Saturday, January 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 13:15:50 GMT

Friday, December 31, 2004

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 22:04:17 GMT

Happy New Year

1. What did you do in 2004 that you`d never done before?
sleep on my face, oh man that's sweet bliss right there

2. Did you keep your New Year`s resolutions & will you make more for next year?
To be honest i don't quite remember what it was, but if it was to sleep on my face, then yes im quite pleased with the results

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
errr... hmm i think my cousin's wife?

4. Did anyone close to you die?
hopefully not...

5. What countries did you visit?
AUSTRALIA! SO BORING! THAT I HAD TO USE CAPS AND AN EXCLAMATION POINT TO LIVEN IT UP ALITTLE!

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
i would like to have iuno life's confusing... maybe simplicity

7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory & why?
first term senior year will be etched in there quite nicely

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
first term senior year?

9. What was your biggest failure?
lol second term senior year... i can feel it

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
the cold for like 4 months

11. What was the best thing you bought?
these really tasty noodles form china

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
no1 really stood out so im going to have to say me

13. Whose behavior made you appalled & depressed?
no1 also didnt stand out so me

14. Where did most of your money go?
eating out

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

our firsts

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
I don't listen to songs.

Truly, Madly, Deeply - Savage Garden

17. Compared to this time last year, are you wiser?
depends. Is sleeping on ur face very wise?

healthier? how bout the health concerns of sleeping on your face. Am i gettin enough oxygen?

Richer? well i assume over time i'll get more money so yes i feel richer already.

18. What do you wish you`d done more of?
just things in general. i dont do enough, i like to sit in one spot for hours, days if necessary

19. What do you wish you`d done less of?
sleep lol... im wasting my life away, but man oh man i gotta tell you sleeping on your face is heaven in a box

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
at home =(

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
damn skippity

23. How many one-night stands?

none =/

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Friends, Everybody Loves Raymond, Frasier, funny how they air in that order everyday from 11-1

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn`t hate this time last year?

will ...

26. What was the best book you read?
Leviathan

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Music

28. What did you want & get?
i wanted memories, and i got some

29. What did you want & not get?
pffft like i'd tell an online survey

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
50 first dates

31. What did you do on your birthday & how old were you?
I dont think i did nething, i really dont remember

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
wear pants = good, not wearing pants = bad

34. What kept you sane?
Friends, Everybody Loves Raymond, Frasier and you

35. Who did you miss?
you

36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
Inner peace my brotha, inner peace

37. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
i wanna stand wit you on a mountain, i wanna bathe wit you in the sea, i wanna stay like this forever, until the sky falls down over me

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 20:58:44 GMT

(the Child's thoughts)

you're the first one i've ever loved...

n' so i love you so much...

but i don't know how to show you my love...

what do i have to do to make you happy...

the child asked the cactus...

i just... want to be hugged... by someone... by anyone...

said the cactus with a light smile...

really? is that really all? will you be happy then?

the child slowly walked to the cactus n' hugged it...

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(the cactus's thoughts)

someone please pull this child away...

he's getting pricked by all my thorns...

the more i try to push him away... the more my thorns get stuck in his body....

his clothes are drenched in blood...

the amount of happiness this brings me... it gives me twice the amount of pain...

someone please pull this child away...

please pull out all the thorns... n' take care of him

im afraid that i'll end up killing him...

someone please pull this child away...

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(thoughts of the child)

the cactus still won't give me a smile...

i don't know how to love or to show love...

to me... love hurts so much...

n' so im hugging it harder n' closer...

but it still won't smile...

won't smile...

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the child is hugging the cactus...

n' will continue holding it...

closer n' closer...

till it gives a smile...

-borrowed from remnants of the past-

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