"Here was a new generation, shouting the old cries, learning the old creeds, through a reverie of long days and nights; destined finally to go out into that dirty gray turmoil to follow love and pride; a new generation dedicated more than the last to the fear of poverty and the worship of success; grown up to find all Gods dead, all wars fought, all faiths in man shaken."

And the coast line is quiet,while we're quietly losing control.

so I really dont want to be able to forgive you.
if I never saw you again
I wish i'd be ok with that.

but Ive already forgiven you

I needed you,
you were pretty much my last hope at this point.

Im sick of being replaced by better people,
better girls.
I just want to be able to care about someone,
and be cared about

I was so excited
so hopeful that you were it.
you told me you wanted me.

"it happened yesterday,
sorry"

I know what you said.
we were too busy,
it wouldnt have worked.
but I at least wanted a chance to prove myself.

a chance to prove to myself that I am able to be with someone,
a chance to give my love away.

im bursting at the seams with affection.

first him
(my mistake)
then him
(blame the beer)

But i'd known you for so much longer then them,
I was hoping I could count on you.

hoping youd give me a chance
when no one else had.

Im almost positive i cant take this anymore
im going to implode
its getting worse again.

I dont understand any of you

im this close.