Phewww Schools out and what I'm I to do? Found out I won't be gettin credits for one of my classes maybe two so dang it I'm screwed!! Well another year went by and like them chinese flicks with the lound sounding gong, I just turned 23 Tuesday what the hell was that song?
That's right Blink 182 "...Nobody loves you when you're 23...what the hell is A D D? What's my age again? What's my age again?"
I miss being 21, just exploiting all the fun, legal age in Cali to get a gun...dang I wish I were once again just turning 21.
Just got done killing ribs celebrating my homeboys surprise birthday a few hours ago. MY Oh my, still full and that's fo sho.
Man as I was observing while we was waitin for my homeboy to be surprised...Had this gut feeling, that I just wanted to push down inside. But it can't happen, not with me I speak the truth. Hardly ever do I hide.
We had this Bible study about "taking the back seat," about how sometimes we just gotta take the back seat and let other people ahead, and this is in every aspect of life that is, sometimes for some people even until your dead.
Hard thought(s) of the day...
...Damn it's a trip, how lopsided life can be, makes me really ponder, why the fuck is the one getting shafted always me? Perseverance lada lada, yada yada, my friend, yeah all that stuff I know, but there's this haterism in me just waiting and trying to overflow...
...Kinda like Charlie and Hank, from "Me, Myself and Irene..." Gotta keep it constant, don't need to turn into a Schitzo. But when you speak and no one wants to understand you or they're sooo damned full and self centered of themselves they just don't listen, what the fuck do you do? Of course being considerate to them is nice, but when it's always "me, me, me, me" coming from them and they don't have a clue that their so called problems are really bullshit what do you do?
"Pop quiz hot shot. What do you do? What do you do?" |