gradually easing into the trying life of a life for God, you kind of went full sprint and got burned out on it after a little bit. believe me i know how that feels and it has happened to me many times before. i mean absolutely no offense whatsoever towards her by saying this, but i think it was because of Mindy. when me and her were "together" or whatever we wanted to call it, i tried to be a better follower of God, just like her...problem was, she was at a point in her relationship that i couldnt even start to comprehend, and trying to jump into it at that...uh..."intensity" just wasn't the right way for me to approach it. dont get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with Mindy or the way Mindy lives her life or her walk with God, but to try to go from where i was in my relationship with God to where she was, was close to impossible. i think maybe you're like me and the same thing happened to you. Consider trying again, because statistics say the "godly goody good role" gives you a pretty good chance of going to heaven. in closing, im not trying to act like a jerk and tell you you're wrong or act like i know the answers to everything and tell you what to do. this is just my view on it and some words to hopefully help you out. but, what would i know about it all...second thing thats been on my mind, God works and speaks in mysterious ways. God talks to us, whether we realize it or not, and he talks to us whether we listen or not. sometimes we listen and obey, sometimes we dont, either way, God will get the point across and his will will be done, whether its in a way that you like or not. God has been weighing heavy on my heart lately, speaking to me through things going on around me. in a cruel and ironic kind of way. ill leave this alone, but basically, when you know God tells you something you should listen, because although merciful, he is also just. and what he says goes. remember that. The last thing is Matt. that good ol' beaner. it seems every time i have a good chat with Matt i seem to get a little more of the world figured out, he kind of gives me a mental slap to the face and tells me to wake up quit bein in frickin idiot. only in a nicer way. i truly believe that God has spoke to me through him because i can relate to what he says in so many different ways, cept i get put on the guilt trip of my life because i know everything he says is true and applies to me and im not strong enough to have the will to overcome it.....maybe its just coincidence. but then again that is what hes there for....so who knows. in closing, ive been writing for 2 hours and its way past my bedtime. i hope i didnt leave anything out and i hope you all dont think im too weird. see you at school tomorrow. peace. Travis

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 22:07:54 GMT

hey everybody hows it goin? goin alright here just though i'd take a minute out of my fairly uneventful life to let you all know what ive been up to. basically one word....jammin. lol thats about it. me and the guys try to practice at 3-4 nights a week if we're lucky. we've been recordin our jam sessions and got a new program for my comp to let us make like dvds and all this other good junk so we'll see where that goes. but ya we're starting to sound pretty good i must say. a little more practice and we might just be mistaken for a band hehe. ;) other than that though the usual. school. soccer. blah blah blah. nobody cares lol. anyway. tomorrows friday we're gonna hit up some starbucks as usual and maybe a movie or two. i gotta hit the sack early cause ive got a soccer tourney this weekend which SUCKS. know why? cause i have a game at 7 on saturday morning. that means be there by 6:30, that means leave the house by 6:00, and that means get up by 5:45.....sigh.....o well. got another game same day at 2:30 and another one on sunday at 9:30. so most of my weekend is shot to heck. but anyway. in other news i got like hella sidetracked on my way to practice tonight. as embarassing as it is, i was..dare i say...lost for a bit. cause i could get back to flippin amidon cause there was freakin ghettos and suburbs and crap that always dead ended. i was gonna be there late anyway but ya i was like a half hour late. but o well it was gay anyway. well ya thats my little status report. im gonna go. lataz

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 23:52:00 GMT

wow. im slackin. anywho not a whole lot to say anyway, but ya ill see what i can do. uh last few weeks were rather uneventful. school durin the week, starbucks on friday night of course. bein lazy on the weekends. not a lot else unfortuneatly. spring breaks almost here! heck ya. not sure what im gonna be doin yet. probably be lazy and probably hit up some paintball with the guys. so anyway sorry this was short and boring. better than long and boring i guess : P hehe. aight well im stupid so im gonna go. lataz

