</3 My Quotes the slits on my wrist bleed the poison from your lips.
im just a fucked up girl, living a fucked up life, in a fucked up world, with a fucking knife
i hurt myself today, to see if i still live
i slit my wrist open, just to feel
kill me while i still believe that we were meant to be
S.O.S. save our souls
people call me emo, people call me goth, people call me punk, people call me poser, i call me me
you dont know me, so dont fucking judge what you dont understand
im trying to quit... doesnt that count?
</3 Other Quotes
She closes her eyes,
as her makeup runs ..
He got the best of her`*
It seems funny to me,
How Fucked things can be,
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead.
So sweep away the sand & dry the
ocean & just pack the moon & stars up in
a cardboard box & stop the clocks from
chiming & block the sun from shining &
paint the sky a deeper shade of blue
because my world is over without you..</3
Go right ahead, rip my heart out, stomp on it and throw around, punch it, smash it into a million pieces then ask me if im okay
True romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head
I was holding on hanging by a thread,
Clinging to 3 words you said,
But words are meaningless in your absence.
in a time of love
in a time of pain
as we bleed
as we choke
the rest of the world watches
your slick.
a slick and polished mess.
your type of beauty
is born to fade;one
of lust and of shame
i smile and make you think i'm happy
i talk and make you think i love me
i laugh so you don`t see me cry
i look at you & hide the [PAIN] inside
i feel myself dying but you see me survive
the tears take control ; it's addicting ; but she
hides them & tells herself it'll be ok ; but that's the
part that hurts the most ; it's a lie ; all of it was ;
everything was ; the taste of tears is sadly not
new to her
She’s fed up with the way people treat her
She looks up to the sky and screams
[Enough is enough]
She falls on her knees
And says goodbye to her life,
To everything she once loved
Pull the trigger, and the mask falls to the floor
all those scars on her arms.
don't worry.
she says they're little notes to remind her
how many times you broke her heart
Dead in her mind
And cold to the bone
She opened her eyes
And saw she was alone
wipe a tear, crack a smile
you've just committed
the perfect crime
faked them all
they dont know
you're dying inside
she has everything and more
yet she still brakes down in tears
every night.
i guess there really is--
more than meets the eyes<3
suck in my stomach.
pinch my waist.
spend hours touching up my ugly face.
all these things i fucking do..
don`t make a difference.
im not perfect enough for you <3
These bandages cover more
than scrapes, cuts & bruises
These bandages cover my
regrets & mistakes.
I`m dying & I feel so alone
The lights are on & I wish I was home
My lips are screaming pretty nothings
My ears are bleeding for want of words
Fuck words I need actions
Hope has left me fucking shattered
fall down and i cant
pick myself up off the
ground. i see the
fucking catastrophe
and it's right in front
of me.
i heard about your screaming
message and how it reeked of
your indifference. it bleeds
horizontal straight from your wrist.
we are basic in diqguise. we are
stuck in these moments of time.
will we let go and let the past
pass us goodbye again?
annihilation, exuberation, feel it
running on and on. i've broken down.
hold your knife against my throat,
cut me deeper. feel the blood
drip down your arm, darling.
Could this be out of line?
To say you’re the only one
Breaking me down like this
You’re the only one
I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on
So contagiously
There's a girl in a cage making love to a switchblade
There's a man behind bars milking abandoned cars.
There's a priest in shackles building bombs out of bibles.
And piano wire vines and the men in the pines
That spin round and round and round and round and round
Words [are] bullets and can kill just as much as guns
I bite my tounge everytime I see you because blood in my mouth is better than tears in my eyes
she pulled the trigger & her mask fell
to the floor with a shatter as everyone
watched
not even make`up could make her
look beautiful .. because real
beauty is lovinq yourself & that`s
somethinq she could never do <|3
dreaming away the pain
finding myself high above the world
reality seems so far away
why did it have to be this way?
as i wipe away the blood
i clean my battle scars
thinking about the dreams i dreamt
while he was tearing me apart
and i`ll let the words kill me.
because truth is..
i`m already dead
The sharper the edge the cleaner the wound, so
ill be keeping it dull tonight for I deserve to be hurt.
