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Monday, July 03, 2006

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 02:01:54 GMT

Ok So I Know Every1s Been Waitn For An Update So Here It Is....Well Nothn Much Has Been Goin On. I Havent Got A Job Yet So I Give Up...Summers Halfway Over Anyway. I Been Goin To The DRC && Dietin && Stuff So My Shape Is BEGINNING To Resurface Lol. Uhm...Harmonys Getn BIG! She Coos && Smiles Alot Now =). I Cant Wait Til Nicole Has Her Baby...Hes Gonna Be Adorable! && By The Way Nicole...NO THEYRE NOT GETN MARRIED Lol Jk. Anyway I Found Out That Alex's Mom Moved Back To Wichita && That Alex Is Locked Up For Sure. Soo Eric Is Supposed To Be Figurin Out Where Shes Stayn At && Ima Go Talk To Her. Im Kinda Scared Cuz I Heard Shes A MAJOR Bitch But Ooh Well I Know What I Gotta Do. Next Wknd We're Goin To St.Louie! Finally A Break From Kansas Lol. Christines Over Here Now && Harmony Is Bein Fussy So Ima Go. If U Wanna See New Pics Of Harmony Hit Up My Myspace. Ill Try && Return Ur Comments Later.

<33 Desirea

Friday, June 09, 2006

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:25:23 GMT

Hey Everyone!! This Is Gonna Be Short Cuz I Dont Really Have Much To Update About. Same Shit Lately...I Started Goin To The DRC With My Bessst Friend Christine To Work Out. It Reaaallly Helps To Relieve Stress So Im Startin To Feel Better! Uhm...On Tuesday I Had A Meetn With A ~~Collection Officer~~ About Alex...All I Had To Tell Her Was His Name && B-Day...&& They Pulled Up ALL HIS SHIT On The Computer...Drivers License #, Social Security #, Lol Everything. This Fool Aint Getn Away Now Lol Haha Ima Bout To Get Paid!! Lol. But They Havent Found Out Exactly Where He Livn At Yet So When They Find That Out Hes Gonna Get Served With Court Papers. && If He Dont Show Up For Court...That'll Automatically Make Him The Father...He Wont Even Have The Right To A Paternity Test. Sounds Kinda Weird But Thats What She Said! Shit Other Than That Nothn Else Has Happened...Went To Work Out With Christine Today, Then Went Tannin, Came Home && Took A Shower, Went Shopn For Sum Shoes && Then Kicked It At My Cousins House For Awhile. Aww Her Babies Are Getn SO Big!! I Wanna Take Them Home With Me Lol. Anyways Im Out So Leave Me Some Love.

<33 Desirea

Monday, June 05, 2006

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:03:34 GMT

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 23:55:53 GMT

Today My Grandparents Came Into Town To Help Us Out With Harmony. It Was Great 2 Finally Get A Break Lol. Me && My Mom Went Shopn. I Finally Got Me Some Clothes. 2 Pairs Of Sweatpants, && 3 T-Shirts. Yup I Know Its Summer Lol But Thats Just What I Feel Comfortable In Right Now. I Already Got Lots Of Cute Summer Clothes Im Just Too FAT To Wear Them Lol. Thats Ok Im Workn On It Though. Hopefully By The Time School Starts Again Ill Be Able To Wear My Old Clothes. We Went To The Bookstore Too && I Got Harmony A Big Disney Princess Storybook. Its Never To Early To Start Readn To Ur Child. Then I Was Gonna Go Up To Derby Days For An Hr Or So With Bradford && His Friend Buht When I Was On My Way He Called && Said That They Got Kicked Out. So I Guess Ima Go 2Morrow Cuz My Grandparents Will Still Be Here. I Saw Destini At Dillons && She Works At Sonic...She Said They Were Hirin So I Got Me An App && Told Her To Put In A Good Word For Me Lol. Anyways I Dont Even Know Why I Updated...Bored I Guess. I Gotta Go So Ill Return Comments From The Last 2 Entries 2Morrow. Leave Me Some More Though.

<33 Desirea

Friday, June 02, 2006

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 16:36:16 GMT

Hey Everyone! Not Much To Update About...Lol I Dono What The Deal Was With My Dad Last Night, He Dont Even Know Why He Was Sleepn On The Bathroom Floor. Ooh Well I Guess Some Things Are Better Off Left Alone. Anyways Things Havent Been Much Different. Still Lookn For A Job. I Been Dieting Too Lol...Let Me Tell U IT SUX. I Can Pretty Much Only Eat Fruit && Veggies...I Guess The First Few Days Are The Hardest Then It Gets Easy. Ive Been On It For 5 Days && Lost 4 Pounds. Great Progress Buht Its Just Not Fast Enough Lol. I Wanna Be Able To Fit Into All My Old Clothes && NOW. Haha Anyways Me && Christine Went To Derby Days Last Night. It Was Fun Buht The Whole Reason I Wanted To Go Was For The Squirrel Cages && For Some Reason We Kept Getn The Broken Ones That Wouldn't Spin. Grrr. Buht Yeah It Looks Like My Grandparents Are Gonna Come Up This Weekend To Help With Harmony && Im Thinkn THANK GOD Cuz I Need A Break! Lol. Anyways Thats About It. Leave Some Comments!

