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Name: N8
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Lawrence
Birthday: 7/31/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: Music, friends, partying, concerts, drinking Crown, having fun, girls, boys, bdsm, fetishes
Expertise: to people's surprise, massages...listening, being a friend, playing music (drums, guitar, bass, piano, etc..)
Industry: Entertainment


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AIM: DragonX42097
Yahoo: noone213


Member Since: 5/15/2005

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

ok...so...my band...just booked a show...omfg...we will be opening up for KMFDM at the Granada in lawrence on Oct. 15th...one of the biggest industrial bands in the world...holy fuckin shit!!!!!!


Friday, August 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Candyass
By Orgy
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so its been quite awhile...lets see...new shit...im 21 now YAY!!!...im really happy with where im at in my life right now...im playing music with the god project...i have the most incredible friends in the world...i have someone that makes me happier than i ever thought possible......thank you to everyone in my life that cares...i love you all...


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

So its been awhile...IM FINALLY IN A BAND!!!...The God Project mo' fo's...badass industrial music...we have 3 shows coming up so far, the 21st in Warrensburg, MO at the Setlist, the 31st (my 21st birthday!!!!!) at the Bottleneck in Lawrence, and August 6th in Colorado Springs, CO at the Darkside...oh yeah!...


Monday, June 13, 2005

Currently Playing
Machine
By Static-X
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ahh...so went 2 Rockfest last saturday...fuckin awesome...spent alot of it by myself tho cuz got separated from dani and johnny and every1...found my old friends zack, jason, and j.d. there so got 2 chill with them so i wasnt by myself the whole time...smoked some good shit 2 ...saw becca briefly but wasnt able 2 make it thru the crowd 2 say hi or nething...all in all it was a good show...minus the soreness and sunburn...oh well...i wanna play music and be in a band so fuckin bad...i miss arin and adam and lauren and every1...we need 2 hang out soon damnit...Warped Tour is next wednesday...really want 2 go...thats enough for now...


Monday, May 23, 2005

Currently Playing
Book of Shadows: Blair Witch 2 (2000 Film)
By Various Artists - Soundtracks - 2000
Suicide is Painless - Marilyn Manson
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I have figured out how i am supposed 2 and how i deserve 2 feel...empty...alone...dragging through the waters of my depression, i see the vast hollow that consumes my senses and destroys my soul...the wasteland of broken hearts and devastated feelings that lay before me...i cannot see the hope or love that i wish existed for me...the want 2 feel, that is slowly  disentegrating  in front of me...i havent felt so alone in a long time...



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