| I forgot how xanga...I forgot how xanga allows our sort of... hidden emotional ... emotions come out and all. I come back and skim through the last 2 weeks of webposts and i was able to get a kind of behind the curtain peek of rantings and journals of stuff that isn't meant to be seen by others.
stuff that you can't even tell your special because its about him/her. I
I forgot i could do that.
Sadly i also remembered i can't do it anymore because i have made it so facebook will post up my recent xanga logs : P.
In that case I wish to speak of something else that happened to me just this night.
which will sound rather nerdy but just got me thinking.
So i dreamed I was with some "secret angent gal" and we were suppose to escort a young girl to safety. She is hunted by various mafia members who strangely seem to be robot masters from the old school megamn nes games. Coincidently the music that played in the background was megaman also.
ok hang in there it gets to the interesting part. Ill cut back on the details.
All in all theres this highway scene and this car stops right in front of us. The gal who was driving the car quickly swerved around the car and went ahead. I asked her why she didnt stop, she said it coulda been a trap. and for some reason i thought that was themost brilliant deduction ever.
which then lead me to think.
Why the fuck am i thinking a gurl that is in my dream coming up with smarter ideas then me.
Im no expert in psychology but im guessing this has to do with one of em. "subconcious" or even "unconcious" thinkin.
So does that mean.
unconciously im a secret angel gal who is always thinkin on her toes or just really paraniod?
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| oh thou facebookOh facebook you and your targeted ads.
Alan is listed as Single
-JUST BREAK UP?
-LOOKING FOR FUN?
-WANT GURLS?
Alan is listed as In a relationship
-21 YEAR OLD GAMER?
-CHEATING GIRLFRIENDS AND WHY READ HERE.
-GO TO FRANCE (huh?)
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| I had a dream
I had a dream that kids would one day eat their cereal with a free plastic sword of Ike in every box.
This is when I know I have been playing too much brawl.
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| PhobiasSomething i stole from Emily.
You get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 21 to 29 your normal.
If you get 11 to 20 you're pretty normal.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
I fear ..
[ ] gay people
[] the dark
[] being single forever
[x] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
Total: 2
[] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
Total so far: 3
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ]cemeteries
[ ]clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death for yourself or loved ones
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
Total so far: 5
[x] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoe
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] shots/needles
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghost
Total so far: 6
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up
Total so far : 10
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]blood
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx] someone you love or care about getting hurt
[ ] love
[ ] spiders
Total so far : 12
Im only pretty normal : (
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