First entry of 2007... what can I say? 2006 is now long gone... whatever happened, can be forgotten, hopefully this year, will be a much better year, for me and for everyone. Nice seeing everyone (well nearly) this Christmas. Ai... haven't written for a long time, dunno what to write... LOL... oh well.. I'll think of something... HA oh... HAPPY NEW YEAR

Ai... holiday? well, I don't know if I should be happy or sad.... happy, may be cause it's "holiday" but sad, cause there's just nothing else to celebrate. Everything just seems so empty now, nothing to do, no where to go, just don't know which direction to head to now. Flying back to HK, all the same, I just don't have control, just being told to do this do that all the time. WHAT AM I?! A DOG?! just cut all the bullshit about those sentimental stuff, I'm fucken sick of it. Am I happy? I may seem to be, but am I? there is just no reason for me to be at the moment.

You said you want to be friends, but you definitely aren't acting it. As I said, you just give me no reason to continue liking you. Stop acting so selfish and think about the others. I pity you when you ask me not to. I worry about you when you ask me not to. But now I no longer need to do anything more, it is no longer my problem if anything happens to you. I just won't care anymore. I may sound harsh, but that's how I feel, and that's all your fault.

Ai... I dunno what to say anymore.

Just been going through some old stuff and I can't believe I felt this shit before to write things like this... I'm just quite lucky I haven't got this bad since then... but close enough... not yet...

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有甚麼必要呢﹖

我係中文唔好﹐但係洗唔洗o下o下都要咁對我﹖

有時覺得我自己好失敗﹐無用﹐無時無刻都發癲﹐成個三歲的低能白痴仔。

唔知道點解時間過的咁快﹐眨o下眼在大學的日子所剩無幾﹐自己想的東西越來越多, 搞到心情亦好像坐過山車﹐時高時低。

好多時美好的回憶總會給些傷感的事情沖淡而變成麻木﹐一分感動變成萬分悲哀。感覺好像突然在天堂裡跌入地獄。

這個感覺好難受。

有時真係想放下所有﹐跟隨自己的意願去做事﹐不顧一切。

希望我可以把這幾個月好好珍惜﹐只有美好的回憶﹐不想再次受到打擊或傷害。

我不是想改變你﹐我知道這是無可能的﹐但我只想你知道﹐我都一定會支持你﹐直到永遠。

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Anyways... I'm coming back to good old HKon the 13th Dec, so will be arriving on the 14th.. hope to see you guys there!! Also, should be making it to the reunion... but... JC65... AGAIN?  No offence to the organisers... not complaining but it's really becoming THE CIS place... LOL.. anyways... take cares oh... just to show a few of me grad pics

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