Cause theres a fine fucking line between love and hate
That we cross at least once of every goddamn day
And while you say you fucking love me you still push me away
You tie me at the wrists so that you cant be saved
RAPE ME..
so that my blood can fall from my body in pretty colors
behind my smile is a frown
behind my laugh is a cry
behind my bracelet is a new cut
look at who i pretend to be, it isnt me
&& he takes the razor out of her hands and whispers: "every cut to your wrist is a stab to my heart."
the scars on my wrist are proof, not that im weak....but that people like you do indeed exist
i don't cut to forget someone, i cut to numb the feeling i have. the bad feeling insdie of me. i dont't cut for attention but for the lack of attention and nurture i was given as a child...and you thought you had probelms
Then they tease her,
Make her cry
She starves herself & commits suicide,
And even after all this
They persist--then wonder why
youd think the 'hardxcore' kids are stronger because they put a gun to their heard. but it takes one damn strong 'emo' person to put a gun to your head and pull the trigger
i thought i was a happy person, until that moment you ended it all, with one word. who know that one word can lead to my level of depression where you cut, write poems and draw...?
i look in the mirror at a person i don't want to see....its me. i was never too fond of myself. people said i was pretty but its a lie. i look up at myself in the mirror and i roll up my sleeves and run the razor down my wrist...all because i hate myself...
ME
you think the black nail polish, the cuts, the dark hair, the screamo music is all a fase
go ahed, think oh me as going with the 'in' thing
in reality im me
whether that is a goth, a prep, a slut, an emo
im me, im not always proud of this fact
im not the pretty or the smart one
your comments twords me make me think less of myself
which is why im the way that i am
not because its the cool thing to do, but because its just simply me
I sit here crying in the dark and somehow u know I’m scared 2 death so u call me up but it's 2 late...I already chose my fate
you say its all in my head
the scars, the pain, the drugs
all in my head
dont care, no one does
i may cut and take pills to make it through the day
but it is not in my head
you say you want proof
fine look at these wrists and youll know whats going on
you say its all in my head
well, theres your proof
----
you made me like this
the silent, unconfident one
the poem writing one
the cutting one who stays up late at night to write depressing poems
all with one word, who knew?
So here`s to teenage romance, & never knowing why it hurts like hell
Waking up is hard to do when no one loves you..
ii blame >myself< for everythiing
that had gone wrong
yesterday you asked me why i was crying .. &
i told you i didnt know, but it was a lie;
the truth is you were holding her to keep her warm ..
while i was freezing deep down inside
""i want a boy that will stay with me for
always
He'll know you can never say I love you too
many times
But he knows not to say it if he doesn't mean it with
all his heart
He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt
He'll make me a Build-a-Bear
And he wont care about how silly he looks being in a store full of 2nd graders
Because he knows it would be special to me
He'll stay home with me and watch The Notebook
And he'll tell me he loved it even though he didn't
and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me
.He'll.call.me.at.3am.and.ask.me.what.i'm.doing.
He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice
He cant walk next to me without holding my hand
And he always whispers something sweet in my ear
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band
And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear
He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me
All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them
When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear
He'll tell me I'm a princess
And treat me like one too
He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect
We always end up laughing about silly fights
We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it
Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me
Every time he kisses me
He'll tell me he'd die without me
He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day
When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose then I'll put some all over his face
And we just never stop laughing
He's interested in everything I say, and he always cares about it
He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines
He wont stop playing until he's won me a stuffed animal
He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch TsnowflakesT on our tongues
He doesn't even like snow, but I
love it
Every time I even hear his name, it takes my breath away
And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again
He'll pay for me all the time even though I never want him to but I can never win
But with him I could never lose either
Because everything about him is just so wonderful
Perfect
I'll be his everything
And he'll be even more to me""
Y"Dose he love me"
"I dont like her"
"i feel like ill never be with him"
"i dont think ill be with her"
"I cut for him"
"she dose wat for me?!"
