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Name: Chandra
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/23/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: reading, writing, sleeping....
Expertise: Writing
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
9/1/2002
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heh.. i lost my virginity to him. can you believe that? after everything... i give him exactly what he wants. ::sighs:: im so pathetic... i should have blocked him like i told amanda and carrie i did.. i regret it now. seriously.. he wasnt even that good at it *lol* but anyways... im on a heavenly search *through hell* for a boyfriend.. wish me luck? lol... *SUUUUUURE* riiiight????????? Anyways.. me go bye bye!!!!!! | | |
| I hate him.. well, i don't.. but i should. He told one of my best friends that he liked her more than me, and that he wants to see her. Yet, he wants to keep it a secret from me. What a fucking loser.. I swear! Then he tells me that he likes me.. he wants to kiss me and see me.. but then.. he doesn't want me anymore than just a friend. Ugh! How stupid... I still want him sooooo bad. I wish I never gave her his screen name.. I swear.. *sighs* But.. She would never do that to me. She said that she told him a place and time to meet her, but she's going to stand him up. I think that she should tell him that he's not her type and then say that she would never do that to one of her friends... That would be cool. Anyways.. I'll write later | | |
| Love sucks... I find this guy (he is 9 years older than me) and i just about fall head over heels in love with him. BIG MISTAKE. He says that he doesn't want to hurt me therefore he doesnt want me as his girlfriend. Yet, this was after we made out in his car.. twice. What a jerk.. seriously. He also makes the excuse "you're too quiet and indecisive, like me, and I'm not looking for someone like that" That is so fucked. I just about cried. We went to the movies last night.. and he drove me home. We made out in his car.. again. I love kissing him. *sighs* Yeah.. I'll write more later! | | |
| *Sometimes we love people so much we become numb to it...because if we felt how much we really love them...It could kill us.
That is so true. Dating the guy of my dreams was so amazing. But all the love I had for him seemed to fade away. I got pissed at him for some reason and he stopped calling. That is when I realized that I did love him more than anything. My heart ached so bad when he stopped all contact. I became obsessed and called him every chance I got. He always told me that he had to go or that he'd call back (and never did)
I am currently still trying to get over him. I have a few other guys in my life. I wish one of them would make a move. Then I wouldn't have to dwell on the past, and actually be able to look to the future.
How could I have been in love with such an asshole? | | |
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