cause u noe wat since youve moved. youve changed. i thought it wasnt so bad. i thought i still had feelings for u and  were still descent. wow. was i wrong. uur changes are shit. ur definatly not the kid i used to noe. but hey ...as long as youre happy.

koris new resolution= im not going to let mr anonymous bring me down n e more. its not worth it. i will not let you in nor let u fuck up my life and ruin my days. im done. yupp and im ready for a fresh and happy new start ...

yeh as you can tell im feelin pretty positive.

yay for dead sinks...and of course how can i forget

FETAL BABY!!!!!!!!

hehe yay.

my 2005 year over view

-> my colin experience...it had its good times...and definatly its bad..but i suppose it was mostly worth it in the end
->got into some fights with a really close friend...but we figured it out and now...idk were crazzy together..i love mike...come on that kid is great
->tried pot for the first time
-> devoed a whole lotta shit! and for the first time also
->got backstabbed like 123203472391347 times
-> lost a some friends...gained some friends
->opened up and let some of my walls down...but definatly built up new ones
->gained some new habbits
->went to chusyy!!! fuck yeh!
-> got a lot closer with some of my jewss
->reconnected with some buddies from back in the day
->attempted to learn how to skateboard..once again
->hung out at the skatepark more than i think is healthy
->got into a runin with the coppers...fuckin popo..
->attempted learning guitar...yeh still workin on that
-> got a shitload closer with my sister stefanie...
-> ehh me and my sister katie...not so much...but i noe we both try...
-> talk to my dad a little bit more...but at the same time became a little bit more distant...
->went to a shitload of concerts
-> got in a shitload of trouble
->changed my style a little bit..
->expanded my music taste like crazzyyy
->had my hair every differnt color under the sun...and thn some..
->grabdma died....
->dave died...
-> a lot of people died...need i say more...
->made new friendships that will hopeflly last a life time...
->snuck into a good amount of movies.../
-> flashed a good amont of people
->awww i met my raelis!!!! oohh
->mmmm had ton of great jew food...BAMBA!!
->had some good and a lotta bad action sinerios coughzakstevemorecaugh caugh
->visited the beautiful city...but definatly not enoughh
->i never did make it to the zoo...man....o well next year
->got closer with the bootylicious rose
-> had a ton of sexy lesbian moments with jenny
->georgia became my savior of the summer
->colin....ehh i suppose that kid was there once or twice...that whore...hahah facepube!
->i met mika!!! holy shit i love that girl...
->hi sonia and paoula = D you guys are pretty nifty you noe...
->crawfords husband hides in the closet with miracle grow
->barbie thereapy for jenny and rose
->i think i may have discovered eye liner this year too,,,yeh at the verrryyyy veryyy begining...
->ahh fire hacky!!
->omg how could i forget my gym class from last year...hahaa naumowitz isnt pregnant shes just fat!...aww i miss hanging out with ty lauren and nick
->yeh i miss gemini...i had a ton of good times there...no great fucking times...those hallways were the sex
-> FETAL BABY!
->dildos.
->jelly bracelets
->had waayyyyy to much fun with condoms...
->fruit porn! with tom
->maine east...yeh fuck going into detail with that..haha

 ---> and of course a shitload more happened...im just gettin kind lazy now...<--

yeh so over alll this year wasnt so bad i suppose. o yeh and if u see this...give me a comment on something  remmeber from this year...come on u noe u wanna

lalalal friken A   i have the BIGGEST CRAVEING FOR BAMBA RIGHT NOW...mmm and just some of that isreali food we get gosh....it soooo gooodddd.....man ....i miss my jews ,....

 <--bamba!!! mmm peanut butter is the best flavor...

mmm,...just yah.....israeli chocolate is amazeing too....and of course the raelis!!!yes raelis!!

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aww i miss moshe guy and omer....

haha moshe and his finger jokes...some of you guys prolly heard me tell them..... guy and his prescription gucci glasses and omer-- ITS ANUFF! haha....me nd him named my moose together his name is ozie

ahh alrite enough of koris story time is uppose lol...ne who...ummm happy holdays i suppse...im out

farewell

oo yeah and go hear and read!!!!!!! yes read!!!!!!!! i promise its good http://www.leenite.org/jonisland/hharry/hh_xmas1.htm#top

went to woodfield today...i got a newt-shirt a hat and a pair of earings...not sure about the hat yet....idik i'de like to start off with my entry by saying im sorry.&nbsp; this week i noe ive been kinda bitchy and watnot...just idk ive been randomly depressed and irritated with a lot of people. so if i hurt anyones feelings or n e thing im truly sorry...u were prolly just in the wrong place at the wrong time...its just. i feel like im looseing a lot of my friends. i feel like im just drifting away from you all...and some people just idk i cant trust people n e more. like this one friend of mine. i used to be able to run to this girls house in fucking tears and noe she would be there no matter what. or would at least talk to me on the fone about it. but now no there is no time for me at all im just another little shit stick in their world. their to busy with their lover to even realize wat pain im in and how shitty i feel. hint for you- your makeing matters worse. and i noe that one day your relationship will end. dont worry ill catch you ill always be here though you might never be. but just noe things will never be how they were. our friendship will never be the same again. you've pulled this scandall on me way to many times. its makeing me sick to my stomach and other people...just...ugh.. i love you all i really do. just some of u give me those dirty looks and watnots and it does tend to get me dowen sometimes. i may not look it, but please remmeber i am kinda fragile when it comes down to it. ...idk....but tonigth i had a pretty deep comvo with jenny.. and god i miss dave so fucking much i would do n e thing to see that kid again. he didnt deserve to die.- i just feel so...sooo....guilty.....and so many people are dyeing. its just not right... first my grandma..im such a coward then dave then kori spencer i wish i could have met you, but im glad i at least got to chat with you... and thn aj just....and thn on top oif that...in a month or so if even that long a member in my family is going to die. he has cancer and is barely hanging on.&nbsp; this is all just wayyy to much for me to handle right now and just...theres so much shit going on in my life lately i wish i could just stop it all and have time to just chill with my friends and have no worries watsoever. like how things were back in the day. idk.... i suppose ill stop complaining now...i have more i could say but i would rather not bore u n e more....

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mmhmm so new entry? yuppp and lets try to keep this one positive

soo....lets seee... not much has beeen going on...my hair has faded from happily blue...to like a greenish blueish grayish mess...but its all good i  suppose-hair grows back and watnot.hrmmm so music wise...just to let you all noe...i have no one set style of music i like to listen to...i just lkike wat i like...at the moment im listening to matisyahu...hes great--if u wanna hear wat it sound slike go to my myspacre and listen--http://www.myspace.com/ive_gotta_gun_wanna_bang --
soo itts friday...and im waiting to get a call from someone if not call them...my week has been...very...umm stressful. its had its ups and downs..i got into a fight sort of with one of my friends...it sucks and i feel bad....but at the moment im still kinda...hurt/// so i guess im going to  be stubborn for a little bit longer before i call this kid...umm my gym teacher...wouldnt let me go to the nurse the other day...btw she sucks ..umm so thn wen i did go to the nurse i went into the room thingy where all the girls are-and it looked like a concentration camp...soo creepy-but i managed to fall asleep n e way.umm so yeh///idk a shitload of homewrok all weeek in bio--jenny saved m,y ass so many times. i love her. not just for homework but shes great. 

grrr wtf?>?????? i just wrote a shitload more and it all got deleted!!!! gah fucking a....i hate you xanga you can suck my cock....

n e whoo HAPPY BIRHTDAY ARI I LOVE YOU BABE!