"Im crazy for him"
"She is crazy"
"My friends all crowd around him"
"my friends tell me about her"
"i know he hates me"
"i think i like her"
"I wanna kill my self"
"I hope she dosent do anythng crazy"
4 dys later the poor girl just couldnt take life anylonger with out him....
"why did it have to be like this just god let me pull this trigger"
he died by her side
My Eyes Hurt From Crying
My Heart Aches From Trying
My Wrist Burn From Cutting
&& In The End ... I Still Have
N O T H I N G
I'll Be Just Fine . . Pretending I'm Not.
©©©
I'mFarFromLonely&It'sAllThatI'veGot.
She knew better, but her crazy heart didn't..
It always broke, no matter how hard she tried to protect it
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes
you can¡¦t always see the pain someone feels
Don't call me obsessed when i'm only
scared of losing the best thing that's ever
happened to me..
teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes
kind of hard to move on when you only told lies
shes breakin down, everyones fading
its been so long and shes tired of waiting
labels are for cans, not people
`m not afraid of happy endings,
i`m afraid my life won`t work that way.
-::- I N.e.V.e.R sToPpEd -::-
:.*.:.FeELiNg.:.*.:.
-*FoR -*YoU*-
-::-I juSt StOpPed LeTtInG iT sHoW-::-
so fragile--she cant even see her [own] beauty.
i can't forgive you for leaving until i
forgive myself for letting you leave
Don't call me obsessed when i'm only
scared of losing the best thing that's ever
happened to me..
just know that i will remember you if
living was the hardest part.
if you were here, i'd never have a fear.
so go on live your life.. but i miss you
more than i did yesterday.
*~Add a cut for
Every mile
Say you'll love me
For awhile
Fake a smile
Learn to breath
Hold on tight
When you wanna scream~*
Scar’s are like tattoo’s but with better stories
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor
I should pin my heart to my back
So when I walk away,
You can see it breaking
i smile and make you think i'm happy
i talk and make you think you love me
i laugh so you don`t see me cry
i look at you & hide the PAiN inside
i feel myself dying but you see me survive
Before i load the gun // let me write your name on the bullet.
That way when they find my body // They'll know you were the last thing
(¯`·._)
That went through my head
Try feeling my ((pain))
Try running thru my ((veins))
Try being the knife that slit thru my ((wrist))
Try being the anger thats in my ((fist))
Try lookin thru these ((eyes))
Try listening to all those ((lies))
Try being me and you'll ((see))
Why I don't care what ((you))
Think of ((me))
Let's destroy each other..
'cause we're too kewl for love lines..
&& soft kisses over cheap wine.
Smoke me baby, like your last cigarette.
and whisper to me..
say .. "You'll never forget"
Could you break my ♥heart♥ a little more?
I shove my body up against yours..
&&and&&
kiss me like you mean it.
Take this razor and cut it deep
leave a trail of red blood
make me cry and make me scream
i love it when you hurt me baby. X3
x__Yeah, i'm okay.. in an "everything's fucked up" kinda way.__x
The most beautiful words // paint // the most horrific scene.
you break my heart into a million pieces.. and you say its because i deserve better...?
Beautiful girl with pretty eyes
A hidden world of hurt and lies..
Let's keep holding on
So we dont fall apart.
Let's make love tonight
like we never had a broken heart
♥♥♥♥♥
X____x sometimes you gotta smile and walk away x____X
X___x hold your tears in and pretend you're okay x___X
sometimes the ||pain|| is too much to bare
sometimes if you dont watch your back, it'll cost you
sometimes you wonder who the fuck would care
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I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel. </3.
So spill my blood SO SPILL MY BLOOD
Midnight skies turn scarlet red
Say "so long" say "goodnight" and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall into the night....
&& the worst way to miss someone
is to be sittinq right beside them ;; `'
knowing that you can't have them</3
I'D RATHER DIE ; THAN SPEND THIS NIGHT HERE
W I T H O U T Y O U .
I'll rip my heart out, and give it to you
It does me no good when every beat screams your name
Oh, it causes me too much pain.
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