I am: a weird punk ass bitch's bitch 
I think: that nobody really likes me
I want: to be able to be sincerely happy and truly in love
I wish: I had something to live for.
I hate: men with big egos and small penises?
I miss: my dad
I fear: the thought of never finding the right soul mate
I feel: like a failure in all aspects of my life
I hear: nelly! EI!
I smell: my body spray.. mmmmm, yummilicious
I crave: true love
I search: for answers to life's questions. Why me? Why am I here? etc etc... I'm so deep eh?
I wonder: why people use me for sex.. even though my sex sucks.. ?
I regret: being with everyone i've ever been with, but i don't regret the experiences. Lesson learned.
I love: music, time alone, long drives with no destination, Brandon - with all my heart and soul, whether he believes that or not.
I long: for true love
I care: about how i look ( sometimes... other times, fuck it! )
I always: fuck up.
I dance: never.
I sing: when i'm alone! lol
I cry: when i am hurt,sad,depressed
I write: too much depressing shit.
I lose: when i really want to win
I never: use people for sex.
I confuse: everyone,everything
I listen: to people, the ocean,music
I can usually be found: driving around in my car or on my comp
I need: closure on a lot of the past events in life.
I am happy that: ......... who said I was happy?
I expect: nothing from no one.
I should:
I hope: i find true love
I obsess: over everything
I am not always: true to myself, | 
