this weekend=

amazing

editttttttt:

good news/some-what bad news

- i broke my cell phone today, not too sure how though?. (get a new one in a few days anyways)

- i became the 4th manager for the Antioch boys basketball team today -- definitely think that will be fun!! =]

Robbie, Kim, and Kelsey

Scottttt

Kelseyyyyy

-- more to come! <3

hEY EVErY0NE-

This week has been pretty damn good, and is going by super fast.

Monday I didn't go to school because I went to Stephanie's funeral w/ Kim, Santina, and Autumn. Hung out with them a little bit after, then took them home and Kim and I went back to her house. Later on that night, Kim and I went running for about 3 miles? Hard,  but defenitly a good work out. Later on that night Dane came over to Kim's and hung out with her.. while I played with the dog?

Yesterday I went back to school (left my damn cell phone at home all day) and just went to Kim's house after. Hung out w/ her and then went home later that night.

Today I went to school and went to Kim's house after. Ohh, and guess who stopped by?!. Nate, Scooter (Scott), and Matt. Kim and I had no idea they were coming over, but we were sure glad they did. I Love You Cuties! =]

Tomorrow and Friday are half days! Thank freaking goshh. This week has been like nothing to me, because I have had like no homework but defenitly alot of stuff to do at school.

I defenitly think this weekend should be a hella lot of fun, because I am hanging out with some damn hott people, and I found my digital camera and that means fun fun fun.

I'll update some more sometime later-

So, as most of you all know.. MY BIRTHDAY was on Friday. Well, Friday morning when I came over to Kim's house.. There was a present from her on her bed and when I opened it, there was a Victoria's Secret Pink outfit for me. It's freaking adorable. I LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Thanks so much Kimmy, I love you best friend. We ended up going to the Oak Park Football Game that night. Defenitly a surprising game at the very end. We won 26-10!?. Amazing time, pretty boring.. but an amazing time. After the game, Kim and I went back to Dane's with Jake. Just hung out.. sorta fun? Then Kim and I left and passed out at home.

Saturday wasn't too bad. I woke up with no voice whats so ever. Totally sick. Went to Kimmy's choir performance. CUTE CUTE- hhahhhahh. She sang wonderfully. Went out to eat with Kim and her grandma at my favorite resturant ever; Olive Garden. Went back to Kim's house, and got ready for my wonderful family party. Kim came with me to the party. It was for my cousin Dakota Williams and I's birthday. Sorta fun? But, the good thing was I got alot more money than I expected. I ended up leaving the party early, and Kim and I went to Dane's again. I got hooked on Madden all night and made myself some chocolate milk to keep me company. Stayed the night there.. of course.

This morning we had to get up at 9:45, and we called at least 20 people for a ride home.. and they were either sleeping or didn't answer. So, we finally got ahold of Cody Tyler and I personally asked if he would come pick us up.. and the wonderful kid did. After we got picked up, we went back to Cody's house for about an hour. They are so cool. hahahhh, Cody can blow fire with his mouth. Funny funny kid.

Then Kim and I went back to her house. We did the usual: ate, sat around, and.. ate some more?!. All the sudden we got the "GREAT" idea to go to Zona, so I called my mom and we all went, but it was freezing. Beyond that, Kim and I bought alot.

The car ride back would have to be the best part of the day. Kim, my mom, and I were like literally jamming in the car. It was hilarious. My mom was tryin to like "booty dance" in the car, because she was tryin to show us what she saw on TV this morning. She ended up choking on the pop corn that Kim and her were chowing down on the way home. Hilarious times.

Sucks that were back to school tomorrow. And also to add to that.. I still have completely no voice. I am taking so much medicine and I don't think it is helping, but oo well. This week's school should be absoulutely easy though, because of the passing of Stephanie. We Love You Steph. RIP Honey-

C0MMeNTs?!.

I don't think today could have been anymore upseting.

So, this morning I wake up to a pretty good morning. I was actually some-what wanting to go to school. [weird, I know] I get to school.. hear lots of news.

At about 1:30 this morning, Stephanie VanAlst was killed. She was "partying" with some friends under the 435 and North Mersington Avenue bridge. As she ran up a hill and crossed the highway.. she was hit by a van, instantly.

Yes, Stephanie was into drugs and drinking, but that was nobody else's decision but herselfs. Beyond the point that she did that stuff.. she was an awesome person to talk to. I don't think I have talked to someone as easily as I did with her, especially since we rarely talked.. but when we did, she was really cool person to talk with.

This is so weird, just knowing Kim and I were talking to her recently at the Gladfest.. which was only 3 weeks ago. Kim and I have never really talked or had a conversation with her but as of that night we talked to her at the Gladfest.. we realized what a cool girl she was. She was just a great girl stuck in a bad life.

We all just have to realize..
She is in a much better place now.

RIP. Stephanie VanAlst.

10.20.05

We Love and Miss You Truly.

http://www.kctv.com/Global/story.asp?S=4006115 <-- click there for the story.

And on the other hand..

Tomorrow is my birthday--

I hope it goes well?

Comments, Please?.

-Wow. So I have really been into music lately.. and there is some amazing artists out there. So many of them have wonderful voices. They can sing incredible.
I defenitely think I have found my new favorite singer [Kelly Clarkson]. She has such an amazing voice. I never realized how much effort she put into her music. I wish I would have listened to her more often. But now that she has come out with "Because Of You" I am amazed by her songs.

--My heart can't possibly break, If it wasn't even whole to start with--

School is for sure getting boring. I know over the summer, I was like begging for school to get here because I wanted to see everyone.. but now that we are in it, I don't so much like it. Ya know, there are the good days and then there are the bad ones. I just cant wait for school to get over with. I'm so tired of all this drama, homework, and everything else about it.
Ever since I have grown up, I have always wished someone to be there for me.. as in a best friend. Growing up as an only child is not the funnest thing. Only because you have no one to talk to during the night, no one that you can share secrets with, and most of all no one to be there when your down or upset. Ever since this summer, when Kim and I started to hang out.. I started to realize that I think my wish had come true. I seriously do not think that I could ask for a better friend than her. Everytime I do something wrong, stupid, or just plain dumb.. she is the one to help me correct it. If only I had her when I was younger, I wouldn't of had to wish for one so long. Everyone should be thankful for the best friend that you have, and keep them as close as possible.
Did you ever realize that when your birthday is coming you tend to think ahead a few years and fantisise about all the up coming "amazing" things that are going to happen? Well, if you really think about it.. You probably won't be wanting those things to happen when your 30, 40, or 50. I know for a fact that I used to think about the future.. as in being able to drive, getting married, and starting a family. The best suggestion that I have heard from others would have to be "Live life to the fullest, It only happens once". And if you really think about what that means.. It's very true.

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