CW:166.6

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so life fuckin sux.

i made a yr and two days and i fucked up today, i cut.

what the hell is my problem, i got high all weekend and had a threesome and got a hickey and ive got to go to court tomorrow for the shoplifting thing.

im fucked up.

:jan 19th:

 todays my dads bday,

intake pathetic.

worked out for an hour today.

and appearently sex burns like 729 cals or st.

so i did that last night.

times two.

im a whore.

im such a wreck,.

i dont know which way is up or which way is down anymore.

guys are playing with my head,

my weight is fluctuating, problems at work.

bleh.

today is my one yr anniversary of not cutting myself.

yay me.

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my bad habit

this is my fav.

peace out girl scout.

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CW: 170.2

Currently Listening Riot! By Paramore crushcrushcrush see related

if my face is a portrait of whats inside, you best break the damn mirror...

intake

b- hot cocoa

l-orange

d- taco casserole

s- trail mix

id suppose 800 cals.

but see i have a stomach ulcer appearently and all my dinner went into the toilet.

so id say minus 300

then i went to the YMCA and did an hour water aerobics class

minus at least 200

i also swam 100 yds

minus about 100

then i did my regular workout routine, this ab machine, this step machine, this tricep machine, this innerthigh/hip machine, this hamstring/butt machine, and the sauna, about 2 hours worth all together.

at least minus 450.

so all together,

-250 cals.

hell . thats lame. im fasting tomorrow, besides i have to work 4:30- 10:30 so only liquids and cigarettes.

i got my fone back today. and might be getting my car back next week.

incase i forgot to mention i got grounded from everything because i was arrested last friday at walmart for shoplifting.

its gay but i got to go to juvenile court.

then who knows what will happen.

bleh.

lifes a bitch.

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Currently Listening Wolfmother By Wolfmother see related

2008

This time Last year

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