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DarkQueen119
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Name: Amber
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Hot Springs
Birthday: 1/19/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: My Bass......Queen, The Doors, The Pretenders, Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, The Who, Def Leppard, Jimi Hendrix,Aerosmith, The Rolling Stones, Metallica, Nirvana, Pink Floyd,The Beatles....The list goes on and on....Reading, Philosophy, Trivia, Painting, Drawing, writing poetry, playing music, ACTING!!, Male musicians (<3!), and other stuff........
Not necessarily in order
Expertise: Music, Art, Written Word,trivia, Being half Italian, and many other things.............
Occupation: .MARK Representative
Industry: Sales
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: thebass119@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  shadowrogue119
AIM:  darkqueen119
Member Since:
1/24/2005
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| So, ladies and gents....
It's been almost two years....
Holy Shitmonkies.....
Well, I've dropped out of high school, gotten engaged, moved out, broken up and moved again...
...and again...
More updates later I guess....
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| There are some days when I just feel ANGRY...ANd I do things that I wouldn't normally do. Such as, pining
myself away... and I've been doing that quite a bit. WHY???? I
have no apparent reason. There is just something I lack, and I
can't fill it with church, good deeds, family, anything. Its just
like this void, consuming me from the inside out. What is going to
happen? Is this darkness just the day to day sameness washing
over me until I throw something into the gears? I NEED something,
and I don't know what it is.
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| NO, this can't happenI just found out that the city of hot springs is going to rezone the
street WHERE I LIVE.. for commercial property, that means that they are
going to kick us out of our houses and tear them down. THIS IS
NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! The only reason the city is doing this is
because they want to build large hotels and casino's close to the
racetrack. WHY!?!?!?!? People live here, and most of us
can't afford to move. We just got our house paid off, and now
they're going to kick us out within the next two years so some
gambling-addicted jackass is going to get his slot fix. NO!
I'm sorry, but this is my home, I"ve already moved once, it is totally
unnecessary for me to do it again before I leave town for
college. Moreso, where is my Momma going to live? HUH? Tell me
that city officials! She is getting up in years AND she's a WIDOW
TRYING TO RETIRE! There are at least 8 widows living on this
street, what are they gonna do, huh? Somebody needs to think this
over, because not only is it my street, but a few streets on either
side of it.
~A very angry Amber
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| wow...so much time has passed alreadyWell...summer's half over, and I'll be home the 17th. I'm kind of ready to get home to all of Hot Springs, to get ready for school and suchlike. I am anxious to see what miraculous changes have occurred over the summer months. That always seems to happen, you leave town for the summer and everyone changes dramatically.
~List of things that have happened this summer~
-had 4 anxiety attacks in one week
-Worked the Music festival (Made many friends)
-Acie (My poodle) got fixed (poor dear)
-skipped town
-Stayed in missouri for two weeks
-Saw X3 With K and Samm{Yay SAMM!!}
-saw the skinny improv show {met dizzle} (AGAIN!)
-Saw the Titanic exhibit in Branson
-came to Illinois (Where I currently am)
-Dyed my hair burgundy
-Realized that distance does make the heart grow fonder (I'm not telling)
-Fed cousin's baby every day
-had another anxiety attack
-fell down a flight of stairs
-saw a man who wears all black and keeps his whole face covered with a black scarf and hat, and he NEVER speaks (He is called the Man in Black...go figure)
-Saw Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest
-Flirted with a few members of my cousin's baseball team (What...they're cute)
~Amber M. Rogers
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| Hey guys, just letting you know that I'm not DEAD.
~Amber | | |
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