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 20:23:32 GMT

well hello my little minions. how is everybody? well its been forever since ive hit this up so i figured i better. shnikes its been a hella long week. but we're almost to the weekend so its all good. im not gonna take the time to go over whats happened in the past week or two, but it was rather uneventful, soccer games, Gleasons tests, bein lazy and rockin out. I cant wait till Snocore! holy shnikes its gonna rock. anyway. not sure what all im doin this weekend. i think tomorrow me and josh and austin are gonna jam after poo gets out of practice, then we're gonna go try and rent the grudge, play some video games, hit up some starbucks, since its our friday night tradish, probably cause some mischief at places such as wal-mart, do random things at random places, and probably just chill the rest of the night. but not all particularly in that order. so ya if anybody wants to join us feel free too! cause the grudge creeps the hell out of me. and me and poo never saw the ending cause we got kicked out haha. lol. im pretty sure the girls have a bball tourney this weekend? well anyway if at all possible ill hit that up as well, since i bailed on em the other night. but we'll see. well i guess im gonna go practice my drummin some more, hope everybody can make it though the week! lataz Travis

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 21:42:01 GMT

hey guys whats up. notta lot here just got on to say whats up. not much happenin here. just tryin to make it through the week. sigh....way too long if you ask me. anyway not much happened tuesday. and on wednesday didnt do anything but go to church. today me, clay, poo and my 2 nephews paintballed. only got 2 games in though, we plan on doin it more this weekend, with more people. not sure what my plans are this weekend. all i have in mind are paintballing more, and jammin with sizemore and poo. ive decided to try and take up drumming again and with a little help from thayne ill be decent. so anyway now that i started that again we really need to rock........and roll. anyway if anybodys got any good ideas for what to do this weekend let us know, or if you want to join us thats cool too. holla. lataz.

Monday, January 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:21:21 GMT

whats up all? not much here just chillin out, maxin, relaxin and im cool, and im shootin some bball outside of my school, when a couple of guys who were up to no good started makin trouble in my neighborhood. i got in one little fight and.......ill stop. well, hmmmm weekend....it was pretty fun. friday night me, josh, austin, candice and danielle went to starbucks and taco bell. about flippin froze my nu.....well it was just cold. s'all good though cause i got my venti java chip after that candice and danielle went home and we hung out at the house. erica had reagan and sydney over. me josh and sizemore all played push for the girls on our geetars and me and sizemore sang. i thought we did pretty good i was quite pleased . emily stayed at mindys and sizemore conked out early cause he had to get up to go to his dads in the morning. so me josh and the girls stayed up and chilled. they all had to go the a bball tournament in morning so they're all idiots for stayin up lol some of em fell asleep at the game i think haha. anyway.....lol high point of the night....me, sydney, reagan and erica all snuck out to my house to get napoleon dynamite from my house. its like 3 in the morning, i dont have my drivers liscense, wallet, phone, its freezing, ive got on shorts and a t-shirt. if we wreck and get stranded id freeze. and if we get pulled over i'd be jewed forever.....and i let reagan drive for some reason. lol but hey it was fun so its all good. i think sydney was pretty scared though haha. so we made it back without getting caught by the cops my dad or angire or mark. so i'd say mission impossible was a success. so we watched napoleon dynamite and erica josh and reagan all fell asleep so me and sydney finished the movie. lol she would like keep dozing off and then start twitchin and stuff and wake herself back up it was pretty funny. after that we were both tired so we went to bed. at like 7 and they all had to get up at like 7:20 haha. well saturday was just a big lazy day for me and josh. went home later that day. later that night we rented some movies....silence of the lambs, i, robot, and harold and kumar...lmao awesome movie. sunday was another lazy one. rented more movies lol. watched the time machine and national security. rented a man apart too but we havent watched it yet. i stayed up till 8:30 this morning drawing. started at 11:30 last night. my eyes are seriously buggin me . anyway just went to sonic and we're gonna start the last movie. whoo. long post lol. long weekend . anyway just bored so i thought i'd post and see what everybody was up to. comment if ya feel the urge. lataz