<33 Desirea

Friday, June 02, 2006

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 05:26:55 GMT

Thats My Dad....Lol Dont Ask Cuz I Dont Know. It Was 2 AM && I Was Goin Upstairs To Check On Harmony && He's Sleepn On The Bathroom Floor. LMAO Kind Of Makes Me Wonder.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Sat, 27 May 2006 12:41:54 GMT

Alrite So The GOOD News Is That I Passed All My Classes (With The Exception Of Biology && Zoology Cuz Its Kinda Hard To Do Labs At Home) With B's, C's && Even 1 A! YeaYuh! Buht The BAD News Is That Im Not Sure If Ima Have Enough Credits To Be A Junior Next Year....I Think I Do BUT Im Not For Sure. Ooh Well Im Not Worryin About It I Did My Best, If I Wont Be A Junior, I'll Be Pretty ~~Damn~~ Close To It! Anyways So I've Been On A Diet To Get All This BABY FAT Off && Im Gettn Mad Cuz Its Not Workin Lol && I Haven't Even Cheated!! Ima Be SO HAPPY When I Can Wear My PrePregnancy Clothes Again Cuz I ~~Hate~~ Baggy Tee Shirts && Sweat Pants. I Dont Wanna Go Buy New Clothes Cuz Im Tryna Lose Wait Anyway && That Would Be ~~Dumb~~. Im Really Lookn Forward To The Summer && I HOPE That Maria Can Fly In From Puerto Rico Cuz That Would Make It Absolutely PERFECT! Damn I Miss That Girl! Still No Luck On Findin A Job. I Got A Few More Apps To Drop Off && When I Get Done With That I Will Probli Have Applied At Just About Everywhere In Derby. Grr. I Might Have To Go && Start Applyin In Wichita && I Know My Parents ~~Won't~~ Like That Buht They'll Get Over It. Harmony's 1 Month Birthday Was On Thursday!! Wow Its Hard To Believe It's Been That Long...I Dont Even Think Its Entirely Hit Me That Im A MOM Yet! Anyways I Dont Really Have Much To Update About So Leave Meh Some Comments.

<33 Desirea

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Wed, 24 May 2006 05:47:54 GMT

Hey Every1! Yup Its Almost 5 In The Mornin && I Been Up All Night Studyin && Finishin Work So I Can Go Take My Finals 2Morrow. It Seems Like Harmony Only Really Sleeps At Night Now So This Is Really The Only Time I Can Do Anything. Im ~~Hella~~ Tired But I Guess I'll Update Real Quick Cuz I Might Not Get A Chance For Awhile...

New Layout! Just Thought I'd Show A Pic Of My Husband! Lol Jp But ~~Damn~~ This Fool Has Got To Be The Finest Man To Walk The Earth! Lol.

Not Alot Has Been Goin On...Just Pretty Much Stayn Around The House With Harmony. I Got To Go To RiverFest Last Saturday With Nicole && Bradford. I Was Sposd To Go With Christine But She Got Sick Saturday Mornin So She Couldn't Go...That Was A Bummer. But It Was Pretty Fun Except ~~HELLA~~ Crowded. I Kinda Felt Sorry For Nicole Cuz She Couldn't Go On Any Rides (She's Preggo!) Lol & I Remember That Sucks.

I Been Lookn For A Job Too! I Dont Get How My Mom ~~Trips~~ That She Has To Buy Stuff For Harmony && Then When I Tell Her Ima Go Get A Job She ~~Trips~~ Cuz She Don't Wanna Babysit...Lol. So I Guess Ima Just Have To Get A Job && Pay Her To Babysit. Grr. My Main Goal Is To Save Up && Buy A Car ($1000) Since My Dad Is Bein Retarded && Wont Buy Me 1. I Turned In Apps For Walgreens, Rib Crib, Village Inn && Red Beans So Hopefully I'll Get A Job. I Got More Apps Ima Probli Turn In 2Morrow.

