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| Gah! I woke up to a phone call from Iris who I haven't spoken to in a while. We should probably hang out more than we actually do but there seems to be an issue of conflicting schedules. I definititely wanted to go back to sleep...
But, I got up and went to work at 12 and...long story short I was there till 8:55. For some reason, though, I did feel all that bored--maybe because I was writing my report, or maybe because there was a cycling of interesting house managers to keep me company all day. In any case, I was happy when I was able to leave (a little moody near the end).
While at work I was talking with Lauren, one of the house managers I had never ever met before, and we were both hoping it would thunderstorm on those fox-fields-attending losers just to spite them, but of course it never did. It was fun. She also directed me towards a funny website: blackpeopleloveus.com It's humours me. Ooo.. and someone "fell out" today. That is, someone fainted, but when the guy RAN towards us screaming it and telling use to call 911, we thought someone had literally "fallen out" ...of SOMETHING. I really have never heard that expression before: "fell out"...
I went to student health yesterday cus I was feeling like shit, and the doctor ended up prescribing some pills to fight a bacterial infection, some cough medicine, and an inhaler because I told her I was wheezing. It cost an arm and a leg but I feel like it's actually working. And I've had a fear of swallowing pills for the longest time, but I got over that quick for the bacterial medicine (it's DOXYCYLCINE HYCL, Jessie).
I finished my report today though it's a bit rough around the edges (I assume). It's like 6 1/2 pages and it's supposed to be 5-10 so I'm good. Now all I have left to do is my hydrology lab report and that stupid short paper which I can't seem to figure out a topic for to save my life! Hoohaa... should I go to this party or not? Sood is having a party right now but I really really don't feel like going anywhere. I dont feel like dancing, I dont feel like singing, and I dont feel like talking... but maybe i'll just stop in. | | |
| Well I haven't updated this in a really long time but... what better time than the present?!
Today was going well I guess. I ended up skipping my first class to study for a test which I ultimately failed (I'm sure). Fortunately, there is a massive curve, but will it be enough this time?
Later on I got dragged around by Pav to various places -- I got to play the piano a bit though and that was nice -- not to say that hanging with Pav wasn't nice, but it was different. In any case, went to various stores with Kevin, Shawn, and Karishma (and Pav), and eventually ended up eating some Mexican that didn't really agree with me a whole lot... sigh...
Went to the QSU meeting afterwards, and the topic of discussion was children and gay parents, or something to that extent. I'm not (as of now) to fond of the idea of children, but what the two guest speakers said put a smile on my face. The guy that spoke was actually tearing up when he was talking about his kids and I thought that was really sweet. Both speakers seemed really happy...
Afterwards, Pav and Shawn had decided to go to Robby's to drink a bit. Got there, and ultimately decided to head to Frank Michael's party, which wasn't originally on the agenda. It turned out to be a fun party, thouugh I started to feel very sick and wanted to go home. Because of the fact that my books and stuff were in Pav's room, and the fact that they all wanted to go bars, , I instantly switched to "bad mood" mode, which obviously isn't fun to be around--but I didn't really care. In any case, I'm home now and feeling coughy and sneezy and not good and I have a term paper to write that hasn't even been researched for! Plus, there's a hydrology lab report and a stupid "short paper" for cognition -- gah i hate that class. At least this semester is almost over... | | |
| This is quite random, but I wrote it to a friend about a year ago...here it is as I just reminisce:
Today, I saw a bridge in reality and decided That it would be best if life would <pause>... For just one minute so that my mind could re- Collect. Yesterday, did I see that stare down? Big eyes, pressed cheeks, light frown? Nope! But life did take my breath away For just one minute. Want to see dolphins? I couldn't comprehend your motives so Now I'm just confused. This isn't complicated. And every time I try for close you try For far, and far for I you try for close? Sex is sex is sex is sex It's going to be fun! I did no want to believe in anything Other than what my mind had deemed OK--it's liberal. So when no options were chosen, No choices selected... I wasn't confused. I understand everything. | | |
| Jason's had numerous explosive ear orgasms. After observing the orangy excretion all over his stereo headphones, it was clear that this was the case. Needless to say, it felt REALLY good. In other news... I have a lot of fucking work to do this week! | | |
| As if time were smiling at me... Sitting around looking at this computer keyboard, noticing the dry food substance that lies between the - and = keys, looking at my hand type this, looking closer and closer and closer trying to figure out if I can stop thinking.
Something tells me that if I stop moving everything will be okay, that it couldn't mean anything more than is inevitable, that I could be happier if I stop trying to find a little more happiness in every single word--that knowing how to say it is a thing of the past.
Sometimes the judges watch over with eyes daunting... and I am my most adamant judge. ~Silly billy can't put his mind to anything and get it.~ And focus! ... focus as thought is trapped like a rodent in a cage--limited movement, bound to end up in the same place over and over again...it's as if time is smiling at me and I am unable to smile back.
By taking a breath, I'm finding things better. | | |
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