The ~~Lump~~ On Harmony's Head Is Goin Down...Its Barely Noticeable So Hopefully Its Just The Plates In Her Head Layin Funny ~~NOT~~ A Cyst! Gosh She Is Growin SO Fast It's Crazy!! I Need To Get Pictures Taken Buht I'll Probli Wait A Few Weeks Or So.

Lately I Been Thinkn Bout Alex ~~ALOT~~. This Shit Makes Me So Mad That He Did This To Me && I Have To Bust My Ass To Take Care Of Harmony By Myself. She Deserves A Father. I Know What Its Like When Ur Dad Doesn't Want You && I Know ~~DAMN WELL~~ That He Does Too. On Thursday I Got An Appt. To Talk To A Collection Officer About Paternity Testing Buht Its Not Gonna Do Any Good If I Donno Where The ~~Hell~~ He Is. I Got A List Of All The ~~Juvenile Camps~~ In Cali && Christine Called Some Of Them For Me While We Was Drivn Around Pickn Up Apps. && They All Said "I Can't Tell You If He's Staying Here Or Not Bekuz We Can't Give Out Information On Minors && Even If He Was Here You Can't Talk To Him Unless His Parents Discuss It With His Probation Officer." Hmm I Guess That Explains Why That Fool Hasn't Called Me.

As Far As Relationships...I Been Thinkn About Someone Alot Buht Im Startin To Think Now That He's ~~Not~~ Right For Me. He Can't Decide If He Wanna Get Back Together Or Not && Im Startn To Change My Mind.

Anyways Ima Go To Bed Cuz Harmony Will Probli Be Wakn Up In About An Hour So Ill Return Ur Comments From The Last Entries Later I Promise!! && Leave Me Some More!

<33 Desirea

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Sun, 14 May 2006 18:43:21 GMT

Happy Mothers Day!!

Welp Nothin Really Has Been Goin On...Harmony Is Awake && Fussin Alot More Lol My Moms Got Her Right Now So I Got A Few Mins To Update. On Friday My Mom Babysat For A Few Hrs So I Could Go To The Riverfest With My Cuzn && Her Man. Damn I Love My Little Girl Buht It Was Great Getn A Break Lol. Then Saturday I Pretty Much Stayed Home With Harmony && Then In The Evening I Went Mothers Day Shopn With My Dad && Nicole Came Over To Stay The Night. Omgsh Shes Getn So Big! Lol Harmony Was Cryn Like All Night && Nicole COMPLETELY Slept Thru It...Soo Im Kinda Wondern Whats Gonna Happen When Her Baby Comes Lol. Then This Mornin Gayle && Her Dad Came To Pick Her Up && Stayed For A Little Bit To See Harmony. My Mom Took Out My Old Baby Pictures && Harmony Looks Just Like Me When I Was Little Except Shes ALOT Darker Lol. Anyways I Feel HELLA Old Cuz I Got Like 3 Mothers Day Cards From Family && My Mom Gave Me A Locket That Says MOM On It....Lol! I Gotta Go Buht Leave Some Comments!

<33 Desirea

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Tue, 09 May 2006 14:11:56 GMT

This Is For You Maria....Lol. (She Called My Baby Ugly!) Haha.

Anyways...Things Are Getn Better. My Moms Been Helpn Me Alot && Im Really Grateful For That Cuz Im Still Getn Better From This Kidney Infection && The Antibiotics Always Make Me Sick To My Stomach && Crap, Plus My Stitches Still HELLA Hurt. Damnit.

Harmonys Doin Really Good! We Had To Take Her To The Doctor Yesterday Cuz She Has A Lump On Her Head && He Said That It Might Be The Plates In Her Head Layin Funny Buht Its Probli A Cyst... Buht If It Doesnt Go Away On Its Own It Can Be Removed Easily Cuz Its On The Outside Of Her Skull. Thank God.

I Tried To Get Ahold Of Alex The Other Day To Let Him Know About The Baby. Christine Called His Friend For Me && He Said That Alex Is In A ~~Juvenile Camp~~ Now Buht He'd Tell Him That I Had The Baby.

Oo Yeah...I Forgot To Put This On The Other Entry Buht Since When Is It Illegal To Have Sex Under 16!?! When I Was In The Hospital They Had A Social Worker Come && Talk To Me && She Said That Since I Had Sex && Got Pregnant Under 16 That Alex Could Go To Jail (Even Tho Hes 17) && That I Could Get My Baby Taken Away....Wtf. I Donno What That Was About Cuz The Other Day My Mom Went To SRS For Me While I Was In The Hospital && The Social Worker THERE Said Wtf Too. Hmm.

Harmonys Wakn Up So I Gotta Go Make A Bottle..Leave Some Love...Ill Probli Put More Pics Up Later.

<33 Desirea